"Finally you both came, after an hour late, what were you both even doing for being late"

Taehyung mother scold them just as they entered in Kim Mansion for an hour late, taehyung look at jungkook who scratch his eyebrow and smirked at him recieving a glare from a blonde.

"Uh mom gukk has some work to do that's why we are late." Taehyung lied and Mrs.Kim look at jungkook.

"Can't your work wait for tomorrow" Mrs.Kim narrowed his eyes at him.

"Sorry Mother couldn't, i need to do my work today because i can't wait for tomorrow. It was urgent" jungkook smirked at taehyung who laugh nervously and hurridely said.

"Um where is dad"

"He's inside waiting" then she goes inside leaving the couple alone.

Taehyung hit jungkook arm for almost exposing them and glared at him when the black hair starts laughing.

He huffed and get inside leaving his giggling husband behind.

"Tae.. haha wait, baby"

They were enjoying the party, jungkook was talking to some businessmans he knows almost everyone in the party as he work with them and they all admire the young male's hardwork.

Mr.jeon also found out about his plane of going to honeymoon and he was not happy not even a slightest, he was just worrying who was going to take care of the business in his two weeks of honeymoon off, because he don't want to do that, he was thinking about his rest that he can't do when he has to work but jungkook assured him saying he already had a trusted men taking over for two weeks so he don't have to worry but he still was not happy, how dare he plane it without asking for his permission, basically he don't want him to get a vacation and rest but he couldn't do anything now Mr.Kim also know about that.

Taehyung father also joined them, and smile proudly when they compliment jungkook and saying how lucky they are to get jungkook as their son-in-law. He also compliment and pat jungkook shoulder which make Mr.Jeon roll his eyes and became bored so he excuse himself and went away he seriously can't hear a compliment about jungkook.

Jungkook feels his heart beat faster and his respect for Mr.Kim increase, the way his eyes hold sincerity and proudness while someone compliment him make jungkook feels emotional, he always wants to see his father (mr.jeon) looking at him like this but he always become dissappointed seeing only hatred and disgust instead.

But seeing Mr.Kim like this he feels like he has a father figure who prouds at him he smile genuienly at taehyung's father, he wants to hug him so tightly to feel the father warmth from him, to feel his protection.

He bite his lips, his eyes become teary he feels so emotional right now and the overwhelming happiness. He blink his eyes multiple times to get away from tears and clear his throat to remove the lump that was forming. He don't want to embarassed himself crying infront of everyone. It's not a big deal but for jungkook it means so much to feel the father figure around him who prouds at him.

They were talking for quite a while and jungkook suddenly missed taehyung. Damn him and his clingy ass to always wants to feel taehyung around him or to aleast see his face to bless his eyes.

He search around and saw taehyung but not in a way he wants him to be, he thought taehyung would be talking to his mother or friends but he was going somewhere while rubbing his back with a pained expression. He frowned and quickly excused himself and went after him.

"Tae!"

Taehyung turned around to see jungkook rushing to him with a worried glance, he quickly change his expression and remove his hands from his back and smile at him.

"Hey jungkook what happened" he asked smiling when jungkook was infront of him frowning.

"No, you tell me what happened, why you look in pain." He asked worriedly and rubbed taehyung back with his hand.

"No, I am fine"

Jungkook was not convinced at all, he still was looking at tae with worriedness.

Tae smile and hug his waist resting his head on his chest comfortably while saying. "I am fine gukkie don't worry just a little tired nothing else."

Jungkook hug back and pat his head and kissed it, asking again if he's really fine and taehyung giggle and assured him that he's perfectly fine and he don't have to worry too much. He sigh but still was not convinced but let it pass for now.

They continued with the party and after 2 hours which was centuries for taehyung it's finally ended. He just wants to go home and sleep cuddling jungkook he was so tired. His back was in slight pain too but he can't show it to jungkook he doesn't want to make him worry knowing his protective self he would blame himself for it which is btw not true.

They went to home after bidding goodbye to his family and arriving taehyung straight went towards their bedroom he's sleepy. But he hissed in pain when he kneel down to grab his slippers that were nearly under the bed maybe when they were intimate before and was rushing this went inside.

Jungkook quickly look towards him after coming out the closet room changed in a comfortable clothes and frowned and rushed towards him.

"Tae"

Taehyung smile at him and was going to assure him that he's okay but jungkook shushed him. Jungkook is not a fool he can see taehyung is in pain and he feel a pang in his chest knowing he's the reason.

He pick him up bridal style, went towards their bed and lay him down there gently as to not make the pain increase and went to get a medicine tube to apply on his back. Taehyung keeps telling he's fine but it's like jungkook can't hear him, he can't hear his voice when he's having a inner terminal and a guilt that was hitting him like a truck. He can't hear his voice in many voices in his head telling him it's all his fault, he was rough on taehyung just for a temporary pleasure he hurt him and now taehyung is in pain just because of him and he believed all of it because why not it's all his fault his baby is in pain.

He comes back with medicine tube and a pain killer he sat at the edge of a bed and said taehyung to lay on his stomach he's not even looking at taehyung eyes he can't face him he's too ashamed of himself to give a pain to the only person in this world who accept and love him dearly. Who made him happy and give a peace he always wants in his life and in return what he did, he gave him a pain and hurt his angel for his needs.

Taehyung didn't like it at all, this is the reason he was hiding his pain from jungkook and it's not even that bad it's a slight pain which will go in morning. But who tell his stubborn husband who blamed all of it to himself and overreacting on it. He tried to talk but jungkook was not letting him so he sigh and do what jungkook told him to do, if it makes him satisfied then he will let him do.

Jungkook pull his shirt off making him half naked and apply the cream on his lower back area and started massaging it carefully to not increase it instead of decreasing.

Taehyung sigh in content, it feels good. He close his eyes and silently moaned when jungkook put pressure on the painful area.

He open his eyes immediately when he heard a silent sniff, he frowned and turn around to face jungkook only to feel a crack on his heart. He sat up instantly ignoring the slight pain that caused his immediate action.

He cupped jungkook teary face and forcefully made him look up and when their eyes met, taehyung feels his heart hurt seeing jungkook guilt filled teary eyes. He whiped his tears from his face.

"Gukkie" whispered.

"I am so sorry baby, because of me you are in pain. If i know it will happen i would have never went rough on you. I am a bad husband i should protect you and make you save b-but i am the one who's hurting you. I am sorry, really really sorry taehyung please forgive me, i am so ashamed of myself."

"Gukk it's okay i am fine please" taehyung tried to calm him down but jungkook can't stop blaming himself.

"You mean so much to me and--- how can i hurt you, I love you so much you are the only one in my life who love me even after knowing how fucked up my life is and Instead of cheerishing you i keep burdining you with my problems, i am sorry, i am so so sorry baby, you don't deserve me you deserve someone better, someone who will make you happ--"

"You will let me go with someone else" taehyung asked cutting him off with a blank expression.

"Answer me jungkook, Will. You. Let. Me. Go."

"If it m-makes you h-happy then i-i w-will" jungkook said unconvinced by his own voice, his heart hurt imagining taehyung with someome else, fuck he can't even think about it, just thinking it making him angry but he can't cage taehyung with him when he can't make him happy, taehyung deserved better than him.

Taehyung stand up, try to keep his tears in and wear his shirt. He was pissed and hurt.

"Where y-you going?" Jungkook also stand up when taehyung was about to leave the room, he turned around with a hurt expression.

"Going away from you because that's what you want me to right? You want to stay away from me and that's exactly what i am doing"

"Tae i-it's not l-like that i--"

"Then what's it's like jungkook!! You clearly said that you want to stay away from me because you don't deserve me!! and just so easily said that g-go and find someone better huh--- you didn't even think for a once that how it will made me feel that how hurt i am that you just give up so easily!!" his shouted with tears running from his eyes. Jungkook feel worse.

"Why jungkook why can't you understand that I love you, and want to spend my life with you, be happy with you. You you and only you jungkook. You are thinking that you are not making me happy or you are a bad husband or you don't deserve and whatever which is just a total bullshit but if you are thinking like that then why are you giving up so easily? why not make yourself deservable in your opinion. Why are you not trying and is ready to give me to someone else."

"Don't you love me jungkook? was it all just an act. What happened between us the kisses, hugs, lovely names, and our beautiful making love was it all fake jungkook? Your 'i love yous' Or it was just a onesided love. Just tell me you don't even love me jungkook and i will leave i swear i will leave and won't come again."

"No please no--- i-it's not true, I-I love you trust me i do baby" jungkook sobbed feeling so bad and guilty.

"Then why your love is so weak jungkook? why it's not fighting for me, why your love is getting insecure and is ready to give to someone else without even trying to fight for it, why your love doesn't trust mine?" taehyung whisper the pain in his eyes and voice tore jungkook. He cried, he didn't mean it, he loves taehyung so much he can't even think about giving him to anyone. But he was not thinking straight that time and blurtes what came in his mouth.

Jungkook tried went towards taehyung but stopped when taehyung backed away from him with painful tears. Jungkook heart shatterd into pieces.

"You hurt my feelings jungkook when you doubted my love for you. It hurts when you give up so easily it hurt so bad." He cried.

"T-tae, i-i am sorry p-please i didn't mean it ba--" he was cut of when taehyung chuckled bitterly.

"Yeah just said something so hurtful and then say sorry like nothing matters, like my feeling don't matter to you. You doubted my feelings before too when your father told you and you believed him, didn't even think once the time we spend together happily and just believed what your minds told you, but what about me jungkook? i let it pass first time because i understand you that it hards for you to believe someone when you face the hardship in your life but, Is it not enough for you to believe that my love is true and i just want you no one else after spending 7 months in a beautiful relationship."

Taehyung wipe his tears he was so hurt and so upset with jungkook.

"I want to be alone, don't come after me"

With that taehyung get out of the room leaving a sobbing jungkook yearning for taehyung, he was so guilty and mad at himself for not listening to his heart, and believe the bullshit his mind was telling him.

He fell on his kness and cries in regret and guilt. Wanted to be in taehyung's embrace and feel his comfort and warmness where he feels at peace.

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I tried to write the slight angst because it was getting boring with the plain lovey dovey couple so here it is.

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~bunnies~