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Day to days, I continue to bully you without knowing how hurt you were.

Seeing you cry make me feel bad but somehow I'm happy.

The corner of your lips never lift up for long time ago but this morning, I saw your pretty smile again.

But it's hurt to know that I'm not the reason of it.

Last Monday, a new student transferred to our school.

I noticed that having his presence, the corner of your lips lift up all the time.

Clenching my teeth, I walk up to him and throw my fist into his face.

You came, but it didn't like before.

You used to help me when someone talk shit about me but now you came here to saved him.

"Seungmin, are you Okay?"

Your voices are full of worried.

My heart didn't beat well, it's hurt and I can barely breathe.

"Bullshit!"

With that I walk off.

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Thinking of this, tears willing in my eyes as I lay on my bed.

I wish I could just realize that I like you much sooner.

I wish I did not let you go.

I wish you did not meet that Seungmin guy.

If only I did not change.

I regret these...