❦ SESSIONS ❦ WITH ❦ GUNS❦

|Used as leverage|

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"Silas, what is going on?" I ask as he enters my office but then I notice that he's holding a gun in his hand. I gasp when I see it. I don't think that he should be having a gun. He is a prisoner after all. The thought that he controls the prison comes to mind when I see this. Silas smirks at me as he closes the door to my office behind him. "Sit down, Leanna" He orders me harshly. I gulp when I hear his harsh tone and the shivers are running down my whole body for all the wrong reasons.

I sit down on my brown leather chair as Silas starts to walk around my office. I look at him as he sits down by my computer and opens it. "Your fiancée is not what he seems" He says. My background picture for my computer is a picture of Adam and I. It is on one of our dates that we had, it was the date before we got engaged and we took a picture because we visited an old castle. "What do you mean?" I ask him as I look at him.

Adam is the best fiancé that anyone could ever have. He doesn't answer me but that only leaves me with more questions, at least more than I already had. "Interesting..." He trails off as he's checking something in my computer and I fear to know what it is. He then closes it and opens my drawer and picks up his folder. That is not good. They aren't supposed to see that. He rolls his eyes while reading through it but then again this was never meant to read his folder, it's only for me to remember things that he has told me and how far along he has gotten.

"Defensive?" He asks me as he raises and eyebrow at me. The way that he just stares at me makes me feel uneasy but somehow I feel other emotions that I can't be sure what are. "Yes. Now, can you please leave that alone" I tell him but he lightly shakes his head and darkly chuckles at me. My eyes travel down to the gun in his hand and it's a different gun than I've seen the guards wear. How did he get that gun? Where did he get it?

"Now, now. I am the one in charge. I do not take orders for the good doctor" He says to me as he picks up the folder into his other hand. The door opens and a unfamiliar man enters my office. He is wearing some sort uniform but not a guard open. This man is tall and muscular. Reminds me of Adam but this one is much scarier and when he looks at me I feel his intense scare. I hide behind Silas because I know he will protect me. Silas chuckles as the man walks over to him.

"The car is ready" The man tells Silas and I gulp when I hear his rough voice. It's somehow scary to me. Silas is still standing in front of me and I still hide behind him. I know that I will be safe with Silas. "Good. Leave! The good doctor seems to be frightened. Such a child" Silas tells the man and then chuckles as he turns his head to eye me. He winks at me and it brings the blood rushes to my cheeks as I feel myself blush. It's a good thing that he has turned to the man once again so he would not see it.

The man doesn't say another word as he turns around and then walks out of my office. "Who is that?" I ask when the man has left. Silas turns around to face me with his wicked smirk and somehow I find myself never wanting to look away from his face again, it makes me feel safe without me knowing why. "That is of no concern of yours. Now, the time we had was... horrible but now it is time to never see each other again" He tells me as he winks and walks to the door.

It takes me a second to realize what he had said and that he's leaving. By the time that I stand up from the chair he's already out the door. I go to the door. "Wait... you're leaving?" I ask him as I run after him, confused. I'm pretty sure that he is not supposed to be going anywhere as he has not served his time yet. He doesn't turn around nor does he answer me. I run in front of him. "You can't leave the prison, Silas" I tell him but the look he gives me does frighten me a bit as he raises an eyebrow at me.

"And who's going to stop me? You?" He asks and scoffs as he goes past me and continues to walk on. My eyes scan the hallways for a moment to see that there aren't any guards in the hallways, there is no one around and that does frighten me a whole lot. Where is everyone? I stop in my tracks. I would not be able to stop him. He has a gun and I don't like violence and I know words aren't going to stop him.

I stand there in the hallway as I just watch him with uncertainty, unsure of what I am supposed to do now. I watch him until he stops and turns around to face me. "Come!" He calls and without thinking my legs start to move to him, towards him. He stands there waiting for me as I walk towards him and when I stand in front of him he takes my forearm and pulls me in front of him. Before I could react he puts the gun at the side of my head. I gasp as the tears are forming in my eyes.

Panic rushes through me as there is a gun at my head. "Don't worry, I won't shoot you. Not yet anyway. You are still of use to me" He says but that doesn't make me feel any better. This is too much for me to handle. I've never been held at gunpoint before and I am still trying to get over the last time I was attacked which is still present in my memory. I gulp when he takes me through one door and there are three guards. All of them burst into action and take out their guns and point at Silas and at me.

"Shoot and the doctor dies" Silas threatens. His voice is so dark and so twisted that it makes me rethink all if the things that I know about him. Perhaps this is just the shock that is taking over me but I can't be sure of it. None of the guards remove their guns. "Let the girl go or we will be forced to fire" One of them says. I think I've seen him around before in the hallways and even smiled and said good morning to him before but I don't think I know his name.

I let out a quiet wince when his grip tightens on my forearm as he holds me in place as he moves forward with me still with a gun at my head. I can feel the cool metal touch my hair and my scalp and it brings cold shivers running up and down my whole body. It also brings a cold sweat on my body as I feel myself growing a bit weaker from the stress and shock that has presented itself to me. This is too much for me.

Silas takes me past the guards. Both said something but I could barely hear it, I was so lost in my own mind to notice and hear it. We go to the back door of the prison which is for the staff to use, though I've no clue what it is for or of it is ever used. "Please let me go" I quietly say to Silas. I'm surprise I was even able to speak at all for my throat feels like it doesn't want to work right about now, like there is a lump in my throat or something like that.

He only chuckles as we go through the door. The sun catches my eyes but when I manage to fully see, I notice that there is a black car waiting, parked illegally if I say so myself. "Get in!" Silas orders me and I get into the backseat with him following right behind me. The panic inside my body is still growing and I don't know if I can handle this much. The tears are running down my face. He however lowers the gun and I can finally breathe a bit better. "Are you going to cry or put on your seatbelt?" Silas asks me.

I look up at him to see that he has a look of interest and amusement on his face. Apparently this does amuse him, my panic. Without even thinking I put on my seatbelt and as soon as I have done that the car tats and it starts to go rather fast. My heart speeds up along with the car and I hold into the door as we are going fast and going past all the other cars and it frightens me more than it should. Silas lets out a dark chuckle as I can already tell that he's laughing at me.

"Where should we drop her off?" The driver of the car asks and it takes me a couple of seconds to realize that he's talking about me and I freeze right in my spot as I look at Silas who eyes me carefully somehow. "She's seen too much, haven't you see far too much, Leanna?" He asks me. I shake my head, already feeling like this isn't going to end that great for me and I've started to fear for my life. I'm still wary of the gun that he holds in his hand but he doesn't point it at me anymore, yet that doesn't make it anymore frightening.

"It seems she's coming with us until I've figured what I'm supposed to do with her" Silas then says. A tear rolls down my face when he says that as the fear is only growing with each passing second and the longer that I'm in this car with Silas, the longer I feel the fear run and it goes deep in my bones where it stays and it continues to wreak havoc inside my whole body. The car is still going to fast that I feel like I'm going throw up.

The thoughts are in a tornado inside my mind as what is going to happen now. Thinking about this sends this horrible feeling through me and I just want that to end, but it doesn't. It stays within me. "Where are we going?" I ask, without even meaning to. The question had just blurted out of me and as soon as the words have been said, I feel regret and I want to be able to take it back. It's best to not ask questions about anything while he does have a gun.

I may have learned one or two things about prisoners and I do know that it is best to not make them angry. Not matter what, that is what is best to do. I think. I'm in so much shock and panic that I find it hard to even think straight right now. Looking outside the window to calm myself down as I hold in all the sobs that threaten to take over me but I don't want to make any sounds, they might get angry and I don't want that to happen. They could hurt me. But, would Silas hurt me? I wonder.

Somehow I think that he would not hurt me, we understand one another. I think. The sessions we had was something else. We connected somehow and I can't explain how that is possible as I don't even understand it myself. "Sir, the cops are on our tail. Ditch the girl and they'll be much more focused on saving her than following us" The drivers says and once again fear strikes my heart but also this horrible feeling rises up inside me and it hurts my heart in the worst way possible.

"The doctor has been helpful to my breakout and soon ransom money will be brought to us in exchange for her. Keeping her will only insure our escape" Silas says but his words make no sense to me at all. I have no clue what he is talking about but then again I can't know why he would want to hold me for ransom. My family and my fiancé they have that kind of money and I know from a patient that was a hostage taker and held them for ransom that there is always asked for money in the millions or billions.

Silas' gaze is on me as he reaches his hand out to touch me but I flinch away as I back against the car door which I still hold tightly as the car is still moving on a speed that I know a normal car should not be going on. I look with fear at him as he stares me. His kohl black eyes show me nothing and that frightens me even more than his gaze does, the way that his eyes, his soul is emotionless. The driver doesn't say anything back but I can tell that he's not happy that I am here and I do agree with him.

Not wanting to be here, I want to be safe in Adam's arms. And home where I know nothing can hurt me nor touch me or feel the fear that I am experiencing right now. Silas then rolls his eyes. "Calm yourself before you piss your pants" He tells me but for a second I saw something in his eyes and it was guilt but that doesn't make any sense. One moment he feels nothing and then the next he feels something. It confuses me to the limit but perhaps I saw wrong and I'm going insane by the shock.

I glare at him. He doesn't know how scary this is. It might be normal for him but it is not for me. When I'm looking into his eyes I do feel my heart start to calm down a bit but it is still pounding. Black spots are starting one by one to appear on my vision and with them they bring the darkness to me. I lean against the glass window as I feel myself calm down a bit as I close my eyes and allow the darkness to take me.