Both of them settled in the auto...

On the way both were silent....Anuj tried to speak with her but she wasn't looking at him...she turned her face to another side.......

After while Anuj clasped her hand in his.....

Anu.....meri taraf dekho....

Anuj apko sach mein lagta hai...aapne mujse pyaar karke sahi kiya hai.....not facing him she asked him....

Anu...aisa kyu keh rahi ho tum.....

Muje ye aapki galati lag rahi hai.... saying she freed her hand from his...

Before he could say something he looked at the Auto driver who was looking at them....hence...he avoided further discussion with her....and stayed silent....she was continuously fiddling with her pallu.....and looking outside.....in the hope of blowing Air will hide her tears from him.....at that moment she hated herself.....

Why always why he has to suffer that also because of her.....

And also she has to suffer in her life why this man came to her life.....

Anuj had answer of her questions but she wasn't in the condition to understand him.....because he knew that the guilt....no one loved her or cared for her but everyone taught her how to be feel guilty.....

How to make yourself feel low.....

He has teach her she can't be the reason of everything happening around and she can't be the everywhere....to take care of everyone.....she loves everyone she loves her family she loves him....

But at the end of day no one is there for her....and she is the same hurted by them....no on understand her....

Why she has to choose between her family and love.....all thoughts raced in his mind......

The auto reached at their place....but both were unaware.... finally auto driver called them....

Sir.....

Huh...ha....Anu..chalo....

She didn't reply he placed his hand on her shoulder...

Annu...chalo....

She just nodded and came out....

After paying to auto Driver he turned but Anu wasn't there.....he saw her....she was running towards apartment....

Anu.... Anu.....

He made his way to the apartment.....he ran toward her flat

At the door he called her....

Anu... Anu darwaja kholo.....kya hua hai...Anu...

But she didn't give any response...he again knocked the door...

Anu...please darwaja kholo yaar...

Muje dar lag raha hai....please..he knocked the door several times.....

He lastly asked her....

Anu tum darwaja kho Rahi ho ya nahi.....Annu....

Again she didn't give response he immediately went to his flat and came with another key of her flat....and opened the door.....

He searched for her.....he looked at the couch.... bending her legs upto her chest and burying her face in her knees she was sitting on the floor..... continuously sobbing......and shivering...

He rushed towards her and knelt before her....

Anu....Anu...kya hua...hai...look at me... Anu...he asked her to look at him but she didn't budge he wanted to grab her and hug her but he realised that he had no right on her...

To go in her personal space.....

Anu...please...dekho na....he said almost crying....

Aa...aap..chale ja...ja..iye yaha...s...se....she said in her trembling voice...her uneven breathe and trembling body....

Finally he made her look at him....he cupped her face....

Anu...Anu...dekho meri taraf kya hua....hai....

She was trembling ....sweat beads were formed in her temple....and her continuous sobs....she was struggling to breath properly....

He grabbed her close to his chest....

He didn't know what's wrong with her...he never saw her like this....

As their body touched each other he felt her heartbeat faster...he pulled her back and wiped sweat formed on her face...

Anu...Anuj....mein...me...aap...mujse..doo..door...cha..chale...jaiye...mei..

Nahi...hoon..aa..apke...pyaar...ke kabil.....

Her words irritated him more...but her condition wasn't fine to scold her....he took her in hug...and tried to calm down her....

Her sobs and uneven breathes....

Anu..please shant ho jao....kya ho rha hai..tumhe...mein..tumhe..

He stopped as he felt she stopped... staying in the same position he called her..

Anu...

He didn't get response he slightly freed his grip and her body released from his grip.....

Aannnnu............he screamed...

Me..mein na..hi hoon...aap

..ke...kabil... saying she closed her eyes.....

He felt like his world stopped his world went in dark night....he gulped down...his hand started trembling...he clutched her tight to his heart.....

Anu.... Anupama..

Tears continuously flowing through his eyes...he picked her up and laid on the bed...in her bedroom...

And called the doctor....

After calling doctor he returned to her....and placed his hand on her temple...and caressed...

Anu..yaar aise please darao mat muje...mein mar jaunga...uth jao na....his voice cracked at the last sentence.....

After few minutes Doctor came...

Doctor please check her...vo...vo..bohot dar gayi thi...achanak behosh ho gayi....

Relax Mr.Kapadia... I will check her aap bahar jaiye....

His heart didn't want go...but he just nodded and he left...

Mr.Kapadia ... doctor called him...

Kya hua doctor...is she fine...kya hua hai usee...huh...

Unhe panic attack aya tha... shayad kisi mental stress se gujar rahi hai vo...now she is fine ..... don't worry relax...just take care of her...and injection ke vajah se shayad toda low feel karengi...

Panic attack.... medicines ya kuch aur....

No nothing Mr.Kapadia...I suggest unhe ek stree free life ki jyada jarurat hai...please take care of her she need a rest...at least mentally...

Unhe todi der me hosh aa jayega...

I'll take your leave now....

Thank you doctor....

And doctor left...he sat beside her on the bed....and caressed her hair....

I'm sorry Anu...tumhe sab kuch sehna pad raha hai....mere aur pariwar ke bich.... saying he closed his eyes and a lone tear escaped and fell on her cheek...she slowly tried to open her eyes....

Anuj......the first his name came from her mouth.....

Anu....are you ok... saying he looked at her ....she tried to sit he helped her.

Mein thik hoon...Anuj....Pani....

Mein abi lata hoon... saying he ran toward the kitchen and came with water....pouring a glass of water he helped her to drink water......

They stayed silent for a while..... finally he started conversation....

Dubara aisa kiya na....mein sachi keh raha hoon mein mar jaunga...

She immediately stopped him placing her palm in his lips...nodded in negative....

Mat kahiye....aisa...mein nahi de paa rahi apko mera vakt..apka mere upar ka haq..galati meri hai...

Shut up.....tumhari koi galti nahi hai...aur dobara tumne muje tumse door Jane ke liye kaha na... raising his eyebrows he stopped...his eyes filled with tears...he buried his face in her neck...he was continuously sobbing.....

I love you Anu.....I love you...he said

Her body shuddered when his wet lips touched her neck.....she clutched sheet of the bed in her hand...in that moment he realised that he crossed his limits he immediately moved but her pallu tangled in his watch and got unpinned and fell on her lap...

Suddenly he felt like world stopped there for while....he gulped down...

Both realised the proximity between them....they both were in the same bed half laying....that thought made her breath heavy....and as he saw a sigh escaped from his lips.....

As she again saw him....his gaze on her she immediately covered her upper part by her hands....he moved away his gaze....

Sorry vo....mene... I'm really sorry... saying he closed his eyes....

She tried to put her pallu on her chest but the edge pallu tangled in his watch...

He tried to move from there but as he moved she called him...

Anoojj.....

Mene kaha na muje sach me pata nahi tha... I'm sorry galti ho gayi...mene janbujh ke nahi kiya..muje vo dhik gaya....

Anooj..mera pallu....apki gadi....she finally screamed...

He slowly looked at his watch not turning to face her....he understood that and slowly removed her pallu..she placed her pallu properly

Anuj....

He just hummed in response not turning towards her....

Annnoooj......idhar dekhiye....

Anu... I'm sorry yaar...mene galti se dekh liya.... please marna Varna mat muje....

She clicked her tongue

Anuj aap ne janbujh ke kiya kya...nahi na...to apki koi galati nahi hai...ab idhar dekhiye....

With closed eyes he turned to her....

Anuj aankhe kholiye......

Nahi....

Anuj......mene kaha ne.....

He opened his eyes and lowered his head she cupped his face and made him look at her.....

But when he saw her... the just while ago what he saw was coming into his mind....her bare neck her collarbone....her cleavage....further low what he saw....he gulped down..

And again this proximity making him loose his control.....

His gaze fixed on her lips....as she parted her lips to speak he pushed her on the bed and came over her...

His eyes fixed on her lips....

She was startled by his act...but she wasn't resisting him..she didn't know how to resist because he never done something like this....

He stayed in that same position untill there breathing rhythm match with each other....as he felt her breath...

his hand moved to her neck not breaking his gaze on her lips....

She felt his hot breath she closed her eyes.....his hand moved to her chest...

A sigh escaped from her lips..in that moment he placed his lips on her...he felt thousand of sensation

He groaned loud and left her lips...

And came to sense that what was he doing....he moved away from her...

Sorry....sorry... I'm really sorry Anu...muje pata nahi kya ho gaya tha... I'm sorry...

Saying he left the bed......and moved to left her...

As he about to go from her room she came from behind and hugged him tight........

Anu...chodo muje...Anu please..he said almost heavy heart and controlling himself...

Nahi....she said in low voice....

Anu...please....

She clutched him more tight.....

Mat jaiye......

Anu samjo na..tum iss halat me.... your not feeling well...you need rest...tum so jao...please..

But she didn't budge and moved her hands to his chest....she clutched him tight...now it's uncontrollable for him....

Anu...kal Jana hai tumhe please so jao......

Slowly moving upto his height she inhaled his scent....

He lost his remaining control and turning to her..he hugged her.....but this hug felt different for both of them...

Giving them odd but amazing feeling he roamed his hands on her back and she clutched him more tight....and he buried his face in her neck and snuggled there for while.....but it wasn't right he thought she was not aware because of her health...she was not in that condition to.....and he didn't want she would regret.....

He pulled back and said

Anu...tum so jao...mein bahar so jaunga hm.....

To be continued............