does

I twirl the ends of Raph's mask in my fingers.

I feel something inside me and it sends pain. Its much painful than what I expected. My toes curl up and I have to bite my tongue from making any unnecessary noises. Oh God. Its happening.

On the other hand, Raph seems to be in total control. His muscles are tensed as he moves slowly. His jaw is clenched and I try to say something to him, but I'm afraid if I speak, I will cry.

"You okay baby?" He asks.

Shit. The nickname sounds so much better coming from his lips.

"Mmm," is all I manage to say.

I can tell he's going slow mostly for my sake. I am grateful for that, knowing how much he's been waiting for this moment. He bends down and kisses my face. My forehead, nose, cheeks and the corners of my lips. I try my best to kiss him back. His breath is hot and he leaves a few marks on my neck.

After a while, the pain subsides and the excitement kicks in. I clutch on the bed sheets and let out small moans.

"F-Faster," I groan. I arch my back and push myself closer to him. Raph holds himself up by grabbing my knees.

"You sure?" He replies.

"Mm hmm," I nod. My eyes are tightly shut and I bite my tongue harder.

Raph obeys and moves faster. This causes himself to moan too and we both end up shushing each other for being too loud. I laugh quietly when he complains that he can't be loud.

"We c-can get caught," I whine.

"Let us then," he replies and smiles at me.

"R-Raph this feels so weird," I admit. "And yet so fucking amazing."

"Oh God," he moans and rolls his head back.

This time its Raph who is speechless. His mouth falls open as he lets out a deep groan. Pressure suddenly builds inside me and I begin to breath fast.

"L-Leo I love you," Raph breathes out.

"I love you more," I hiss with shaky breaths.

Time slows and stops, speeds and stops as he continues to move. It isn't long until he collapses on top of me. The presure inside me is finally let out and I hug his sweaty body. The degree of pleasure is incredible.

We both remain silent, the only sound being our heavy breathing. I kiss his head and close my eyes for a bit.

"That was amazing," Raph whispers with staggered breaths.

"Not bad," I reply. "Not bad."

He snuggles his sweaty face in the crook of my neck and I pat his shell. I know that from this point on, we have done something that advances our relationship in a deeper level.

It doesn't matter if its right or wrong anymore. All that matters is that we are really happy. I know for a fact that this is a very special moment that not even Master Splinter can take away.