Taehyung was in a cafe with his friends when his phone rang and jungkook name came up, he picked up the phone smiling widely.

"Hello ggukk"

"Hey baby, how are you?" Jungkook reply came, his voice somehow looking down or tired maybe.

"I am fine how are you, your voice look tired. Did you eat lunch?" Taehyung asked sounding a little worried.

"Um, yeah i did, btw where are you?" Taehyung don't know why jungkook is lying, he didn't lie to taehyung then why.

"I am in a cafe with my friends, why you need anything." He heard a sigh on the other line. Now he's getting really worried. What happened.

"No just asking, enjoy i need to work um bye" jungkook said after seconds of silence and his voice was wavering like he was trying not to cry.

Before taehyung could say anything he hung up the call. 'He didn't even say i love you' thought taehyung frowning.

"What happened?" Jin asked seeing taehyung worried face.

"Nothing... umm guyz i need to go now will talk later bye" taehyung hurridely stand up and go towards his car ignoring his friends calls. He was worried he feel the sudden need to see jungkook he don't know why his heart ached hearing jungkook wavering voice. Jungkook needs him he can feel it in his voice.

He was already infront of jeon enterprises, he parked his car, seeing taehyung everyone in the building recognize and bowed at him, he give them a subtle smile and enter the lift and press the top floor where jungkook office was.

He see his secretry coming out of jungkook office, she saw him and smile almost looking relief which taehyung noticed.

"Hello Mr.jeon thank god you are here" she says with a relief smile.

"Why, is anything happened?" He asked and she hesitated first but decided to told him when look the worried look on his face.

"Umm actually Mr.jaehwan called Mr. Jungkook in his room and when he came out of it he was not looking good, um it's not the first time but today he look i don't know how to say..." she trailed off. Taehyung was more worried now because he knows something happened in the office.

"Oh no, my baby" he whispered to himself but she heard him and smile to herself. Taehyung ran for jungkook office but stop and turned around.

"Um Ms. Choi this is my number make sure to call me everytime if anything like this happened yeah" he gave the secretry his number who smile and nod at him.

He knock the door and entered, jungkook was on his laptop he look up. "Tae!" He exclaimed shocked.

Tae smile at him and close the door, he turned around and jungkook was already on his way and hugged him tight, he needed the most.

Taehyung hugged him back just as tight and caressed his hair, jungkook almost cryed in content, he needed taehyung so much.

"Why you here, you were with your friends right" jungkook muttered in his neck confused. Taehyung smile.

"How can i not be here when my bunny needs me the most" jungkook pull back more confused now. "Huh! I didn't said anything like this"

"You don't need to tell me anything, your voice said everything, and btw why did you lie that you eat lunch you know you are not good at lying. " taehyung hit his shoulder lightly they are still in each others arms.

"You know me too much for my liking, and i am very good at lying it's just you always caught me" jungkook says smiling while shaking his head.

"Doesn't justify why you lied in the first place" taehyung wasn't letting this go easily. He almost heard him cry in the phone.

"I am sorry, it's just umm i wasn't hungry and i know you won't let me go without making me eat so yeah" jungkook said avoiding eye contact.

"And why you are not hungry?" Jungkook didn't say anything just avoiding.

"Jungkook what happened and no excuse tell me the truth" taehyung said seriously, jungkook sigh.

It's was looking like he wants to say something but couldn't find the words so taehyung give him time to collect his words and the words that leave jungkook mouth confused him.

"Taehyung you umm you won't leave me right?" Jungkook voice hold fear and insecurity. He was hesitant and it was showing.

"Huhh!! What do you mean by that" taehyung asked.

"I-i mean you love me right and not just P-pity me..... you-you won't leave me once you got b-bored right.. i mean i am not good enough for you... y-you won't even deserve me... I-i am just a loser.." his voice was shaky.

"Jungkook look at me what are you even saying" taehyung make him look up and when he did taehyung see tears in jungkook eyes, his eyes with full of insecurities and fear. Jungkook chukled with tears.

"It's out of nowhere, I am sorry i am talking nonsense i know how stupid it's just i... you know i am not p-perfect and not enough i am always... i don't even make you happy i always am busy with work.... i am not even a good husband... you will leave me i am just.... don't pity me... i.. please...i" Jungkook was blabbering with shaky voice. He don't know what he's even saying. He was scared, scared to lose taehyung.

"Jungkook!!! Stop just please stop!!" taehyung shouted tears also gather in his eyes looking at jungkook broken voice and fear. He can't see jungkook like this. He hates seeing him in this state.

He cupped jungkook face with his hands and connect their foreheads together. Jungkook look at taehyung and his heart got stabbed seeing taehyung cry beacause of him.

"I am sorry i even made you cry i am such a ba-" jungkook said crying.

"Yeah, you should be sorry because you made me cry with your stupid words you dummy" taehyung scold him sobbing.

"Who even told you all of these huh" taehyung asked him still cupping his face. "Jungkook i am asking you something" taehyung said when jungkook was not saying anything.

"Am i a bad person taehyung? Why i-i am so u-unlucky i didn't even do anything wrong t-then why i am getting p-punished. I always try to make everything better then why he hate me so much, why he don't a-accept me. Am i not a g-good son. Just when i thought everything going fine with me t-that finally i am happy he said all of these things that-that i don't want to hear. I-i don't deserve happiness taehyung? why he hate seeing me happy for o-once in my life. I am h-his son are p-parents hate their own c-child. He said you d-don't love me just pity me because no one can l-love me i don't deserve love because i ruin his life. I ruin his relation with his wife and daughter. Is it my fault that my mother died and leave me to him. I-i should have died with her I don't d-deserve to live. I am bad i ruin everyone. I will ruin you too. I am c-cursed he said, am i t-taehyung?"

Taehyung cried so hard hearing his broken voice and those words. Jungkook sobbed tears leaving his eyes like a waterfall. He feels so broken so hurt. "J-jungkook... baby" taehyung whispered cried. He don't know how much jungkook went through. He can't even imagine how much jungkook was hurting. He can't think his life without his parents loving him. He don't know how jungkook even handle this.

Taehyung hugged him so tight and cry in his shoulder. He has no words. He know his words won't give jungkook those nights back when he needed a parent figure. He can't give back all his childhood that went him crying and the need of love. He can't give him a love of a parent.

Even after all these years of his family hating him, jungkook still is waiting for their love, he still wait for his father to call him 'my son' and proudly announce it to everyone. He still wait for his mother to give him goodnight kiss and made food for him to take care of him when he became sick. He wait for his mother to hug him to call him pet names that mother call their child. He wants to feel the motherly love. He wants to feel the protection of a father figure. He want to experience that how it feel to have a sibling with you. To share secrets to each other.

He cried so hard because he know he can't and will never experience it he know his father won't be proud at him, he knows his mother will never love him. He knows his sister would never accept him.He want to feel that but he would never. They will never accept him. He's a mistake and will forever be a mistake in their eyes.

Taehyung calmed down and broke the hug to look at jungkook who was again having a broken look on his face that he saw the first day they met. He again became that jungkook. He can't keep his promise to keep jungkook save from this, he's hurt. Jungkook is again hurt. He can't save his bunny.

"How can you say that huh, how?. Do you even know who you are to me, how important you are to me and no my love is not a pity. Don't give my precious feelings this name, they are real, they are my feeling for you, they are love, you are my love." Taehyung said wiped jungkook tears that were still coming from his eyes.

"You are a great son, a great husband and a great person. You are so so strong jungkook, you went through so much but still you are standing, not everyone can be this tolerable, you deserve everthing. You deserve me, my love, my care, my attention you deserve more than that bun." Taehyung kissed jungkook forehead and smile.

"You are not cursed baby you are a blessing, a blessing to me and everyone. You are my precious bunny, my husband, my love, my everything. You are a person that everyone wants, i am so lucky to have you, so blessed to have you as mine." Taehyung kissed his both cheeks.

"Now tell me how can i leave a person like you huh, my bunny" taehyung smile and wipe the tears that leave jungkook eyes but this time he was smiling and shedding tears of relief and happiness.

"Don't believe those words that coming out of that person's mouth who never want to see you happy. Don't take his words to your heart because that's what he want, he want you to feel insecure, he's playing with you. Don't let him win. Come out of those insecure thoughts, don't doubt our love. This is beautiful for both of us, don't let him come between us." Jungkook just listen to taehyung deep voice that take away all his insecurities and fear of losing him.

How can he even think that the person that looking at him with so much love, that show him what happiness is, how it's feels to love, he became his peace. how he doubt his baby. His husband.

"I am sorry for thinking like this, i just couldn't control the thoughts. It's my responsibility to comfort you but here i am always needing your words to confirm my insecurities, it's such a embrassement." Jungkook said in a small voice looking down feeling ashamed of himself.

"Who told you only dom do the comforting things. They also needs comforts, love and hugs. Afterall they are also human and it's equal don't be ashamed of something that don't even have a reason too. Ofcourse when i want you also gonna comfort me, saying loving words and all"

They both smile at each other and jungkook kissed taehyung forehead, then his cheeks and his lips softly he kissed, showing his gratefulness and happiness through it.

"You don't know how much you mean to me. I don't know how to show my love to you but just know you are my breath, my reason for a living and the beat of my heart. Without you i am nothing, i will do anything to make you the happiest person and show you as much love as i can just like you do. I am so grateful to have you taehyung, my baby you mean the world to me and I love you so much, my love" jungkook whispered, caressing his cheeks.

Taehyung smile so lovingly hearing the beautiful words, jungkook don't say words like these but his eyes tell everything, right now hearing the words his love for this man became more, he respect him so much.

"I love you too. Promise me you won't think like this again, and if you have any thoughts like this always share with me, don't hide it from me yeah" jungkook nods and promised.

They hug each other again as tightly as possible, wanted to cheerish the moment and each other warmth. Being sorrounded by love and positivity.

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Boring chapter i know *sigh*

Hope you have a good day. Purple you💜💜

~bunnies~