⚠⚠⚠ (!!Warning!! Suicide, abuse, self-harm, swearing and bullying are mentioned throughout this chapter and I advise sensitive readers to be cautious reading ahead.) ⚠⚠⚠

Lots of love Abs xx

Tim and Bruce both stood at the side of her, looking at her eyes intently. They were both slightly frozen but soon shook out of their state of shock and moved closer to the girl but were cut off when the three kwami present flew straight to their guardians side.

The two men took notice of the colour change in her eyes, they'd never seen anything like this happen but thinking back to what they heard about what's been happening in Paris, anything could be possible at this point.

Her eyes weren't normal. No, they suddenly changed into a deep purple while the other was a mix between turquoise and navy blue.

Whatever was happening was painful as heck.

When the Kwami of creation, destruction and teleportation saw the colours her eyes now held, they instantly grew worried. The colours were too familiar but nothing like this has ever happened to any miraculous holder in history, ever. That scared them because they didn't know what to do or what was happening to their guardian.

"Wayzz... no, not him. We need Wayzz and Fluff, they're the two who will know the most about what's happening."

Tikki turned to face her two siblings, her face showed determination but on the inside she was extremely worried for her holder and it increased every second seeing Marinette in more and more pain. The two other kwami were confused for less than a millisecond before agreeing, Kaalki volunteered to get the two kwami since she could literally teleport to them and be there and back in less than five minutes.

Marinette was in pain.

This wasn't the normal pain she felt though. This wasn't the pain she felt when she got hurt while fighting akuma's. This wasn't the pain she felt when she was physically hurt by her class, nor was it the mental pain she felt when her class would go at her.

This pain was tugging at her insides and it felt as if it was messing with her spiritually if that made any sort of sense. Her brain felt like it was being fried and her chest was burning like someone physically set her on fire. She was hurting.

Marinette was in pain.

Marinette wanted nothing but to punch something or even smash a vase at a wall but she found herself not able to move, she was paralysed and no matter how much to tried to move, she was immobilised.

Marinette was in excruciating pain, and today, pain was clearly being the fattest bitch alive.

But then something weird happened that Marinette did not expect to happen, happened.

Instead of seeing the pure white colour the hospital ceiling was painted with, she was seeing flashes of something else. The flashes showed her different things, different people, different places and one thing she saw shook her to the actual fricking core.

There was actually several things she saw that concerned her but there was certain things that scared her the most:

Hawkmoth

Mayura

Gabriel Agreste

Natalie Sancour

Noroo

Dusuu

She heard their voices. She saw them. She saw their faces.

The two people though, that was utterly something else.

When she saw the two persons faces, pain shot through her stomach making her wince and whimper when the pain intensified. She just wanted it to stop.

But it didn't stop.

It tugged to her left. It tugged to her right. It hurt all over. She just wanted it to stop.

Not only was her stomach in extreme pain, her head was spinning.

Sometimes when you have a headache, its only a certain part of your head. Sometimes it will be at the back, or it will be at the front, or it will be to the right of your forehead etc. It just all depended but they all sucked as much as each other. But sometimes, your whole head hurt, it hurt all over.

That's what it felt like for Marinette but one thousand times more worse. It felt like someone electrocuted her and whatever type of metal they were using, was directly making contact with her head.

She felt worse than the time she hit her head on the metal of the Eiffel tower, and her head hurt like a bitch for the rest of the week. (she doesn't talk about that and has totally removed this from her memory. Chloe totally wasn't coincidentally recording the moment)

Her head hurt to her left, it hurt to her right, it hurt both back and front. She just wanted it to stop.

Then her eyes stung. It felt like she just sprayed some lemon juice in her eyes by accident. She wanted to scratch them but her arms wouldn't move. Her eyes began to water and she tried closing her eyes but they wouldn't budge.

She just wanted it to stop.

Her body didn't feel like her own. Her limbs weren't moving according to her commands. She was stuck and was forced to watch these random flashes. No matter how hard she tried, she was frozen in place and had to sit back and watch.

She had not utter control over her body that she couldn't even scream. She forced herself to succumb to whatever was happening and watched the terror she was being shown, the flashes. She just wanted it to stop.

She wanted it to stop because she was in pain.

But it only got worse from that point.

The flashes. At first they were fuzzy and blurry but they were getting clearer and clearer by the second and what she was being shown made her sick to her stomach.

Never has she ever wanted to do something as much as she has in this moment. She was shown something. She was shown two certain people despite originally shown four people. She was shown two kwami that she never had the pleasure of meeting due to them being stolen before she even knew what a miraculous was.

She was shown the truth.

The truth

She's being trying for years to find the truth and uncover everything.

She's been through thick and thin, through storms and battles, though life and death.

She was shown the truth.

She's been through pain but she's never been through any pain alike to what she's currently feeling.

She just wanted it to all end.

She wanted it to stop.

Stop... Stop... Stop

Stop, stop, stop

Why isn't it going away?

Take away the pain!!

Please help, it hurts!!!

It hurts and it won't go away!! Make it go away, Oh Gods, just make it stop!!

She just wanted it to stop.

Go away, go away, go away.

She wants to un see it all, she can't believe it but she can believe it at the same time.

Stop it. Stop it. Stop it!!!!!!

Why isn't the pain going away?! She wants to believe it will get better but it's only getting worse!!!

No... No... no

Her entire body is shaking and begging for help. It's begging for the pain to go away. She can't even ask for help because she has not control over her body, not even her lips. She just wanted it to stop.

Stop, stop, STOP

No, no, NO

Pleasemakeitstop.

Stopitstopitstopit.

Goawaygoawaygoaway.

Helpherhelpherhelpher.

Pleasepleasepleaseplease.

Shejustwantedittostop. Shejustwantedittostop.

OhforGoodnesssakesmakeitgoaway!!!!!!!

She wanted answers but not like this!

She wanted to know their identities but not like this!

Her insides are burning and she feels like she's disintegrating, and that hurts beyond explanation.

It...

She never wanted to find out like this,

The truth.

It hurts too much and she feels like she's on the brink of death.

It couldn't be true, no way could what she was being shown be true.

It's a scam.

It must be. It has to be.

The pain only intensifies after she thought that.

Definitely not a scam

Yeah, it's not a scam

Whatever she was being shown, was definitely the truth.

The truth hurt, it hurt to no end but it's the truth.

She never thought she would find out like this but its the truth.

The truth may hurt but so be it.

She just wanted it to stop though.

The flashes, the faces, the voices. It's all too much.

Gabriel Agreste and Natalie Sancour are-

"Guardian."

Wayzz?

"Marinette."

Fluff?

"Bug."

Plagg?

"Guardian."

Kaalki?

"Marinette, please, can you hear me Mari?"

Tikki...

The pain, it hurt too much to acknowledge their voices because the flashes only got faster and those voices only got louder.

Noroo and Dusuu are-

The pain, the pain, Oh the pain, it hurts too much.

Hawkmoth and Mayura are-

It hurts, it hurts, for Gosh fucking fucks sake it hurts!!!!

Marinette just wanted it to fucking stop already.

love