My name's Rebeka Emilia Ronald im a 19 year old Sophomore student at Hillsborough college in Cincinnati Ohio,ready to take on the world,well- that is in hopes that everyone forgot about my little incident Freshman year of course.

I just moved into my own dorm and I don't know what to expect. I've spent the last two years driving back and forth from home- to the college campus ,i thought it'd be a good idea to be independent and stop relying on my mom for everything. A part from relying on my mom,the hardest thing about moving into a dorm is that I can't stand to leave my fourteen year old sister Aby behind,for so long i've been there for Aby,when mom had to work long shifts,when I convinced mom to buy Aby a puppy;Clifford. I was there to tuck her into bed,help make her lunch,drive her to school and even when our dad,Erick,passed away.He passed when I was eleven,Aby was six.

My mother's name is Susan,she's been fine with raising Aby and I since my dad passed, but I can't say it hasn't been a hassle. My mom was diagnosed with depression two months after my father died, I basically tried my best to help her out of that state of mind, I sometimes- at eleven years old,would miss school just to take care of my mom,because I didn't want her hurting herself. Now,I wasn't a dumb kid,I knew exactly what was going on,I mean what do you do when your best friend of twenty years die? My mom now has better control of her emotions and my fathers death doesn't effect her as much anymore,she's actually dating someone new,I kind of like him.

My dad passed away in a motorcycle accident,he was driving in the freeway and he smashed into a big white truck. He taught me how to ride one ya'know,a motorcycle.I was a daddies girl growing up but once he passed away I had to learn to be a mommy's girl,if that makes sense. My father and I had such an awesome relationship,practically my second half,we did everything together,he helped me through so much.

I want him back,I need him back,what saddened me most about his death was knowing He'd never be there for my prom pictures,to see me graduate,to see me go to college , to walk me down the aisle once I get married,although he's gone,my dad has and always will be a part of me.

My sister Aby is a mess. Not as in-an emotional mess,but she has so much sass up her sleeve. She's a freshman in Highschool and I couldn't be any prouder. Aby used to act out and used my dad's death as an excuse for everything. She's not even a virgin,that's how bad she was,but she's better now,my mom found out about it and sent her to therapy. She told me before my mom found out and keeping it a secret from my mom was the hardest thing ever.

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