《Behind this mask 2.0 (Rottmnt Donnie)》broken feelings
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This place seems so... Familiar... The room was pitch black, it seemed so endless and vacant...
The void surrounded him, he felt so alone yet feeling watched at the same time as well...
He sat up to get a better look around, to see if he could find a light switch or a flashlight to see... But nope none he could see or feel in his reach...
In the corner of his eye, he saw a slight movement something so fast he would have missed it if he blinked
"H-hello...?" Donnie's voice was husky and scratchy... Must have been from the yelling yesterday, he waited a response for a few more seconds before trying to call out again
"Is anyo-" his voice cut off right when he saw a pair of bright eyes staring at him they were a light baby blue
"Hey donatello...." The voice softly spoke, trying not to be too loud
"Oh... Hey yin what do you need?..." Donnie said with a huge sigh of relief
"Help. Help. Help. Help. Help. Help" yin's voice sounded distorted, as if they were glitching, then light became to flicker.... Yangs head... Wasn't there... It looked like someone chopped it off... Blood trailed around his room
"W-wha- yin?! WHAT HAPPENED TO YANG?!?.…" Donnie could do nothing but watch in horror
Then yin phased into Leo, Mikey, and Raph...
"Donnie how could you." The fake raph began to speak
"You hurt me!, I thought you loved me Donnie" fake Mikey began to sob out, but it's faced showed no emotion
"You ruined us... We should have let you there to suffer..." Fake Leo began to shout
Donnie tried to cover his ears, but they began to be chained tightly—pulling him back with a ton of force, his head slammed against a metal platform... Meatsweats appeared ahead of him... His brothers stared at him, holding no expression, nor any feelings
"You deserve it." The three of them spoke at once
Then April appeared, laughing hysterically— and pointing at Donnie
"HAHAHAHA! YOU ARE SO WEAK DONNIE!, YOU CANT EVEN DEFEND YOURSELF!?" her laughter continued
"No... No.. no, no, no, NO!" Donnie screamed out, trying to pull away from the table but yet he couldn't move
"Donnie.... Donnie, hello?.... Donnnieeeee!" A voice echoed through the room
Then Donnie's eyes bolted open, his breath short and shaky, he looked around the room to see his older brother Raph sitting on his knees at the side of his bed with a soft smile across his face, holding a breakfast tray with pancakes and orange juice
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"R-raph?" Donnie's voice was shaking and almost breathless
"Mornin don, are you alright?—it looks like you had a nightmare" Raph's voice was caring and concerned for his younger brother, he set down the tray of breakfast he had on the bed
"I-i made you breakfast... Since y'know i suspect you don't wann-" Donnie's warm embrace interrupted Raph mid sentence, he squeezed Raph's plastron, his tears dripping down his face.
"You okay boss man?..." Raph hesitantly hugged Donnie back, wanting to be careful with him, for he seemed he grew weaker in health
"I'm so sorry raph!.... I-i didn't mean to yell at you guys.... I didn't m-mean to hurt m-m- Mikey either!... I wasn't thinking right!" The purple turtle whined out, pleading for forgiveness
"Hey.... It's not your fault Donnie, none of us knew what was going on with you... Let alone we had no idea what to do" raph reassured him, patting him gently on the shell
Donnie just stayed silent, which was an often default mode when he was upset, he just slowly let go of raph with a few sniffles and a wiping of tears
"Here..." Raph pushed the tray of food closer to Donnie "eat up, I know your hungry" he gave off another soft smirk while wiping Donnie's tears and patting him on the shoulder
Donnie just nodded his head in agreement and picked up the fork and took a small piece of food and ate it, it had been forever since he last ate, it tasted like pure heaven melting in his mouth, the next thing raph knew Donnie scarfed the whole thing down with delight and amazement
Raph just smiled at Donnie with glee while patting him on the back, "you have teeth don, use em-, but there's more in the kitchen if you'd like seconds!, Mikey made quite a lot"
Donnie shook his head politely, "no thanks raph, I'm full..." He said with a sigh of relief, living off of zero food for weeks was painful, but eating for the first time in forever felt like a huge weight taken off of him
"Alright don, I'll be back to check on you later! Love ya!" Raph waved before leaving the room and taking the dish back to the kitchen
Donnie couldn't help but smile, everytime one of his brothers said they loved him, it made him feel warm inside, no matter what mental state he was in
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'I should make it up to Mikey..... I feel terrible for what I did to him...' he thought to himself
"But what should I do?, He likes drawing.... Maybe new colored pencils?!?.... No ..... AUGGHH.... how can I not get my own brother..." He let out a defeated sigh and landed flat on his back on the be
Then he had an idea, Donnie leaped of of bed and ran swiftly and silently to his lab—locking the door to not be interrupted, he grabbed blue prints and some pencils to sketch out a design
He began to mutter to himself
"This?..... No..."
"That looks terrible!..."
"Not his type of design..."
" Too techy for him..."
"He'll hate this..."
"aha!...."
He came up with a design, then get got up and searched around his lab for materials
After 5 hours of searching, welding, burning, molding, hurting himself accidentally (alot) and programing—he was finished
"I spilled my heart and soul into this!, Mikey will sure to love my creation!" He smiled with glee before gently putting it into a box and bolted out of his lab and ran to search for his little brother
"ANGELO!????" He hollered out, instead finding Leo on the couch watching TV with Raph while yin and yang played on the floor
His nightmare flashed his memory, the thought of yang dead, an yin begging for help sacred him, and when Leo, Raph, and Mikey were mocking him... He just shook his head to get the thoughts away
"Uhhh... H-have you guys seen Michael anywhere???" Donnie stuttered out
"Uhh.... I think he's in his room" Raph gestured without setting contact off the tv "W-wait- Donnie?...." Leo mumbled, it made Donnie freeze of fear
Swallowing a lump in his throat, he stood straight up and answered with his eyes sealed closed "yeah... Yes nardo?"
"I'm sorry.... For uh, slapping you yesterday..." Leo disliked apologizing, he wasn't always so good at it
Donnie just nodded his head and speed walked to Mikey's room, there he excitedly knocked on the wall next to the entrance,"oh Angelo!!!!, I have brought a gift!" He seemed very proud of his work and he wondered how his brother would react to his little present
He got impatient and just opened the curtain hanging over Mikey's room and squealed with excitement
"Mikey!, I made something for you!" Donnie cheered out
Mikey just turned to Donnie in tears, he was on the floor crying, surrounded with crumbled up papers, eraser shavings and broken pencils
"Michael, are you okay?..." Donnie grew concerned, he placed the box next to Mikey and he kneeled next to him
"I-i made you something... I spen-"
"Get out Donnie.... I don't wanna see anyone right now...." Mikey interrupted Donnie, tears flowing from his bloodshot eyes, it looked like he had been crying for hours...
"B-but don't you wanna see?, I spent a long time on this!, Also I used my best medal for a design that fits Perfectly to you curriculu-"
"I said I don't wanna see you Donnie... And I don't wanna see your dumb invention..." Mikey once again interrupted Donnie with his sad sounding voice
'd... D-dumb invention??? I worked on this for hours on end!'....
"C'mon take a look!, I'm sure you'll love it!" Donnie pressured Mikey to open the box by pushing it closer to him
Mikey smacked the box straight out of his hands, Donnie just stared at the box in shame while it lied on the floor
"Donnie I don't wanna see you right now!" Mikey quietly yelled out
"A-angelo just look in the box, I spent hours on this for you!" He picked the box off the ground again and placed it Infront of him
"Fine!" Mikey gripped the box lid and tossed it aside angrily, and dug his hand in the box and pulled out a drawing pad with a digital pen that was held on with a chain, it was orange—it had Mikey's yellow-orangeish spots on it, as well as his plastron stickers
"Is this what you pressured me for Donnie?., ITS WONDERFUL, THANK YOU!!!." Mikey screeched out, he tossed the tablet on the ground in a rage and gestured Donnie to leave the room
"Y-you... You don't like it Michael???...." Donnie questioned
"Out don." Mikey's answer was soon to follow, loud and anger filled and again pointed to the door with aggression
Donnie just looked to the ground , his eyes drooped with sadness and he got up and walked to the doorway and left
Soon Donnie was in his room and he plopped on his bed face first, laying limp on the bed he just stayed deep in thought....
Then a realization came to him...
' wasn't April supposed to be here two days ago.....?!?'
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