Months passed and poor leo never woke, his brother stayed by his side watching over him like a guardian angle,

He watched as one of his other brothers or friends came in to give food to Raphael or water but Raphael wouldn't touch it until his senses took over, but then he felt sick and sat back down watching leo,

It annoyed Raph when his friend, April O'Neil came in to give Raph food how she just stood there staring at Leo's limp body which was 90% naked, she just stood there lost in thought, Raph wanted to tell her to Mess off!

But April was doing a lot for them already, and it would be rude, but Leo was his, and Raph didn't want to share, when his anger took over and clouded his mind, he told her to "Get. Out." and she would apologize and leave.

Then Raphs younger brother, Donatello, would come in defending his crush, then after he left Raphael's friend, Casey Jones, came in and did the same.

Raph didn't care. he had his reasons and he wasn't sharing..

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Raph's P.O.V.

I kneeled down next to my brother and put my arms crossed on the rim of the tub and sighed staring at his limp body,

It was hard to blink back the tears that fought there ways to my eyes, but no one was in here, but Leo, so I let them flow,

I stared with single tears, witch soon became a waterfall of sobs,

When I began to relax I heard leo moan in pain, naturally my eyes trailed up looking at his face, I saw him wince at his own movement making me feel sorry for him,

I whipped my eyes and I moved my hand to brush his cheek very softly,

Just then the bathroom door opened as Donnie came in with food, I looked up at him to see his shocked expression which made me scowl,

"What!?" I snapped making him jump slightly, "O-oh I- just wanted to give you some food and advice" he replied setting the tray down as he sat on the floor quietly,

"Raph... I know you are worried and we are two but you need to rest, so when leo does wake up your strong enough for the both of you, and you need sleep for that.." he said putting a hand on my shoulder,

"I don't care I need to be here no matter what.." I said in a low voice, I almost wanted to be the hero, I wanted to be the first one leo would see when he awoke, I wanted to be his hero for once, not that captain Ryan dude, me the one and only Raphael,

"Raph how about we take a mattress and make a bed for you, in here?" he suggest with a kind smile only Donnie could pull of,

"I don't know...I.. I just wanted to be awake, for him.." I said as my voice started to crack

Come on Raph don't cry! Hold yourself together! I mentally told my self, "Fine, Only if I sleep in here."

Donnie's smile could lighten up New York , New York. god I missed New York..

"Okay I'll get Mikey to help me okay?" he said as he got up and walked out of the room,

Okay..

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Leo's POV

It's dark everywhere, I hurt everywhere I hear voices I cant respond to..

I heard..Raph's voice..oh god I missed him..

I have been in the dark forever now it felt like

Hell

I missed everyone..

I've been trying to wake up but I've been in so much pain

I just cant,

I missed my lover..my best friend..

my brother..

I miss my mate..

I miss him so much...

"Raphie? Save me.."

I say in my head even tho no one will respond..