My bump keeps growing, and I'm convinced Cench wants to keep the baby. He has been reading baby books and has been looking online for baby-beds and other stuff. I'm really excited to have the baby. When we were told the gender Cench got really excited. We're having a little boy.

Me and Cench are going out for dinner tonight, but none of my clothes really fit anymore. I put on an oversized hoodie to hide the bump, I also put on some oversized pants. Even though I was dressed in baggy clothes I still looker kinda good. I walk to the living room where Cench is waiting for me. He looks at me and my fit. " You look good love." He says. "Thank you, you don't look too bad at all in that black tracksuit." I say as Cench takes me into his arms. He pecks my lips and holds me for a little while. I can't even describe how good it feels to be held by Cench, and if you would've told me a year ago that me and the famous Central Cee would be dating and expecting I wouldn't have believed you. We walk up to Cench's car and he drives us to the restaurant.

After dinner we head to the exit of the restaurant. "Fuck" Cench says as we see the flashes of camera's. "Not again" I say. We walk out and paparazzi immediately starts to ask questions and we try to ignore them. But the someone suddenly asks. "Y/n are you pregnant." I look at the woman who asked and give her an offended look. "I just put on a few." I answer. Me and Cench manage to get to the car and leave. We come home and walk inside. "I fucking hate paparazzi." I say. "Yeah me too." Cench replies as we cuddle up on the couch. We watch a movie and head to bed after it ends.

I suddenly wake up. I check the time, its 3 am. Why does the bed feel wet? I pretty sure I didn't pee because i would have felt that. My water couldn't have broke yet because I'm not far along enough. I shine the flashlight of my phone at my legs and the bed and my soul leaves my body as I see that everything's red. I wake Cench up. "Cench wake up, I'm bleeding." I say in a panicked voice. Cench immediately puts the lights on and throws of the blanket to see. "What happened?" He asks worried. "I don't know I just woke up like this, something's wrong." I cry out. "I think I need to use the bathroom." I say and I rush to the toilet. The moment i pulled my thong down and sat down the water of the toilet splashed hitting my skin. Something heavy fell in. I stand up and look into the toilet and gasp. I break down in tears and let myself fall onto the ground. Cench comes rushing to me. "What's wrong darling?" He asks worried. I try to answer him bit I can't because I'm crying hysterically. Cench manages to calm me down after a while. "I've had an miscarriage." I say while crying and I can see Cench's heart break. He looks into the toilet and has an disturbed look on his face. He flushes the toilet. He picks me up and carries me to the bathtub so i can clean myself. I undress and get in. After I washed all the blood off I turn of the water and just sit there for like 20 minutes. After a while Cench walks in with a worried look on his face. "It'll be okay, y/n." He says. I don't answer him. He doesn't seem to mind and helps me up and helps me drying my body with a towel. He hands me a thong and a shirt of his and I put them on. We go back to bed after I've dressed myself.