It's now a week after I've had the miscarriage. I've gotten really depressed ever since, i hardly leave my bed. Aaliyah has visited a few times but even she didn't get me to talk. Cench has been hanging out with friends every day and night. I think that's his way of dealing with it. He mostly comes home around 3 am (if he even comes home, mostly he doesn't.), he doesn't sleep next to me in the bed anymore. At first he still did, but now he just sleeps on the couch. I hardly eat and I've lost some weight. I've never felt so numb in my life.

I walk to the kitchen to eat something, I decided to try to pick my life back up again. We don't have any food that's not expired in the refrigerator. Probably because Cench is mostly gone 24/7 and I'm just always laying in bed. I walk to my closet and put on some grey sweats and a grey croptop. I'm about to leave when the door suddenly opens. It's Cench with some friends. "You're home early." I say. "Thought you stopped talking for good." He replies. "Just make yourself at home as I grab some clothes." Cench tells his friends as he walks to our bedroom. I follow him. "You moving out?" I ask him. "Not yet." He answers. "Yet?" I ask. "Been thinking about it lately." He says. I'm trying to hold back tears. First we lose our baby and now this. "I really hope you stay." I say in a soft voice. He looks at me. "You didn't seem to miss me at all these past days, so why would you care if I would?" He asks. "Because I really love you youknow. I'd never want you to leave." I answer. He sits down on our bed and looks down while holding the back of his head. "Well I think we both need some distance after what happened." He says. I can't hold back my tears anymore and let myself fall onto my knees. "Please don't do this." I beg him. "I love you so, so much. And I know that losing our baby has been really tough on both of us. But please Cench, give this relationship another chance." I beg him. "I'm sorry y/n. I'm tryna do what's best for both of us." He says as he stands up and continues to put his clothes in a bag. I feel my heart shatter. This hurts even more than losing the baby. It feels like someone had shot me in my chest. "Is it okay if I come back some other day for the rest of my clothes?" Cench asks. "No." I answer. "I'll drop them off for you if you send me the address where you're staying." I say. "Alright." He says. "And also, after that I don't wanna see you anymore." I say. I see Cench's heart break. He walks out. "Let's go guys." Cench says to his friends. "Keys." I say. "What keys?" He replies. "Of my apartment, since you won't be coming here anymore." I answer. Cench grabs the keys out of his pocket and throws it to the other side of the living room. "There you go." He says and walks out with his friends. Did i go too far?

I didn't even go to the grocery store anymore. I had grabbed my car keys and headed over to Jace and Aaliyah's place. I rang the doorbell and Aaliyah had opened the door and hugged me tight. She let me in of course and now I'm sitting on the couch in the living room. Jace was sitting in the chair next to the couch as Aaliyah was getting us drinks. "Feeling better yet after what happened?" He asked. "Ion really know how to feel at the moment." I answer. Aaliyah walks into the living room. She puts our drinks on the table and sits down next to me. "I'm happy to see you somewhere else then in your bed." Aaliyah says. I have nothing to say so i stay quiet. "We been hanging out with yo mans these last few days." Aaliyah says. "If you're talking about Cench, we just broke up." Jaces head shot up from his phone as i said that. "Wait fr?" He asks. "Nah I'm joking." I answer sarcastically. "Did not expect that to happen." Jace says. "Yeah me neither." Aaliyah replies. "Why not?" I ask. "Cench has been telling us how damn worried he is about you. Telling us he's scared that you might've fallen out of love with him. And apparently you did cuz you broke up with him." Jace says. "He broke up with me." I correct him. "Wait foreal?" Aaliyah asks. And i just nod. "Wanna go shopping, we haven't done that in a while. It might also help me to keep my mind off all the shit that happened." I ask Aaliyah. "Girl, I thought you'd never ask." Aaliyah says excitedly.

As me and Aaliyah are on the way to the mall I get a text. "Can you check who texted?" I ask Aaliyah, since I'm driving. Aaliyah checks. "It's Cench." She says. "He sent you some address." Aaliyah says after she read the text. "Prolly the address where I need to drop his stuff at." I say. "When you going there because I'm coming with. And we're also gonna make u even hotter than u already are." Aaliyah says. "We should go tonight, and go party after." I answer. "Amazing idea. We'll throw it at my place. I'll ask Jace to invite his friends, and they're prolly taking people with 'em." Aaliyah says. "Y/n and Aaliyah are back on track." I say. We laugh and go shopping.

After we went to the mall we went to Aaliyah's place. I put on a red short dress with an open back, and we went to my house to pack all Cench's stuff. Currently I'm putting his stuff into a suitcase. I put in all his clothes and belongings. Then my eyes go to a picture frame with a photo of him and I kissing in it. It makes me sad seeing it. I put it in the suitcase on top of the rest of his stuff and close it. "Ready to go?" Aaliyah asks as I walk out of the bedroom. "More than ready." I answer. We walk out of my apartment and get in the car.

We have arrived at the house Cench is staying in. It's big and has a pool. We walk to the front door and ring the doorbell. One of Cench's friends opens the door and invites us in. He calls for Cench to come downstairs. We hear footsteps coming down the stairs and Cench walks in. I don't look at him because I don't wanna leave here crying. I look out of the window and see a jacuzzi in the backyard. "Didn't expect you so soon." I hear Cench say. "What can i say? Have to get this over with." I reply. "You going somewhere?" He asks. "We're throwing a party at my place." Aaliyah answers for me. "You know you're gonna get lots of guys tryna fuck you because you're wearing that dress, right?" Cench says. "That's kinda the whole point." I say. And I finally look at him. He looks high. "Here's your stuff by the way." And I hand him the suitcase. "I really appreciate you dropping this off." Cench says. "Goodbye Cench." I say and me and Aaliyah let ourselves out."