Song: beating me up

i got home from school once again, my dad and sister were home so i just went to my room, but notice my sister had goldie. the guys bring my pets back every once in awhile so my family doesnt get suspicious on where they are

"what are you doing with goldie (sisters name), i told you to leave my pets alone" i was mad she went into my room again knowing i dont want her in there

"i said she could play with him" my dad was on his phone

"but you said to keep them in my room"

"i said you need to keep them in your room. not (sisters name)"

"of course, she can do whatever she wants apparently!" i yelled, mad at my dad. if she broke one of my inventions and got hurt while i was gone or something, he'd blame me for leaving it lying around

i felt a slap to my face, i slowly look at my dad and he grabs my face showing he was pissed

"dont you dare use that tone of voice towards me, (y/n). now go to your room"

"gladly" i just walked up to my room and i heard my sister upset because goldie got out of her grip when i left

"im sorry about your dad master" goldie was very sweet when he wanted to be or when someone needed it

"what happened master? your cheek is red!" pucky said and jumped off my desk with a worried face

"its nothing im fine" i gave my pets a fake smile

"its not fine. masters dad slapped and grabbed her face again" goldie told the others and they all had angry faces

"guys im fine, really"

they looked at me with a worried faces, knowing that under my words, im upset. they know that all ive ever wanted was for my dad to feel proud of me and acknowledge what I do. but it hasnt happened

"im going out for a walk to clear my head. you guys stay here" they hesitantly nodded at me

i climbed out my window, then climbing to the ground. i sighed and walked down the street thinking of what ive done to my dad to deserve whats happening

some kraang droids came out of nowhere

"catch her, we will do a test on her and use her against the turtles" one said in front of me. i didnt notice that there was some droids behind me. i felt a bag get wrapped on my head then feel a hard hit in the back of my head causing me to loose consciousness

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i decided to go see how (y/n) and the pets were doing so i went topside and headed to (y/n)'s house to see her dad and sister in the living room and her pets in their carriers?

i enter her room through her window then the pets start talking

"Donnie!" pucky said, clearly glad to see me

i let them all out and they started talking all at once "ok ok, one at a time, i dont know what your all saying when you guys speak all at once" i told all four of them

"master went out for a walk to clear her head, but she never came back. some guys with black suits and plain looking faces came in through the window" pucky said

"we tried to attack them but they were to strong and acted like we didn't hurt them. i used my hammer but it had no effect on them" this time it was comet

"they shoved us into our carriers so we couldnt do anything, we got worried because we think they might have gotten master" lastly it was goldie. red was mad because he felt like he couldn't do anything

"i want you guys to stay here, im going to grab my brothers and get (y/n) back" i said trying to calm them down

"we're coming with" red decided to speak up

"no, i dont think (y/n) will ever forgive me for putting you guys in danger" they all sighed and nodded knowing that she would be upset. even red nodded "ok, i promise ill get (y/n) back" after that i jumped back out the window and headed back to the lair to get my brothers help

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I groaned realizing I was tied up in some sort of huge laboratory. I looked at my arms and legs seeing they were tied together. I saw a scientist that looked like a fly and a guy in armor walked into the lab

"your awake bzzz, good. now we can bzzz mutate you and make you bzzz do what we want" the scientist said

a kraang droid grabbed me and threw me into a cage as I sat up and grabbed the bars seeing they already closed it on me making sure i dont escape. I glared at the fly mutant and the armor guy

i knew why i was here when they walked in but i didnt like the idea of being forced to be mutated by these goons

"im never going to be on your side!" i yelled at them as they brought my cage up and over a huge thing of mutagen, making me get scared and wishing the turtles were here

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we got to where (y/n) was held and I gasped when I saw she was in a cage above a whole lot of mutagen making me worry for her

Baxter stockman and shredder walked away. me and my brothers got above to were (y/n)'s cage was at. I used a little device to make a circle hole in the window. I reached in and unlocked it. we backed up and opened it and Raph took out the one lone kraang droid. I went to pick the lock to get (y/n) out. as soon as i unlock the cage i feel the cage move down. (y/n) fall back from the movement and i felt Mikey's numbchucks grab me and pull me away so i didnt fall in as well. but i was more worried about (y/n)

"(y/n)!!" i yelled as i landed onto the ground. as i was about to say her name again. a beautiful silky white creature jumped out and looked at us then the kraang

i then noticed a kraang holding a machine to shoot some object at her and it didnt look good. i ran to the droid trying to stop it but i tackled it right as it shot at (y/n)

it hit her in the neck making her howl in pain. she shook her head like something was trying to get control over her

I then saw the thing that shot at her succeed. because she looked at me and my brothers and growled. (y/n)'s normal (e/c) eye's were now blood red with hatred

I went over to my brothers to tell them whats going on "the kraang must have shot her with some control device" as soon as I said that (y/n) charged at Mikey him trying to wrap his numbchucks around her to try and keep her from moving

"come on dudette, we are your friends, snap out of it!" Mikey said almost wrapping her muzzle

"guys thats still (y/n), shes still inside but she isnt incontrol of her body. she isnt doing this because she wants to. we we need to not hurt her!" I yelled to them trying to get on (y/n)'s back while Mikey kept trying to wrap his weapon around her legs or muzzle. (y/n) growled as she ran around trying to get me off, but I didnt move. she jumped out the window, my brothers following close behind us. (y/n) just kept running on the street still attempting to fling me off

i saw April walk out of an alleyway but (y/n) didnt stop when i know she saw April. she just growled and flung herself at april. at that moment i jumped off and went in front of april to stop (y/n), but Mikey was finally able to wrap his weapons around (y/n)'s neck, being careful not to choke her. but i was mad at her. she almost hurt april

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we brought (y/n) to the lair and were able to get her in a cage. i just glared at her while she growled at me, pacing while watching me

Leo grabbed all of (y/n)'s stuff from her house except her bed and shelves. he got her inventions, chemicals, drawing book, phone, laptop, ect. all the stuff she needed. Mikey got her pets. they were all upset at what happened to their master. (y/n) even roared at them, scaring all of them. pucky kept trying to get me to find a way to bring her back while comet tried his best to calm her down. Goldie was still for once, and red hasnt spoken

"what do we do master splinter? we can't just have her run free, she is to smart" even though she looked that way, she was still herself but had no control over what she did

"Leonardo, we must keep her here and find a way to get her back to normal" splinter was staring at (y/n), feeling sorry for her

"master splinter, she tried to hurt April, shes dangerous now" i stood up glaring at (y/n) while she just growled at me back

"dude, she ha-" Mikey was cut of by splinter

"is (y/n) acting like herself?" splinter looks at me

"no, but what if she hurt Ap-?"

"thats what matters most, because (y/n) didnt hurt her. so there is no reason to blame her for something she had no control over" splinter walked over to (y/n) and she roared at him making us scared she would hurt sensai

but all he did was swiftly swipe a device from her neck. her eyes went back to her normal (e/c) eye's everyone smiled that she was back to normal. but she fell to the floor of the cage

we all walked over to her seeing what was wrong

"she is just resting, that device has used up most of her energy. you all rest up"

sensai walked out of my lab with the others. she woke up a little and I glared at her

"how could you go after April!" she looked at me shocked like she had no idea that happened

"I-im sorry. I-I had n-no c-control over my body when t-that kraang s-shot something at my neck. I-is she ok?"

"she is because I had to stop you with my brothers" i walked into the kitchen still a bit mad at her

i made Donnie mad and i almost attacked April. im a monster, i can't be around them, besides Donnie obviously doesnt want me around

i bite the bars and pull two apart so im able to get out, once i do i run out of the lab catching everyones attention, but i just run to the exit to get out of the sewers as i hear them call my name

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i sit in an alley crying because i did something horrible and i became something horrible that my friend doesnt even want me around, i can't see my dad or sister without them freaking out when they see me. i look at the ground and start to sing

We threw words like they were sharp knives

Fell like we tripped over a landmine

You said we lost love

You made your mind up

And I just got quiet, my body went numb

And I pretend that I can handle it

and if I hold my head up, I won't drown

I can't let go, you're like the chemical

you're racing through me

My heart just pounds, pounds, pounds

It's getting louder and louder

Every time I think about you, about you

I'll be better off without you, without you

I wish my heart would stop, wish my heart would stop

Beating me up (whoa, oh, whoa)

Beating me up (whoa, oh, whoa)

Beating me up

You've moved on, I know I should too

My cuts are all gone, my pain feels brand new

Who turned the lights down? Who took my flashlight?

Why does my heart sound like it might burst tonight?

It's getting louder and louder

Every time I think about you, about you

I'll be better off without you, without you

I wish my heart would stop, wish my heart would stop

Beating me up (whoa, oh, whoa)my

Beating me up (whoa, oh, whoa)

Beating me up (whoa, oh, whoa)

I wish my heart would stop (whoa, oh, whoa)

wish my heart would stop

I won't let you get the best of me

How'd my heart become my enemy?

I won't let you get the best of me

How'd my heart become my enemy?

It's getting louder (louder, louder)

every time I think about you (about you, about you)

And I'll be better off without ya (without ya, without ya)

I wish my heart would stop

I wish my heart would stop

Beating me up (whoa, oh, whoa)

Beating me up (whoa, oh, whoa)

Beating me up whoa whoa (whoa, oh, whoa)

Wish my heart would

I wish my heart would stop

Beating me up

Beating me up

I wrap up into a ball after singing the song crying to myself