The last few weeks I've been partying a lot. I even slept with a guy in attempt to get over Cench. It looks like him and Kenza are back together. They been hanging out lately. It kinda hurts but it is what it is. Jace is throwing a party tonight and of course I'm going. I just hope Cench decides not to go, because I know he's invited.

The party has already started, and I'm still getting ready at home. I have regained the weight that I had lost, and I feel more confident than ever. I put on some cargo pants that go perfectly with my figure. I also put on a black, small top, because I'm not afraid to show off my body. After that I head to my car.

After I pulled up at the party I could already see Cench's car in the driveway. I hesitate at first, because I haven't seen him in weeks now. Eventually I decide to go in. When I walk inside Aaliyah immediately runs up to me. "Girl I almost thought you weren't gonna come." She says. "I ain't missing no party." I reply. "That's the y/n I know." Aaliyah says laughing. "Jace and some of his mates are smoking in the backyard, Cench is there too so ionknow if you wanna go there." She says. "I feel like smoking a joint so let's go smoke with them." I say.

We walk into the backyard and the first thing I notice is Cench with his arm around Kenza. I just act like they're not there. I greet jace and his mates. We sit down on one of the chairs. "Does anyone have a cig for my joint?" I ask. "I do." Kenza says. She walks up to me handing me a cig. "Thank you." I say smiling at her. "You look really cute by the way." She says smiling back. "Thank you, you do too. And since you gave me a cig, wanna smoke this joint together?" I ask her. "Fuck yeah." She answers. She walks back to where Cench is sitting and grabs her chair and walks back to me. I notice Cench looking at me with no expression on his face. Kenza places her chair next to me, and we start to smoke the joint. We talk a lot. Talking to her, it feels like I've known her for years. "I'm really happy Cench is with you now, he deserves the best. And you are such a nice and pretty girl." I say. "We're not dating." Kenza replies laughing. "We just besties." She says. "Wait fr?" I ask laughing. "Yeah girl, I lost feelings for him like a year ago." She answers. I look at Aaliyah who is on Jaces lap making out with him. "Why did you and him break up tho?" Kenza asks. "You gotta promise to not tell anyone." I say. "On god I won't tell anyone." Kenza says. "I carried his baby, but we got a miscarriage. I got depressed and did nun else than laying in bed. We grew apart in a really short time because of that. And I think he lost feelings after that, so he broke up with me." I say. Kenza is speechless for a moment. "Shit" Is the only word she manages to say.

I notice Cench looking at me again but he looks away when he sees me looking back. I stand up and grab Kenza's hand. "Let's go dance." I say. "Fuck yeah." She replies and we head inside. The song 'Dinero' is playing and we both start to move our hips along with the music. This girl knows how to move her hips just as good as I do. Two of Cench's mates walk up to us. One goes to dance with Kenza, and the other puts his hands on my hips. We start to dance more sexual, and then I notice Cench looking at us with an annoyed look on his face. I see him hesitate but then he walks up to us. "Bro wtf are you doing?" He asks his mate with anger in his voice. "Dancing with y/n." His mate replies. "What kind of friend are you." He says angrily. Then he turns to me and grabs my wrist and pulls me onto the stairs. He pulls me into his old bedroom. His old bedroom is now a guest room. "Are you doing this on purpose?" He asks with a sad tone in his voice. "We broke up weeks ago, so I gotta move on right? And no, I do not have intentions to make you jealous or whatever you thought I was doing." I answer him. "So you moved on already?" He says with pain in his voice. "Never said that." I answer him. "Been missing you." He says. "Don't." I say and I walk out of the room. I walk up to Kenza. "I'm leaving." I tell her. "Wait let me put my number in your phone cuz we should totally hang out." I give her my phone and she puts her number in it. I tell Aaliyah that I'm leaving and walk out of the party.

After I walked out I walked up to my car. Fuck, I can't find my car keys. I must've dropped them somewhere. I notice Cench coming out of the party and walking up to me. "What do you want?" I ask him. "You dropped your car keys in the guest room." He says as he holds them up to show me. I hold my hand up so he can give 'em to me. "Before I give you those I want to talk." He says. "About what?" I ask him. "About us." He answers. "There is no us." I reply. "Not anymore but maybe we could give 'us' another shot." He says. "No, this is not fair. I begged you not to leave me. But you did anyways, even though I was at my fucking lowest. Losing our baby hurt, but losing you hurt even worse. Now you be telling me that you miss me and think that we should give our past relationship a second shot? That's not fucking fair Cench." I snatch my car keys from his hand. Before I can get into my car he stops me. "I shouldn't have done that. It was a really selfish thing to do and I'm truly sorry. I really miss you a lot and I'd do anything to get you back into my life." He says. I don't say anything and just stand there. "I bought the house I was planning to buy for you, me and our little baby. You probably don't care though." He says. "The one I came by to drop off your stuff?" I ask. He nods. "Would've been a beautiful home for us and the baby. But some things are just not meant to be." I say. I get into my car and drive off.