The morning was so dreadful for both jungkook and taehyung without having each other. Taehyung didn't come last night in their bedroom, he sleeps in a guest room.

He should've came in their bedroom last night.

Because if he will he would've seen jungkook laying on the floor same place where he was standing last night curled up like a ball crying whole night didn't sleep for a minute muttering taehyung's name saying a string of sorry's while sobbing.

Taehyung heart would've shattered seeing him in this state, everyone's will seeing the most cold hearted and scary strong person crying pathetically looking so small and vulnerable.

Just like he would always do when he was a child and scared of the world crying in the corner of his room curled up.

His eyes hurts so bad crying whole night, wants to sleep so bad to get rid of the heavy hurt that was filled with dreadful feelings. Hurt, guilt, pain, regret, fear. But couldn't because whenever he close his eyes he sees taehyung pained face and his hurt tearful eyes which made him feel worser if it was even possible.

He feels dizzy when he tried to stand up and almost fell down but grab the night stand to balance himself, his whole body feels on fire, his eyes hurts so bad from crying and not sleeping.

He dragged his body towards the bathroom and stand under the shower and run the cold water instead of warm in this cold winter, he wants to feel numb so the pain in his heart went away even for a while, it's suffocating him.

He stand in the cold water for almost 20 minutes but still he feels the pain, why it's not going please it's hurts. His body is numb but his heart is still paining.

He get out the shower and shivers at the coldness, his body is going pale and the dizziness is still there, after getting out of the cold shower his body becomes more warmer then before.

He lazily dressed up so he can go downstairs to find taehyung, he wants to beg for his forgiveness.

He came downstairs to see the food is already on the table and taehyung was in the kitchen and was coming out of it but stop in his track when he see jungkook, he was looking half dead with swollen red eyes and pale body he almost asked him what happened but stop when remember he's still upset with him and just ignored him and started walking again.

"Tae, A-are you not e-eating?" Jungkook strained scared voice reached his ears, his feels a crack in his heart.

"I am not hungry" it came out so cold that he intented it to be.

He leaves after that, jungkook bite his lips and sat at the dinning table, he was feeling very dizzy but tried to clear his vision by shaking his head. His whole body was in pain.

He stare at the breakfast that taehyung made for him, he doesn't have any appetite, he don't want to do anything, his body is hurting along with his heart. He wants taehyung and only him.

He push the breakfast away and stand up, how can he eat when taehyung is not eating, he feels tears in his eyes, he can't bear staying away from him, it's a torture.

He was ready for a office and was standing at the door hoping taehyung would come to bid him goodbye like he always do but he didn't came so he decided to inform him who he's lying he just want to see his face.

He knock on the door but no reply.

"Bab-- Tae?"

Silence.

He bite his lips and let the tears fall that he was holding.

"T-tae I am going"

Still no reply but he can hear the muffled sobs coming from the room.

"I am s-sorry tae, sorry for everything"

And ran away from there, too coward to hear the more sobs that was scratching his already painful heart brutally.

Meanwhile, taehyung don't want anything but to just open the door and crash him in a bearhug and never let go, a night without jungkook was a torture for him and seeing his swollen eyes made his heart drop but he hold himself.

He needs to do that for them, he wants jungkook to realize his mistake and also learn from it. To never be insecure about them and feels confident and for that he need to give him a silent treatment.

But he doesn't know jungkook was already living in a hell as a punishment, he was in pain and was feeling like dying any moment without him, taehyung doesn't know he was killing him by giving him a silent treatment.

Taehyung was oblivious to all of that.

He came out of the room after crying himself to sleep and came to the kitchen to drink water, his throat was dry.

He was drinking water when he saw the food on dining table, full plate just like he put it there not even a one bite was eaten from it.

He touched the plate and frowned. Why he didn't eat it? He skip his breakfast. Taehyung don't like when jungkook skip his meals and starve himself, he always made sure that jungkook eat his food even if it's a little, atleast he eats something. He went to office with empty stomach, taehyung feels his inside scrunch in regret, he forgot that jungkook won't eat anything without him.

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Taehyung was making dinner for them, it was almost the time jungkook come from office, he just hopes jungkook eat his lunch at office as he skipped his breakfast, he didn't even bid him goodbye where he remind him about the lunch.

His phone rang and an unknown number came up. Who would be calling him, he picked up and heard the female voice.

"Hello? Am i talking to Jeon Taehyung?"

"Yes, Who are you" he asked.

"I am Mr.Jungkook secretry from jeon enterprises"

"Oh Ms.choi. what happened, Is everything alright" he asked worridely.

"Um, that's why i called"she said sounding worried.

"I just wanted to inform you that Mr.Jungkook was not looking in a good Condition today"

"What do you mean? Where is he? Is he alright? Tell me Ms.choi" he asked frantically, worried for jungkook.

"Sir was looking sick, he stumbles in his steps many times like he's dizzy and also he was looking so pale, so i thought i should inform you as you asked me to do whenever any situation related to sir happened"

"Thankyou for informing me Ms.choi but where is he right now"

"He went to go home like 10 minutes ago, i told him to let the driver drive because he was not looking in a condition to drive as he was hardly controlling his body but he didn't listen and went away"

Taehyung was so worried now, he thank her and cut the call only to dial jungkook number to stop him from driving in this state but his phone was switched off, he became more worried.

He tried calling him multiple times but the same answer, he was so scared and worried. He should've paid more attention when he noticed his state at the morning, but he was too upset from him to ask and now he feels like a loser to not took care of his bunny.

Jungkook didn't come yet it was 10 minutes upper his time when he come home, tears were gathering in his eyes ,he was praying non-stop for jungkook safety. He almost call his parents to imform but..

The door bell rang, finally. he rushed towards the door and open to find a pale jungkook with half open eyes. He let him enter the house and close the door, jungkook was going towards upstairs but taehyung stop him.

"J-jungkook?"

Jungkook hummed and turned around he was fighting his dizziness but it's not working anymore, he feels like he'll faint any minute.

"Are you okay?"

"Yes, j-just a little t-tired" he stumbled with his words.

"You didn't even eat breakfast in the morning, did you eat lunch?"

Jungkook silenced gave him his answer that he didn't. He regreted not talking to jungkook in the morning he was starving for a whole day.

"I made dinner, come and e-eat first" tears gather in his eyes in guilt.

"No. Um I-I am not hungry" he says shaking his head to get rid of the blury vision of taehyung.

"You didn't eat anything since morning, how can you not be hungry"

"Tae-taehyung i need to sleep i am-" he didn't finish his sentence and stumbled and lost his balnace but grip reeling on the stairs.

"Jungkook!!"

Taehyung rushed towards him to help him stands up properly but halts when he touch him.

"J-jungkook! Oh god you are burning" taehyung worriedly said and look at him.

"Uh-huh i am f-fine don't worry, just tired" he drunkly said.

"G-gukkie, come here sit first" he made him sit at the sofa and sit beside him holding him.

Jungkook look at his blury vision and grab his hands losely as he don't have any energy in him and muttered.

"T-tae baby, i-i am so s-sorry, please forgive m-me. I didn't m-mean it I promise, i was not in my right mind baby, i can't even t-think about seeing you with someone e-else, please I c-can't live without y-you..." jungkook cried trailing off.

"Gukkie, we will talk about this later you need to go to the hospital with me yeah" he hurridely said looking at jungkook almost closed teary eyes,.his skin is so pale and he was burning hot with fever.

"Gukk, gukk stay with me okay, don't close your eyes baby please don't, stay with me" he pleaded while tears running from his eyes.

"I c-can't..... am sleepy"

With that jungkook become limp in his arms. He shouted jungkook name and shake him but he didn't answer.

"Phone, phone doctor i need to call the doctor" he stumbled with his words and carefully made jungkook laid on the couch and pick his phone to call the doctor.

He dialed it with his blurry vision and hurridely inform them about jungkook and asked for the doctor to come faster.

He shift jungkook from the couch to their bedroom so he will be comfortable, doctor came and check jungkook passed out burning body.

"He's stressing himself so much and looks like he's mentally stressed. Lack of sleeping and also his stomach is empty means he didn't eat anything that was all the reasons he passed out with a burning fever."

"Please tell me he will be alright?" Taehyung asked, tears won't stop coming from his eyes.

"Don't worry Mr.jeon. he'll be fine but you need to make sure his temprature come down, right now i gave him an injection so he'll probably wake up in 2 to 3 hours or in the morning since his condition is not well."

Taehyung nods and thank the doctor and get the medicine doctor prescribed. He sat next to jungkook with an icewater and a towel and clean his body with it to cool his burning temprature.

Jungkook was shivering in cold, he took the extra blanket and put it on jungkook, he whimpered in his sleep.

"Tae don't leave me please, i am sorry tae please don't l-leave me too. I love you, forgive me"

"I am here gukkie, i won't leave you never ever, i am here"

Taehyung whispered, kissing his forehead and laid down beside him, hug him and buried jungkook face in his chest, jungkook hugged him tightly in his sleep finally feeling the warmth he was yearning for since yesterday night.

"It's all my fault, all mine. I should've paid attention to you, asked you about your health when you were looking pale in the morning" he cried silently and kiss his temple multiple times.

"I am sorry baby, i am so sorry"

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I litterally got tears in my eyes writing this, hope you also feel the emotion that i am trying portrait.

Hope you have a good day. Purple you💜💜

~bunnies~