My nose scrunches up as the smoke from Cole's cigarette blows over my face. He throws me an apologetic look and stands on the other side of me so the wind blows the smoke away from my face. I tap my foot impatiently as I wait outside the restaurant door for Cole to finish smoking so we can get in on time for our reservation. The cold night air sends a chill through me, giving me another reason to want to go inside.

"Are you almost done?" I ask and he looks up at me and rolls his eyes. I grab his elbow and pull him close to me so I can talk into his ear.

"Roll your eyes at me again and I bend you over my bed and whip your ass raw," I growl lowly which seems to work as he nods meekly and apologises.

"Sorry daddy," he says and kisses my cheek.

"Don't act cute to make me forget your attitude," I warn and he smiles up at me. Damn him and his adorable dimples.

When he puts the cigarette out I put my hand on his waist and walk him into the restaurant Marcus recommended. I tell the waiter my last name and we get taken to our reserved table near the back where I can talk dirty without too many people noticing. We take our seats opposite each other and Cole instantly picks up the menu to search though the food. I reach into my pocket and hold the small remote in my hand. Let's see how cheeky he is while I give him an orgasm in public.

As my finger clicks the on button for the vibrator up Cole's ass, he jumps slightly and glares at me over the top of the menu.

"The waitress is coming," he hisses. I raise my eyebrow at his tone and he keeps glaring back. The waitress steps beside our table with a little notebook and looks up to us. Her eyes widen slightly when she looks at me in my fitted suit and she stays silent for a while. She seems to snap out of and blushes deeply.

"Sorry about that," she nervously laughs after shaking herself out of her small trance, "can I take your drink orders?"

"I'll have a beer and he'll have a water," I say for the both of us. Cole opens his mouth to object but I turn the intensity up on the vibrator which quickly shuts him up. The waitress nods and says she'll be back soon.

"Why did you order me water?" He complains. He tries to keep his face still but I can see his hands shaking as the vibrations increase. "Please."

"Behave and I'll turn it down."

"I'll give you a quickie in the bathroom if you turn it down."

"I can get a quickie in the bathroom anyways, but nice try baby," I reply with a small laugh. He pouts and looks back down to the menu, his face flushed and his hips always moving.

The waitress comes back with the drinks and sets them on the table before she asks for our food orders.

"Can I have the garlic chicken with crispy fries please," Cole says and the waitress nods as she writes it down.

"Can I have the lasagne please," I say and hand the menu to her. She leaves quickly and Cole giggles.

"She has a crush on you," he laughs so I put my hand in my pocket and turn up the vibrator up for a few seconds then bring it back down. Cole jumps up in his seat and a whine leaves his lips. He glares at me as his hands grip the table tightly.

"Don't do that again, daddy," he warns, trying to act as tough as he can. I raise my eyebrow and reach my hand in my pocket. "Wait no! I'm sorry."

"Good boy." I keep the vibrator on the low setting, just enough to keep him hard but not enough to make him cum anytime soon.

The food is brought over and we both start eating and chatting. Cole accidentally lets it slip that he's failing maths and biology which doesn't please me at all.

"What's going on? Why did you fail?" I ask, putting down my knife and fork to pay him full attention.

"I just find it hard. All this stuff I have to remember makes me struggle with it all." He looks down at the table looking quite distressed.

"I'll help you with it if you want. I may be an English teacher but I got a B in maths and biology so I'll be able to help." He looks up at me wearily.

"Are you sure? You don't have to help me if you don't want to."

"No, I want to help you. You can stay back after school with me and I can help, or you can come to my house."

"Come to your house, then we can have sex after," he laughs. I grab the remote and turn up the vibrations to the fifth setting which makes him gasp and squirm in his seat.

"You're always so horny baby," I say as he breathes quickly. "Eat your food, it's going to get cold."

I start eating again as Cole reaches for his cutlery with shaky hands. He keeps looking at me with big, lustful eyes. I don't turn it down until he's covering his mouth with his hand and his body shakes. My eyes widen when I realise he's just came in the middle of the restaurant. He looks up like he's begging me to stop it. I turn off the vibrator and he thanks me.

"Did you cum baby? In public? Such a naughty boy," I tease as his face flushes a deep red.

"Am I in trouble daddy?"

"No, I made you cum so it's not your fault, although next time I want you to warn me. Do you need to use the bathroom?" I ask him and he nods quickly. I watch as he walks away, his hands covering the front of his pants inconspicuously. I continue eating my food as if nothing happened and in the corner of my eye I see a man watching me from across the room. When I make eye contact he looks away quickly but I keep seeing him look over at me. He's sat at a table with a small blond boy who seems to be too deep in conversation to notice his date isn't paying attention to him.

"I'm back!" Cole cheers as he kisses my cheek then sits back down. I pull my attention away from the man and smile at my boyfriend. "Can we go home soon, it's sticky in my underwear."

"Eat your food then we'll leave," I tell him and he digs in.

When we've both finished and I've payed the bill, we get in my car and Cole starts getting excited.

"Why so squirmy?" I chuckle.

"I'm just looking forward to sex tonight," he says very confidently. I turn the vibrator on and watch as he moans.

"Unbutton your jeans."

He lets out his semi hard cock and throws his head back, his hips making circles in the leather seat.

"Stroke yourself, and don't cum. I want you on edge when I finally get to fuck you."

"When we fuck, can it be like, boyfriend sex?" He basically whispers. I glance over at him, my left hand turning off the vibrator.

"What do you mean?"

"Like no dom and sub. It's okay if you don't want to." He won't look at my face so that lets me know he's being serious, Cole never gets this nervous.

Am I ready for that? We aren't boyfriends so I don't have to do this, I could just say no and have a kinky scene with him in the playroom. But his puppy dog eyes are killing me. Maybe I could do it just this once.

"Yeah of course baby. Put yourself back in your pants, we're nearly there." I pull the car onto the driveway and pull the keys out. We walk into the house and Cole starts to strip straight away.

"Eager?" I smirk. He laughs and pulls his shirt over his head. I start pulling my clothes off and pin Cole up against the wall, my lips finding his neck straight away. He moans and tugs my boxers down so he can wrap his warm hand around my length and stroke me slowly. I suck a hickey on his neck before I pull away and push him up the stairs to our bedroom.

"Bend over so I can pull the vibrator out," I tell him and he does so as sexyily as he possibly can. He sticks his ass up in front of me and wiggles it slightly. I pull on the handle of the vibrator, making Cole groan as it slides out of him. I discard it on the floor and watch as Cole jumps on the bed and spreads his legs for me to see everything. His cock stands proudly as precum leaks onto his stomach.

"Such a good boy," I say as I kneel on the bed between his open legs.

"No dom talk Nathan," Cole says with a mischievous look.

"I'm sorry, no Dom talk. You're just so damn cute." I lean down and kiss Cole's lips slowly and passionately. His arms wind around my neck and his hands pull on my hair to make me push closer to him.

"Let go, I need to get the lube," I say in a muffled voice as Cole keeps kissing me. He sighs and lets go, throwing his head back dramatically. I take the bottle of lube from the nightstand and pour some over my cock and Cole's asshole. I start kissing his chest and licking his nipples which makes him moan beautifully.

"Please fuck me," he whines and wraps his legs around my waist, squishing my dick against his. A loud groan escapes my lips and I start humping against him. Cole holds my head in his hands and we just look at each other for a second. He smiles and kisses me while guiding my cock to his asshole with his spare hand. I kiss him back sensually as I push into his tight ass.

"Ugh," Cole groans when my cock is buried inside him. His nails dig into my back as my lips trail down his jawline and bite the skin gently.

Cole gets hot and whiny when I start thrusting into him and making out with him harshly. Our bodies rub together, our skin touching everywhere we can make it, our lips messily push against each other, our tongues twirl around each other, exploring every nook and cranny in our mouths. It's all too much. Without much warning, my balls tighten and I cum in Cole's ass, pleasure washing over me and making me feel weak at the knees. My thighs shake as my arms give out and I drop down onto my elbows.

"Fuck, I'm sorry I didn't last long," I pant, my face hidden in Cole's neck.

"It's okay. That was amazing," he says, sounding even more breathless than I am.

I slowly pull out and roll over onto my back. Cole lays his head on my chest and hugs me close. We don't bother getting washed before we fall asleep, we're both way too tired.

———

"Marcus it was so weird. I've never had sex like that before. I felt so close to him, I felt like I knew everything about him in every way. I don't know what to do, I'm not ready for anything as serious as that. I like it when it's me as his dominant and him as my submissive. Why does it all have to get complicated?"

"Nathan you fucking moron, you love him. Stop being an ass and deal with it," Marcus says. I glare at him as he sips the coffee he ordered at the café we are sat in. I'm lucky he even woke up this early to meet me here, he'd usually sleep in until 3pm after being at the club late into the morning. Annoyingly though, he still looks as gorgeous as ever. He's wearing a white button up shirt that he's rolled up to his elbows and slacks that hug his ass nicely. Stupid Marcus always looking perfect.

"I'm not ready to love him," I answer weakly. He rolls his eyes and leans forward on his elbows, ready to lecture me.

"You're more than ready for this, I've seen the way you look at that boy, and the way you act around him, you're smitten. So man up and tell him how you feel. I'm sure he loves you too."

"That's the bit that scares me. What if he does love me?"

"And that's a bad thing because?" Marcus leans back in his chair again and crosses his arms across his chest.

"I don't know how to love him back," I mumble.

"Fuck off Nathan. You're making excuses because you're scared of commitment," Marcus almost growls at me. I glare at him and he holds my stare. I'm the first to look away because Marcus is scary when he wants to be. I push my glasses up my nose and huff.

"What do I do?" I ask sincerely. This is why I invited Marcus out for coffee, I need his advice on what to do. The passion between me and Cole last night scared the shit out of me. He seemed so comfortable with me, not that that's bad, it's just too homey for me. I also called my bedroom our bedroom. Marcus sighs and rubs his forehead.

"Don't drag Cole into this bullshit. If you can't love him back, break up with him. Let him find another Dom who can love him, he deserves that at least." The though of Cole with another man loving him makes me feel weird. "If you are ready to love Cole back then call him now and tell him."

Am I ready to love him? What if I'm wrong and Cole doesn't even love me at all? What the fuck am I doing?

"I can't do it."