(One-sided) Kageyama Tobio x Kunimi Akira

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 Hurt no comfort

In middle school (3rd year)

This is going to hurt, brace yourselves.

tobio.

i need to tell u sth

oh, hello kunimi.

 actually i have sth to tell you too..

uh.. nice i guess

let's say it together then 

alright

i can't stand you anymore. you're acting like such an ass towards me and the team in general. you're becoming toxic out of nowhere. i told my parents about you and they told me i should never hang out with someone like you, even if we talk about school manners. i hate it so much when you scold me and act like you're someone strong and important. you are nobody. i would like you to shut the fuck up. i hate you so much. even kindaichi started talking shit about you. the whole team can't stand you anymore.

i'm seriously sorry about how i act towards you and the team. it's just the way i am. i really want to change it, but i can't. i hate myself so much. i know i'm a bad person. but three years ago i met you. i was genuinely so happy when my eyes met yours. i fell in love with you. i loved spending time with you. you even comforted me after my grandfather died. i'm so grateful for you, even though i can't really show it. i like you, kunimi. i would do anything for you. i'm so sorry for everything i've done.

oh.

what..?

i'm sorry for bothering you. pretend you didn't see anything.

wait tobio...

tobio?

are you there?

..kageyama?

oh my god tobio

please answer me

i'm sorry.

iwaizumi-san

do you have a moment?

oh hey tobio

yea ofc

i always have a moment for you

what's wrong?

i followed your advice.

i confessed to kunimi.

oh that's great :)

how'd it go?

he said he hated me.

he hates the way i act towards him and the team.

he said that even kindaichi had enough of me.

oh shit tobio i'm so sorry

that must've hit harder than anything

are you okay?

do you want to talk about it?

i'm listening if you do

i'm so sick of myself. i just want to be loved by someone.

is that too much to ask?

no it's not, tobio.

it's not too much. don't say that about yourself.

you'll find someone that will love you like you hope

i loved him. with all myself. and still acted like an ass towards him. 

i don't really deserve someone like him. i deserve nothing.

tobio, stop it. you deserve the world.

then why'd he say that? why would he ever say that to me?

i.. don't know, tobio.

i need some time alone. 

thank you, iwaizumi-san.

of course.

please be safe, tobio.