❦ SESSIONS ❦ WITH ❦ GUNS❦

|A prisoner but still not|

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Slowly my eyes flutter open by the light that shines straight at me. Blinking my eyes and rubbing them so I could get used to the light I finally adjust to it and once I have my eyes open but still a bit tired. However, as soon as I see where it is that I've woken up, I jump up and sit up in the bed as that I'm lying on. The memories from what happened yesterday flash before my mind's eye as I remember what had taken place and I feel my eyes water.

I gulp when I see someone stand in the room that I'm in, in front of the window and staring out into the world I would imagine as the sun is shining right through the room. Making it hard to see who it is that is there. The person turns to face me and I notice that it's Silas and I can breathe a bit better. "I see you've awoken. Next time you faint, don't expect the hospitality" Silas tells me as he walks over to me and sits on the bed. The way that he looks at me with his soft kohl black eyes makes my heart flutter for some reason.

"I suppose you will have to be careful then" I tell him without meaning to say a thing and only now I realize just how dry my mouth and throat is and I need water and my stomach is grumbling which I try to hide as best as I can by moving around, pretending to get comfortable under the warm covers. He pretends being hurt as he rolls his eyes and smirks at me. "If I remember correctly, it was you who fainted. I did not do a thing" He tells me but I think we both know why I fainted.

"Because of you" I say to him which makes him darkly chuckle as he stands up and for a small moment I saw something shine on his pants and I recognize it in a second, his gun. I gulp when I see it. "Food will be brought to you in a second. Don't think of yourself as my guest because you are not. You are my prisoner and this is your prison" He says with a smirk on his face as I realize that meaning.

He was once the prisoner in a prison and now tables have turned and I'm not sure if that is a good thing or not... wait, no that is a bad thing. "Where am I?" I ask him, blurting the questions. Silas is in a good mood it would appear and it is a good thing to ask questions when he is like that instead of asking when he is angry or stressed like he was yesterday. Silas chuckles as he turns to the window. "One of my mansions, a safe house. For now. A rather dull place if you ask me, however it will do until things have quite down and I can travel the world once again" He tells me.

I give him a confused look. "When you said one of your mansions, what does that mean exactly?" I ask him and he turns his head to look at me but I can barely see him from the sun that is shining through the window and at his back and on him. Creating the illusion that he might be glowing or at least shimmer around his body. "It means I have a mansion in every country of the world, some countries many" He tells me and I gape at him.

How is that even possible? He'd have to have so much money to be able to have a mansion in every country since they are many. Silas only chuckles as he walks over to the bed and takes my hand. It takes me a second to see that he's looking at the bruises on my wrist. Noticing how his look of warmth turns to anger in seconds and that frightens me for some reason, it brings shivers running down my whole body. I don't know why I feel afraid of him one minute and then the next I feel safe.

It's strange even to me and I can't seem to find the reason for it when I know that everything has a reason. After all, everything happens for a reason, what reason it could be? That is a mystery to everyone but fate and the future perhaps. "I will be busy for the rest day but I will see you before you go to bed" Silas tells me awkwardly somehow before he walks over to the door and walks out of the room without another word and before I could say something to him.

I take the time that I have now to look around the room that I'm in. It's a large one. I would guess that it's even larger than my whole apartment but then again that one isn't that large but it is enough for me and Adam since we are just the two of is, for now that is. The room is large and it also has a couple of doors that are closed, I know one of them leads out of the room but I'm not sure where the other ones lead out.

The room has the bed that I'm in and it's the biggest bed that I've ever been in before and the covers are so comfortable that I'm not sure that I would ever want to stand up again. There is a nightstand on either side of the bed which makes me believe that this bed is meant for two people and that makes more sense since this size of a bed is strange for one person. By one wall there is a large bookcase with a lot of books. Other than that the room is empty, it's sort of sad actually.

It somehow feels like this room isn't even finished and it's still being done. However, I don't know what more could be added. It does have so much space but thinking about it, if there were a desk here, it would not fit that well into the room and perhaps this room is finished and it is supposed to be like that. The door that Silas had gone to before opens and a woman holding a tray walks inside. She smiles at me which I kindly return. My eyes wander to the tray to see that there is food on the tray.

Food for me? Silas did tell me that someone would bring food here but this is too much. She steps the tray down on the nightstand beside me. "On the tray there is breakfast for you by Mr. Silas' request. Do enjoy and don't hesitate to tell if there is something not to your liking" The woman speaks to me, far too formally might I add and I find that odd but I smile and nod my head. "I'm sure that I will love it" I tell her and once again she smiles. Then she turns around and walks out of the room without another word, which leaves me even more confused.

I lightly shake my head as I look over to the tray to see that there is so much food on there. More than enough for me and perhaps too much for me. On the tray are four pancakes with syrup and chocolate chips and butter on one plate, on another is a toast with butter, cheese and then strawberry jelly on top of the cheeks and then on the last plate there are bacon and eggs. There are three glasses on the tray, one has water another one has milk and the last one has orange juice.

I'm not sure if I will be able to eat all of this or if I am meant to eat it all. Are they trying to make me fat? I giggle at that thought as Silas just told me that I am a prisoner but it doesn't feel like I am a prisoner in any shape or form. I pick up the toast and start eating that one first and when I am done with it I drink from the orange juice glass. Then I move to the pancakes as I do like them but I only manage to eat three of them before my stomach is full.

I feel horrible that I won't be able to finish all of this food since it looks delicious and someone worked rather hard on it but I don't understand they would give me so much food. Surly they didn't think that I was going to eat it all. Putting the tray on the table I stand up from the bed and only now I realize that I'm wearing a t-shirt and pajama pants, they're rather pretty and comfortable that I did not even notice I was wearing them in the first place.

Walking around the room, I then look outside the window as the blinding sun goes into my eyes but I look past that to see that outside there is the beach. And then the ocean. It looks beautiful but makes me wonder where I am, where we are. I notice that there is a door that leads outside in the room which I find rather odd. Walking over to the door I put my hand on the handle but I notice that it's locked by looking between the door and the wall and I take my hand away.

Instead I just walk over to the bookcase and take a look at the books in there. Not many of them I have seen before bout there are some familiar to me. Picking up the first book that I see and find interesting I turn the book around to read behind it to see what it is about and just when I was about half-way done reading on the back of the book the door opens and the same woman that came in here before walks inside.

She smiles at me and I smile back. "How did you like your breakfast?" She asks me. Happily smiling at her. "I liked it so much, it tasted wonderfully. But, it was a bit too much for me" I tell her and she nods her head. "Mr. Silas wanted to give you a choice about what to eat" She tells me as she walks over to the nightstand and picks up the tray. "I will bring lunch to you in a couple of hours" She tells me and I nod my head at her and then she walks out of the room with the tray in her hands.

I'm alone once again in the room and I continue to read on the back of the book and I think I want to read it. There is nothing else that I can do so I take the book and go back to the bed and under the warm covers that I did not know that I had begun to miss and felt myself being cold without being under them. I get myself comfortable which isn't really that hard to do and then I open the book and starts reading.

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By the time that I've finished the book it's already four in the afternoon and the sun is slowly starting to set. I feel the need to use the bathroom and I had asked the woman when she came with my lunch where the bathroom was but I never used it as I was so busy reading the book and it was so interesting that it was hard to even put it down and I barely stopped reading until I finished the whole book. With a smile on my face I put the book down on the nightstand and stand up. My body is a bit sore from sitting in the same position for so long but that will wear off.

I walk over to the door that she had told me lead to the bathroom and open it. I gasp when I see the bathroom. It's so beautiful. The white and black marbled tiles on the floor and on the walls all around. As soon as I step on the floor, warmth runs through my whole body as there is heat in the floor. It has a shower in the wall with no shower curtain or anything to shield the shower, much like one might find in a swimming pool.

The sink table is also marbled but it does have a little of water shaped stones inside them which makes it looks beautiful. I smile to myself in the mirror as I take a look at myself. Then I do my business and leave the bathroom and back into the room. I nearly have a heart attack when I go back into the room and Silas stands there with a smirk on his face when he seems. I jump when I see him there and let out a gasp as I had not expected him to be in the room.

"You scared me" I say as I finally calm down and walk over to the bed and sit down on it and go under the covers as I'm a bit cold. He grins at me. "You are certainly not the first one that is scared of me" He tells me but I see something in his eyes, something that shows me that he does have emotions. I shake my head at his words. "I'm not scared of you but I was scared of you suddenly being here when I've been alone all day" I tell him.

I'm not scared of him, I could never be scared of him. Not really. "Why are you here?" I ask him suddenly, not knowing why I asked. Perhaps because I don't like the silence or because I just want to hear his voice more as I do like hearing him speak. Silas chuckles as he sits down on the bed and looks at me. "This is my mansion" He says and I roll my eyes at his words but I know that he is right. "I mean, what are you doing in this room?" I ask.

Silas chuckles once again and I smile at him. "I knew what you meant all along" He says bit he doesn't answer my questions and I think that he isn't going to answer it no matter but it makes me wonder what he is doing here when he most likely has so many things to do. Then I get an idea in my mind and I look at him once again, into his kohl black eyes and open my mouth to speak. "Silas, when can I go home?" I ask him and all I could do was watch as his anger grows.