I knock on Ethan's room door,waiting for it to crack open.

Ethan opens it and looks like he's seeing me for the first time. "Make this quick"I say as I walk past him and into his room. "Where are you coming from?"Ethan asked. "Just got done hanging out with Alex".

As I walk into his "living room" space ,I see cocaine lined up along with a beer bottle on his mini table and pause. "E"I say with a devastating tone in my voice. "What is all this"I ask. Ethan shuts the door and turns to me. "It's nothing"he answers. "Seriously? You have a line of coke and you're telling me it's nothing? Since when have you even snorted?" I sassed.

"Sit down"Ethan demanded. I didn't want to fight with him so I did as he said. I sat down,with the table of drugs in front of me. Ethan takes a seat next to me. "Want some?"he asked with a scoff. "What?" I retorted. Ethan cuts up and rearranges the line before snorting. Ethan bends down with the paper straw against his nose. "Ethan no!"I say pulling him back,he accidentally elbows me and I lost grip of him. Ethan takes one 'good' snort and rubs his finger against his nose. "What is wrong with you? You're going to get yourself killed!"I yelled. "Calm down,this is nothing"Ethan says with a laugh.

"This isn't funny E,I'm worried about you"I say. "Now you're worried?"Ethan says.

I cup my hand and scoop the cocaine in my hand. "Hey give me that!"Ethan demands. I run to his bathroom and throw the cocaine in the toilet. "What the hell Rebeka!" Ethan says with anger.

"Look at me E"I say,although he doesn't,he just stares at his toilet as if he just lost his life. "E look at me!"I say cupping his cheeks. "This is not worth ruining your life for"I advised. "You were my life Beka,but you left"he says. I let go of Ethan and give him a confused look.

"Rebeka ,please come back"Ethan begs. "I'm with Alex,I can't"I say. Ethan walks out to his living room and pulls out a bag of cocaine. "I'll kill myself if you don't come back ,Beka you're my world"Ethan says. "Don't do this to me E"I beg.

I can't believe he just pulled the suicide card. "Break up with Alex,come back to me"Ethan says. "You won't kill your self"I say. "Try me Beks"Ethan says.