I open my eyes and squint,I felt the sun beaming through the window. I look around the room and noticed that I wasn't in my dorm. I gasp and sit up on Ethan's bed.

I place my hands on my forehead and fall back onto his bed. "What did I do?"I say under my breathe.

I spot Ethan walk out of his bathroom with a towel wrapped around his waist. He makes his way to his dresser,searching for clothes. I just layed there,biting my lips and admiring his muscular body. Ethan turns around and catches me.

"Good morning" he says running his fingers through his wet hair. "Hey"I say giving him a smile. "I'll take you back to your dorm once I'm done getting dressed"Ethan informs. "Cool,sounds good"I respond. "You were a great dessert after Olive Garden by the way"Ethan says then walking back into his bathroom.

What did he just say? I couldn't help but chuckle and cover my face in embarrassment.

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"Sooooo? How was last night?"Jessie says with excitement in her voice once she caught me entering our room. I let out a sigh before speaking, "it was great" I say shrugging my shoulders. "Oh my gosh,you so did it!" Jessie says giving me a huge smile. "Maybe"I say shrugging my shoulder once more. "You totally did!"Jessie says jumping up and down as if she were the one that "did it". We hear a knock at the door but before Jessie could open it I say, "he went down on me". "Beka that's even better! You didn't have to do anything"Jessie says.

Jessie opens the door,and Alex was outside of it. "Hey "Jessie says. "What's up"Alex says then entering our room. "What was the yelling about? Were you murdering Rebeka?"Alex jokes ,making his way into Jessie's fridge. "No,not yet atleast"Jessie jokes. "Remind me to sleep with one eye open" I add.

"Well what then?"Alex asked once more taking a gulp of water. "Beka got some last night"Jessie says with a wink. I see Alex slowly release the water bottle away from his mouth. "Why the sad look?" Jessie asks as she turns towards Alex. Alex stares at me,I nod my head in hopes that he wasn't going to tell Jessie about him and I. After a few seconds of silence Alex opened his mouth. "Nothing,just never imagined Beka getting anything"Alex jokes as Jessie and I laugh along. "I gotta go" Alex says walking out of our room.

"Hey I'll be right back" I inform Jessie as I rush out of our dorm.

"Alex,wait" I say catching up to Alex. Dang,guys walk fast!

"Thanks for what you did back there seriously" I say. "Yeah it's whatever"Alex says before turning around and continuing to walk away from me. I place my hand on his shoulder and spin him towards me. "Hey wait,you're not mad at me are you?" I ask. "Let's see, you had sex with a guy a week after you had sex with me.No,not mad at all"Alex sassed. I scoffed in response, "Excuse me? You said you and I meant nothing".

"No,I said our drunk sex meant nothing"Alex corrected. "Okay well either w-"before I could finish what I was saying Alex spoke over me. "It's whatever Rebeka,just let it go"Alex remarked. "No,it's not nothing,you're getting an attitude with me because I wanted to go and have fun"I sassed. "Well maybe it's because you went and opened your legs for someone else less than a week later. Maybe it's because I actually liked you but was to afraid to tell you. Maybe it's because I didn't want to see the girl I liked be made a fool of by some other dude!"Alex yelled.

I jumped at Alexs' last sentence,he's never yelled at me before,my eyes began to sting by the tears that were trying to make their way out. "Alex,you're not my dad,I can give it to whoever I want,And if you liked me you should've said something instead of telling me that night meant nothing!"I yell back. "I know I'm not your dad because he's dead!"Alex says.

It got quiet, and awkward,eventually the tears came,one after another. "Are you kidding me!?" I respond shoving Alex. "Don't talk to me ever again Alex"I say turning around and going back into my room.