I wake up in my own apartment next to Cench. It feels good to be home again. But something's off, I feel really sick. Maybe it's just because I'm hungry, so i get out of bed and walk into the kitchen. I make myself a sandwich and eat it. I feel a little better after that so i walk back to my room and lay back down next to Cench. "Did u just have breakfast without me?" Cench says in his raspy morning voice which instantly makes me melt. "I'm sorry, baby. It's just that I don't feel so good." I say. "What's wrong?" He asks. "I feel like I'm gonna throw up" i tell him. And suddenly i feel the puke coming up and rush to the bathroom. After i threw up I flushed the toilet and just sat down on the bathroom floor. I notice Cench watching in the opening of the door. "Y/n are you okay?" He asks. "Yeah I'm all good." I answer. "That didn't sound like you're good. Does this happen often?" Cench asks. "Nope this is the first time this ever happened." I say. "I can cancel my plans and stay home with you." He says. "There's no need for that babe. I can take care of myself." I say and I smile at him. Cench gives me a worried look but eventually agrees not to change his plans for me.

I'm on the phone with Aaliyah telling her about this morning. "Shit are you okay?" Aaliyah asks. "Yeah, it was weird tho cuz it never happened before." I answer. "Wait, y/n. When was the last time you had your period?" Aaliyah asks. "Erm, like 4,5 weeks ago. Why?" I ask. "Was just wondering." Aaliyah says. "Did y'all use protection while fucking?" She then asks. And suddenly I understand what she means. "Fuck" I say. "Please tell me that does not mean that u didn't." Aaliyah says with a concerned tone in her voice. "We did not use protection. Not once." I tell her. "I'm coming over." Aaliyah says and hangs up. Not even 15 minutes later she pulls up into the parking lot of the apartment building. I open the door for her and she runs to our apartment. I open the door of our apartment and she quickly walks in and throws some pregnancy tests on the dining table. "If these turn out positive you got yourself in deep shit." Aaliyah says stressed. "Let's calm down first. It's probably gonna be negative anyway and we'll be laughing at ourselves after." I say. "It better be negative." Aaliyah says. I grab two of the 5 tests off the table and walk to the bathroom doing the tests. After i did them i wrap some toilet paper around them and put them on the dining table.

Aaliyah and I sat down at the table and are waiting anxiously. We set an alarm for 5 minutes even though we only had to wait 3. The alarm starts to go off. "I'm scared." I admit laughing nervously. "Girl what are you waiting for, fucking look." Aaliyah says. I grab the wrapped up tests and slowly start to unwrap them. After I unwrapped them i see the results. "You gotta be fucking kidding me." I say. "Positive?" Aaliyah asks. "Yeah" I answer. "Well how do u feel?" Aaliyah asks. "Overwhelmed, because I did not expect this at all. And the worst part is that I don't know how to tell Cench." I say. "It's gonna be okay, y/n. If that man really loves you then y'all gonna be okay and figure out if y'all gonna keep it or nah." Aaliyah says. "You're right." I say.

Aaliyah and i are waiting for Cench to get back from the studio. We hear the door open and Cench walks in with his eyes glued on his phone. When he looks up he looks surprised. "Hey love, and wassup Aaliyah." Cench says smiling. "Hi Cench, i was just about to leave." Aaliyah says and walks to the door and opens it. Before walking out she gives me a 'goodluck' look and then leaves. "What was that about?" Cench asks confused. "Well uhh, I have to tell you something but you gotta promise me that you won't freak out." I say. "You know you can tell me anything. And I promise." He says. "I'm pregnant." I say trying to hold back tears. Cench doesn't say anything and I can't read the expression of his face. I can't hold back the tears anymore and start to cry softly. "Please say something." I pretty much beg him. He walks up to me and takes me into his arms. "It's gonna be okay, darling." He says and I instantly feel a bit relieved. "It's probably gonna be hard, but I'll be with you every step of the way." He says. "Wait what?" I ask. "When you're getting it removed." Cench answers. "I don't think I want to get rid of it." I say. Cench lets go of me and takes a step back. "I'm not ready to be a dad yet, y/n. I'm only 24 and have a really big career and I don't want that to get ruined by some stupid kid." He says with an angry tone in his voice. "Excuse me?" I say flabbergasted by his tone and the words 'stupid kid'. "You WILL get rid of it." He says. "What the fuck Cench, it's not just your decision, but also mine." I say angrily. "I'm not having a child. If you're gonna have that child, you're on your own." Cench says. "I can't fucking believe you." I say hurt by what he just said. I grab my car keys and walk out the door. Cench walks after me and harshly grabs my arm. "Ow, that hurts." I say shocked by his harshness. "Where the fuck do you think you're going?" He pretty much yells. "I don't know or care." I yell back. "Anywhere away from you." I say as I continue walking to my car. I open the door of my car and get in and start it. While I'm driving i call Aaliyah. "Is everything okay?" Aaliyah says after she immediately answered. "Not really, can i come over?" I ask while my voice is shaking. "Of course" Aaliyah says, and i hang up the phone.

As i pull up at jace and Cench's house. I walk up to the door and Aaliyah was already waiting in front of it and she lets me in. We sit down on the couch and jace is there too. "What happened." Aaliyah asks, and i tell her everything. "What the actual fuck." Is her reaction. "I'll talk to him." Jace says cuz he was also listening. "Don't." I say. "This is something that me and Cench have to figure out." I say. Jace eventually agrees. And I stay there for a couple more hours. "I think I should head back." I say. "Are you gonna be okay?" Aaliyah asks, and i nod. Aaliyah walks me to my car and waves me goodbye as i drive off.

I arrive at the apartment building i live in. I'm nervous to go in, but i get my shit together and step out of the car. As I walk into my apartment I see Cench sitting on the couch in the living room. I walk up to him and sit next to him. "I'm sorry y/n, I didn't mean to hurt you." He says as his voice breaks. I know Cench would never hurt me on purpose but I'm still upset about what happened. "Are we broken up?" Cench asks with a sad voice. I look at him and say "Of course not, I would never want this relationship to end, no matter what happens." He looks at me. "I know you're not ready to be a dad yet, but I really don't wanna get rid of this baby." I say. Cench doesn't say anything. "But i have been thinking about what you said and think that I may have an solution." Cench looks at me. "Go on." He says. "I'm going to have this child, and after i give birth and you've held it you can decide if you wanna keep it. If you don't wanna keep it we'll give it up for adoption, because I can't force you to become a dad." I say. "We'll do that." He simply says. We have dinner and go to bed early after. Even though we went to bed early I can't sleep. Cench notices and puts his arm around me, which makes me instantly feel safe. After a while I drift off to sleep.