"Hey Beks!"Alex says as we meet eyes in the cafe. He runs towards me and tried to give me a kiss,but I stop it,I pull my head back and turn my head. "What's wrong?" Alex asks. "We need to talk"I say as I grab Alexs' hand and we step into a corner. "What's up?"Alex asks. "Uh- there's no easy way to say this but-". I close my eyes and take a deep breathe,I could feel my heart beating faster and faster. "We need to break up" I say. "What?"Alex asks in disbelief. "I don't get it,did I do something wrong? Because I can fix it"Alex says.

A tear left my eye as I see the pain in his. I know how bad it sucks to feel like everything is your fault when it's not. "It's not you Alex.You're perfect"I say as I take a big sniff. "Then what's up? Because just yesterday we were talking about our relationship and now you want to break up"Alex says. " I just have a lot going on"I cover up. "Why don't I believe you ?"Alex says leaded by a scoff. "Alex I'm serious. And besides ,I -I have feelings for someone else, I know I should've told you last night,but I couldn't"I say in hopes that he ends the conversation.

"Hey"Alex says cupping my cheeks with his hands. "Is Ethan a part of this?"Alex says.

God,he's so smart.

"No,I actually love Ethan ,and I guess it took me being with someone else to realize it"I lie. Alex just laughs, "Is this all a joke or something?"Alex asks. "No Alex it's real. I'm done with you and getting back with Ethan. I'm sorry but we're done" I say then shoving Alex and leaving.

That was probably one of the hardest things I've had to do. Alex is the kindest person I know, and his respect towards me is so unrestricted and I love that about him,I love everything about him,but I don't want to put Ethan's life in danger by dating Alex,his life is in my hands,literally...