Jungkook woke up with a groan, his whole body hurt like someone beats him to death, his headache is not helping either. Plus he's feeling so hot even when it's winter. His throat was dryed.

Taehyung eyes instantly opened up when he feel the movement beside him and a groan of pain.

"Gukkie"

"W-water" he coughed, eyes still close due to the pain.

Taehyung understand and hurridely gave him the glass of water before making him sit up a little.

"Gukk, How are you feeling now?" He asked checking his forehead, but it's still a little warm.

"Better" lie, he's nowhere near better.

He's in pain, in regret, in guilt, ashamed, heartbroken, starved, tired, dizzy and the list went on.

But taehyung can see, he can see all of that like an open book, it's not hard to see jungkook emotions. He is not good at hiding it infront of taehyung.

Jungkook still was not looking at him in the face. He's still avoiding eye contact from him and taehyung didn't like it not even a bit.

"Gukkie?"

"Gukk, look at me" he tried to cup his face but jungkook shake his head stubbornly still looking down.

"I am sorry" Came out his vulnerable small voice that made taehyung heart squeeze painfully.

Jungkook don't have any energy in him to say anything more, he was feeling dizzy again from all the crying and his head is buzzing like someone hammering his head brutally.

He groaned and grab his head in pain, he's again going in the same situation he went before marrying taehyung, he's feeling like old jungkook again who was hurt and depressed.

He's going in a depression again.

He don't want to, he hate it. He was finally adjusting to his new life with taehyung and just because of his insecurities he was again becoming old jungkook. His old life ruined him.

His past is ruining his future. His past life is not letting him move on. And its effecting his beautiful relation with taehyung.

"Hurts, it hurts taehyung please stop it, make it stop tae, i can't handle it" he cried in pain, pulling his hair harshly to get rid of those thoughts that's making his mind messed up.

All of these thoughts making his mind messed up, his headache was unbearable now thinking all of these, he don't want to lose his only happiness. Taehyung tears fell from his eyes seeing jungkook in this state, in pain.

"Jungkook please look at me, come here" he pull him in his arms, jungkook cried in pain, a slight movement was making the pain worser.

"T-tae it's hurting so bad"

He keeps saying that and taehyung rubbed his head in a massaging manner to soothy some of his pain. He was trying to control his emotions to control the tears that keeps coming from his eyes, hugging jungkook more tightly.

Jungkook buried his face in taehyung neck and hug his waist tightly, feeling like he'll lose taehyung if he let go.

"Shhh I am here, i am here shh i am not going anywhere alright. Calm down baby, try to calm down it will hurt more if you cry."

He keeps whispering encouraging words assuring him while massaging his head which he know will calm jungkook and soothy his headache.

Soon after awhile he calm down, his headache was still there but it's bearable now. He feels at peace whenever he's with taehyung. All pain and misery just vanish from his body being in taehyung's warmth, enjoying his soft touch on his body and his soothing deep voice that whispering him, assuring him.

Taehyung still was massaging his head with one hand and the other one was rubbing his back. He kissed his head again and again while calming him down.

Now jungkook was sniffing, burrying his face in his neck more nuzzling on it feeling peaceful. Don't want to let go scared the painful headache will come again. So he stays still.

"Baby?" taehyung turned his head a little and kissed jungkook damped cheeks multiple times lovingly.

"Are you alright now. Is it still hurting?" he added.

Jungkook hummed as a no and shake his head a little. Taehyung sigh in relief it was painful to see his strong bunny crying in pain. He was still blaming himself for jungkook pain, he let his ego win and now he's hurt because jungkook is hurt.

He should know jungkook is still has to learn many things considering relations and love and not just blame him for his insecurities. He should've understand him and help him instead of leaving him alone like everyone do to him.

He's so guilty. jungkook has only taehyung in his life who he love dearly and would do anything to stay with taehyung. He should've understand his babybun and his insecurities on those situation where he needs confirmation. It's not like he don't trust taehyung and his love, it's just become his natural instincts to be unloved since born. So his mind is still processing the new enviourment and it needs time to adjust him, he can't just accept everything so suddenly seeing his whole 22 years of life spend in hatred and disgusting words.

He needs time and taehyung should've understand him that time, help him and not mourn in his ego which hurted when jungkook was ready to let him go.

He hugged him tightly, he will never do such thing again and hurt jungkook, just because of his carelessness jungkook become like this. He just wants to be feel loved and wanted and taehyung would make sure jungkook feel more than that.

He tried to make jungkook look at him but jungkook whined and again put his face in his neck.

"Baby let me go, you need to eat something to take the medicines" he gently whispered to jungkook.

"Don't go, it hurts when you are not near" he muttered in a small voice that it was very hard to hear but taehyung did.

"Bun, i am not going anywhere just going to make a soup for you to eat yeah." He reassured but jungkook was not buying it. He still thinks that taehyung never will come just like he didn't the night when they fought so he hugged more tightly and shake his head.

"Gukkie~ I promise i will make it fast"

"Please gukkie"

"Please~"

And jungkook finally let go and look at him hopefully. "You'll come back, right?"

"Ofcourse i will come, my baby" taehyung cupped his face and kissed his forehead lovingly. Jungkook close his eyes in content at the soft touch of his lips. He let go off him completely and taehyung made him lay down again, put the blanket on him as he was still shivering from cold.

He remove his hair from his eyes and kissed him again on his forehead and went to make a soup for him.

He gave him a medicine after feeding him the soup that he made. Jungkook was now feeling alot better and his temprature coming to normal slowly. His headache now gone as he was resting properly thanks to taehyung who never let him come out of the bed except when he want to use the toilet.

"Taehyung?" And he feels dissappointed when jungkook didn't call him with pet names that he always do. He never use his real name.

He hummed in response for jungkook to continue who hesitantly said the next sentence looking up from where his head was resting on taehyung chest.

"Are you still upset with me?"

Taehyung smile at his scared face to relax him. He shake his head looking at him lovingly.

"I am not"

"I am sorry for hurting you, it was never my intention to make you upset. I just want you to be happy and free. Didn't realize what i was saying when i said those words that i can't even imagine." He looks at him guiltly, hearing the pain in his voice.

"I am sorry too jungkook, i overreacted. I should've understand you but i hurt you instead." He said remebering the night when he ignored the sobs and leave him.

"I deserved it" he said smiling sadly.

"No, you never deserve something like this. You deserve me and my love. You hear me you deserve all the love in the world and it still not enough." Taehyung said more like ordering him and jungkook chuckled with tears and grab his hands that was cupping his face and leaned into it more.

"Thankyou for loving me so much, i don't know what i would do without you. You are my only reason to be happy and loved. My only reason to smile everyday. You make me feel so many emotions that i don't know how to explain. I never thought i can be this happy in my life but you prove that wrong. You make me the happiest person. I really love you so much please don't ever leave me even if i told you, always be with me. I need you in my life to make me sane. To make me peaceful." He said with so much love in his voice and the adorning soft eyes that hold his world made taehyung heart back flips in a good way.

"I love you so much, my sunshine" his bunny smile showing how happy he is.

"I-i was not ready for this..Oh god you need to stop attacking me with so much love, atleast give me a hint so i can prepare myself. I am flustered and it's not fair" taehyung dramatically sigh.

"I love you too my babybun, my bunny, my hubby, my everything."

And taehyung kissed his face everywhere giggling happily making jungkook smile in content.

Jungkook stopped his kissing assault and looks at him with a bunny smile and then attached his lips to his plump one.

The kiss was soft and gentle. Dripping with so much love and happiness. taehyung pull jungkook fully down on his body encourage him to kiss more. They both missed each other even if it was just a day, they can't live without each other even for an hour, always wants to feel their presence.

"Please promise to never fought again, it was one hell of a day and i don't want to live that hell again" jungkook pleaded when they pull away for breath.

"Hmm promise, it was a torture to can't feel your strong arms around me while sleeping to feel the protection"

Jungkook lay on his back and pull taehyung into his body made him rest his head on his chest and wrap his arms around him tightly, feeling contented and complete having taehyung with him and in his arms.

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The day after their fight both became more clingy and lovey dovey it's not like they were not before. It became more hard now when jungkook has to go to office but both at peace now thinking they will have the time all to themselves on honeymoon which they are waiting eagerly.

Taehyung was going for a shopping with his friends for their honeymoon, jungkook wanted to come but he has to settle his work to take the 2 weeks off.

"Don't take much since we are going to shop their too" taehyung was asking for some hints as to where the destination is so he can buy clothes for there but jungkook simply told him not to buy the clothes as they were gonna shop there.

"So you are not going to tell me huh" taehyung huffed.

Jungkook came to him and peck his pouty lips and caged his waist in his arms and smile teasingly and said. "No"

Taehyung look away from him still pouting which he look adorable. After their fight taehyung is the one who became more clingy, always giving a hard time when he has to go for work, or want his attention on him, kissess him more now and hugs damn he always wants jungkook hugs to feel his warmth in his safe place which is jungkook.

And who is jungkook to complain, dang you don't know how much he loves it when taehyung wants his all attention on him or whinning for his kissess or hugs.

"Aww my sunshine~." Jungkook teasingly awwed him and nuzzle into his cheeks and kissed it multiple times until the smile spread on to his bread cheeks.

"That's my bub" he kissess his nose and smile whippedly.

"Shut up" taehyung hugged his waist and hide his face in his neck contented when jungkook hugged him more tightly.

"I can't wait for these 3 days to be gone fastly so i can have you all to myself" he muttered in his neck.

"You don't know how much i want to just go right now with you" jungkook whispered kissing the corner of his cheeks near his ear again and again.

"Ah yeah, i forgot" jungkook broke the hug and pick his wallet get the credit card and gave it to taehyung.

"Why are you giving me this, i have my own money with me"

"Nope you are using mine and that's it" he argue.

"But guk--"

"No buts wats, i am your husband and my everything is yours including money. You should asked for it because it's your right and plus i have no one to spend this much money that are in my account for years except you" he said and kissed his forehead.

Taehyung smiles at him lovingly and peck his lips.

"You know you are the best husband in the world"

Jungkook chuckled and kissed him goodbye and taehyung went to the mall to meet his friends.

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Hope you have a good day. Purple you💜💜

~bunnies~