❦ SESSIONS ❦ WITH ❦ GUNS❦

|Kiss by the ocean|

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Siting up on the towel and looking at Silas as he is comfortable there but not once does he close his eyes (beside blinking which he has to do) as his eyes are only on me. "Would you have killed his wife and daughter?" I ask Silas and his face hardens but there is still something soft there. His wet hair goes over his eyes which I look into with interest as I try to see what is happening inside his mind. He sits up and takes my hand. "No" He answers and I sigh in relief.

"I don't know where to find them. A picture of a family in the shop told me that he had a family. The wedding ring on his finger shows me he was married and the child like painted picture in the shop addressed to a father from his baby girl told me he had a daughter. It was quite simple to play with his mind and make him think I knew where they were and that they were in danger when I knew not where they were nor where to find them" He tells me and I give him a strange look.

"How did you figure all of that out?" I ask him. He chuckles. "Despite what you think, Leanna, I do pay attention and I do process the world around me" He tells me. His hand takes mine and his traces symbols on the back of my hand. It takes me a moment to realize that it's the same symbol that he always had been walking in my office of the prison. A symbol that I have no idea what means but it has some meaning to him, a deep meaning that is for sure since I do notice that he has it tattooed.

"You were bluffing like with the bomb" I say and he nods his head. I wonder how much of the things that he threatens are actually just lies and bluffs that he makes up as he goes but it's best that I don't think about that. "I'm sorry" I speak after a moment or two. He freezes as he looks at me but I look down in shame. His other hand goes up under my chin and with his thumb he lifts my face to look at him and deep into his eyes.

"You have nothing to apologize, it is the other way around" He says so softly that I wonder if the words had even come from his mouth at all but I know that he spoke them and it was as if he had spoken them to my heart as I feel so much love when those words are spoken. "I threw my ice cream at you. And the worst part is that I wanted to eat it. It tasted wonderfully" I tell him and slightly frown. Silas grins at me before he lets out a laugh. "Don't worry, I'll buy you whatever ice cream you want" He tells me.

I smile as he lets go of my chin but I liked it when he held me like that. I could just let my head stay like that and look at him, like I could look at him all the time. It would be amazing to look into his eyes all the time, I could not even get tired of it. Not now and not ever. The love that I feel for him would prevent out and besides his eyes are such a mystery that I'm not even sure where to begin to uncover the mysteries that I know the world doesn't want me to find out but I want to figure them out.

"I'll take you on that offer" I tell him with a smile on my face and a giggle that escapes past my lips. I can't even explain how happy I am to have him around me. Everything that he has done wrong seems to just disappear and fade away into the background like it never even took place, but I do keep in mind that he has done horrible and hurtful things to me and other people, mostly other people though.

I sigh as I stare out into the ocean. "I'm getting a bit hungry, are you?" I ask him. He looks at me up and down and licks his lips. "Famished" He answers and I smile and stand up and he does too and together we walk back inside to get something to eat. I go into the bedroom to put on some clothes over the swimwear, just to be wearing something while we're eating. Silas had told me that breakfast would be served in the dining room and I don't object to that.

That dining room always looks so beautiful when the sun hits the chandelier that it's magical and just of another world. I always say that the unicorns are blessing us with the beauty of the rainbows while Silas just shakes his head and tells me that it's nonsense but he can't change the way that I believe because I truly believe that every so often the unicorns come and they bless the humans with magic and beauty and they don't even know it but they can feel with happiness and love that shines through their hearts, mind, body and soul.

Eating breakfast in silence I can't help but smile as Silas is here with me and I love spending time with him. Each day the meetings that he goes into are shorter. So he spends his time with me. I like that he spends time with me and I like that he makes time for me since I know he must be very busy. I always see it when he comes from these meetings that he's stressed and a bit angry, they're really working on him which I know is not healthy but there is nothing that I can say about it.

"I'm going to grab a book to read in the sun, you can wait there" I tell him and he nods and we go our separate ways it I feel my body crave to be with his touch and I feel myself want nothing more than to follow the pull that wants me to be with him and I want to jump into his arms and just stay there for the longest of time. Smiling to myself I head for the bedroom where I walk into the library where I take a couple of minutes to pick a book and then I head out of the library.

I take of the clothes that I had put on and now I'm left in the swimwear. Walking the hallways with a bright and cherry smile on my face as I can't wait to spend my time with Silas. Something about it just makes me so happy and joyful and the day I know is going to be the most amazing one I know of. The sun is smiling and so am I. Though, it might take some work but Silas can smile too and when he does it is amazing.

He does have a smile that can light up my whole world. He doesn't know what he does to me but someday, I will tell him. Someday he will be aware of the feelings that I feel for him but that will not be today since I fear that he will not return my feelings. Walking outside into the sun with the joy on my face but I don't see Silas anywhere. My eyes look around the beach and even in the ocean but he isn't there. Did he go inside? If he had I would've seen him since I walked down the hallway but then again he could've used the secret passageways again.

Then I see him and I laugh when I see what he's holding on in his hand. Ice cream. I run over to him as he walks over to me. He's holding on the same ice cream that I had before and when I come over to him with a blush on my face and a smile hiding it he chuckles at me. "As promised" He tells me and hands me the ice cream. It has slightly melted in the sun but I lick that off and eat the ice cream.

"Thank you so much" I tell him with a smile. Together we walk to the beach where we sit down. He removes the t-shirt that he had been wearing and I can see the seashell necklace that I made him. I think he likes it because he is wearing it and he does have it around his neck and hasn't taken it off him which does depend the blush on my face even more and I can guess that I'm redder than a tomato at this point but that doesn't matter to me because he makes me feel that way.

I eat the ice cream and lick it fast since the sun does melt it a lot and he sits next to me and once the ice cream is done I let out a moan. "That was delicious" I tell him and he chuckles at me. His hands raise up and his thumb wipes the corners of my mouth and then licks his thumb. "It truly is" He tells me and winks at me and the blush deepens. Is that even possibly? I'm not even sure but my cheeks are so hot from blushing this much.

I open the book to read it and when I'm still reading the first page Silas takes the book out of my hand and read the back of it. "Read it to me" He tells me and I raise an eyebrow at him. "Read it to you?" I ask him and he rolls his eyes. "It's better to not repeat my words back to me since I said them, I know what they are and yes read it to me. I want you to read this book to me" He tells me and I can tell that there is no arguing with him now.

But that doesn't matter. "All right, but I'm a bit slow at reading out loud" I warn him. I'm much faster at reading inside and I prefer that but I would like to read to Silas. He chuckles. "No matter. Your voice is all that I want to hear" Silas speaks so softly to me as he makes himself more comfortable and I realize that his skin is touching mine and the blush rises yet again on my cheeks. I nod my head and start reading the first page out loud for him.

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Reading the book to Silas is actually more enjoyable than I would've thought. He listened to every word that I read and I could tell in his eyes that he was interested in the book. His eyes are always on me no matter what happens around us, he never looks away from me. It is strange and weird to have his gaze on me at all times but after some time I found myself enjoying it and I liked it when he looked at me when I read to him. When I had read three chapters my mouth was a bit dry from speaking that much but I still keep going.

I stop when I've read five chapters and I put my finger in between the pages of chapter six and close the book but keep my fingers there as I look at Silas. He had sat up and looks at me. He moves even closer to me and I feel myself grow nervous. The heart within my chest is going insane like normally but only with him and I like how much he affects me and my heart in that way. He doesn't even know what he does to me.

"Leanna..." He murmurs under his breath as his head comes even closer to me and then he starts to lean in for a kiss which I allow him and soon his lips capture mine. The kiss is so deep and nice and when I close my eyes and allow him to kiss me I feel like I'm in heaven. This kiss means everything to me and it is so nice and soft. His lips are soft and while the kiss his rough yet gentle which doesn't make any sense but nothing does when I'm around him, that much I do know.

The kiss doesn't last very long as he breaks it and I slowly open my eyes but instead of being met with his eyes to mine, he is looking at something else. His hands are on my waist and have me close to him and his grip even tightens as I see his look change from calm to anger in less than a second. With my confusion I turn my head to see what he's looking at and I see that a car has parked in front of the mansion and rather close to us. It's a black car and I can't see through the windows but I think there is someone in there.

"I want you to inside the bedroom and don't step outside until I come and get you. Understood?" He asks me as only now his eyes meet mine and if I'm not wrong I think I can see worry in his eyes. Worry that I don't think I've ever seen in his eyes before. I nod my head. "What is this about? Do you know who that is?" I ask him and his face is so filled with anger that I'm starting to grow afraid of him. "Understood?" He asks again as he clearly did not see my nod as his eyes are looking at the car.

I do too and see that a man steps out of the car. Silas stands up and looks down at me. "Yes" I whisper and he nods his head and with the book in my hand I walk inside but before I go through the door I take a look at Silas and the man as Silas walks over to him. The man is dressed in a suit and I'm not sure who he is but Silas clearly seems to know and I can tell that he doesn't like that very much. But that man, I feel like I've seen him before, he's so familiar to me but I can't place him.

Turning around I head inside and walking the hallways until I reach the bedroom where I close the door and sit on the bed. My mind running all over at what had happened in such a short time. A smile comes to my lips when I remember the kiss that we shared not that long ago. My fingers trace my lips to still be able to feel his lips and I love the way that his lips feel on mine. I lie down with a sigh 0f happiness and a giddy giggle that goes past my lips.