K'yonii Marie Taylor

"Everybody wanna get mad at me for wantin' to hang off the ceiling but when the fan do it, it's not a problem." I heard somebody say

"I won't be mad I'll record it for you." another voice said. Aw nah baby she don't like you she wanna see you die

"Bye Mrs. Lacey." I mumbled "Girl you have in class suspension" she said "I know but its kind of boring now." I said then walked out

"So I'm sitting there. Barbecue sauce on my tities." I heard "Yo what the fuck." I chuckled walking out of the school yard

"BRO WHAT THE FUCK ARE YOU LOOKING AT?" I heard. My school on x games mode today. Mind yo business.

"Nothin' yo lace liftin' but that's it nothin' really to look at." the boy said and my eyes widened "Boy fuck you with yo little ass dick." she said then I heard a smack

"I know 2 milimeter defeater huh? Remember?" he chuckled. Oop. What the fuck Messiah bought me to school where the fuck was I going? Oh. I thought to myself walking back inside the school

"I wonder if he'll let me take his car." I said walking through the B-wing to the C-wing "Oou KJ I'm 'bout to beat yo ass." I said seeing KJ swinging a hall pass

"Nah I'ma beat yo ass Ms. Funsized." he said "Boy kiss my whole ass. I hope yo girlfriend get pregnant." I mugged

"Don't be wishing that shit on me. The hell wrong with you." he mugged me back and I bussed out laughin'

"Is there practice today?" I asked him and he shook his head walking weirdly. "Mmk bye bitch." I said punching him in the stomach then ran out of the building.

"Oh shit I gotta go to Claudine class. She gone try to send me to the office." I sighed walking down to her class

What if I was a school shooter and she just left the door open. She the first one thats gettin' popped. I thought to myself before opening the door getting stares from everyone but Messiah. How I like 'em, mindin' they business.

"You're not supposed to be in here." Ms. Claudine snarled "I didn't even come for you sweets I'm about to leave right after this." I told her and walked over to Messiah

"Siahhhh." I dragged tapping him shoulder and he looked up at me taking out one of his airpods smiling at me.

"Hi." he said pulling me down in his lap "Can I have your car keys?" I asked "What type o- okay Felicia." he chuckled

"Please cause I don't wanna stay in that library all day." I told him grabbing his phone "Hmm." he hummed handing me the keys.

"Why you delete my games?" I frowned "I didn't I put them in a folder." he mumbled and I swiped until I found a folder that said 'Yonii's Games💙'

"Okay bye thank you mwah." I said getting up "You ca' use my phone. You got better games I got better music." I told him taking the keys giving and giving him my phone

"Don't drive my car you don't know how to drive." he said "Boy you don't know how to drive. Drivin' like you don't care about life." I flipped him off

"Mhm. Give me a kiss." he smiled "Bestie vibes only bestie vibes only bestie vibes onlyyyy vibesy bestie." I said walking to the door

"Wait." he said and I turned around facing him. He blew a kiss and I caught it putting it on my cheek and he bussed out laughing.

I walked out the class and seen a girl crying and I looked away with my face puffed up so I wouldn't laugh.

"Excuse me?" she called out "If I turn around I'ma laugh and you look like you goin' through somethin." I continued to walk

"My mom just died." she sniffled and I closed my eyes turning "Um. Do you want me to bring her back alive?" I asked like a dumbass

"Wait. I ain' mean ta say that. How old are you?" I asked her opening my eyes

"16"

"You smoke?" I questioned and she shook her head "You wanna smoke? It's a stress reliever swear to God." I pursued

"Girl my mama will kill me." she said and I almost laughed "She already dead." I shrugged "But you don't have to." I quickly added

"Mmm. Okay." she gave in getting up "I'm not good with emotions so don't cry around me." I told her and she nodded wiping her face then did a peace sign sticking her tongue out

"What's your name?" she asked me "Classified information what about you?" I asked "Gir- unidentified the fuck." she said and I shrugged

"That's wassup."

"Why do you talk so low?"

"Why you talk so much?"

"How I know if I'm high?"

"You wanna be high?"

"Yes. I want to get away from everyth-"

"Ight coo I thought you just wanted a puff but you gotta go back to class and I'm finna leave as soon as my homebo- boyfriend come out." I said since 3rd period was about to end

"You have a boyfriend?"

"Uh yea?" I answered scratching my head "I don't know it's weird."

"I thought you would be gay."

"Cause I dress like a nigga and smoke?"

"Basically."

"And thats exactly why yo mama dead." I said and her mouth fell "Waittt I was just kidding don't cry." I said trying not to laugh

"If it makes you feel better my mama dead too." I shrugged "How she die?"

"Shit I don't know I was at school I know she was sick though." I said not really wanting to talk about it. Not even sure why I brought it up.

"But enough of the sad shit. You wanna get high right? So I got a edible its not gone kick in right away but I'ma give you like half though cause these bitches be strong." I said getting one out of Messiah's glove department.

"Can I ask you something?"

"You already did. No more questions." I smiled sarcastically

"When you're mom died how did you feel?" she asked anyway

"Listen I don't really like talkin' about that I was just tellin' you to make you feel better, but honestly I felt numb." I shrugged splitting the edible

"You bite it first I don't know if you tryna spike me or not." she said

"We not even in my car if I wanted to kill you it would be in my car." I said seriously while biting into the cookie

"Do you have siblings?" she asked me "I don't like small talk." I said bluntly

"Okay well make it big talk." she blinked at me

"Yes a brother and a sister." I huffed

"They go here?"

"YeP." I answered popping the P

"What grade are they in?"

"We're triplets. I'm the oldest by 7 and 10 minutes. My birthday is December 31st theirs is January 1st. We're senoirs. There. No more questions my friend is coming bye." I said boredly

"I thought you said boyfriend?"

"He is it just feels weird saying it." I shrugged

"How'd you guys meet?"

"Hell." I said reaching over to open the door while Messiah looked at me weird through the front window.

"Is she really your girlfriend?" she asked Messiah and he nodded slowly "See now get out and go be a scholar." I said pushing her out and she fell

"Oops." I shrugged and she flipped me off "Anytime." I smiled closing the door

"Who was that?"

"Bro I don't know her mom just died but in all reality she talk wayyy too much." I sighed

"Didn't I tell yo stupid short ass don't drive my car?" he said adjusting the seat.

"Boy you better kiss my ass you knew I was finna drive this bitch." I mugged "Sweetie listen I would love to kiss your ass. Loveee it trust me. But yo booty stink so..." he trailed off starting the car

"Boy don't do me." I chuckled waving him off

"Bro you do not have to come in the bathroom with me everyday." I told Messiah. "Yes I do." he said turned the opposite way

"Did you pull yo pants down yet?"

"Uhm no my button not comin' off."

"How the fuck-" he turned around looking at me like I was dumb "What? It ain't shit."

"Come here bruh." he sighed shaking his head

I walked over to him and he pulled me by my pants loop unbuttoning my pants without a struggle.

"Mane how the fuck you do that?" I said with my hand on my hips as he turned around and shook his head

"Thats why you needa stop smokin' bozo."

"Fuck you."

"I'd like that." he turned around facing me

"I gotta take a shit." I laughed and he walked out making me laugh harder

Stupid bitch I don't have to take a shit. "Aye you lil motherfucka I heard that! That's why yo feet danglin'. Fuckin' midget" he said

"Yea don't worry 'bout me." I mumbled wiping myself. "Why you mumblin' shit?" he questioned with his eyes closed

"Aye bro?" I called out washing my hands and he opened his eyes "What?"

"You ever wonde-" "No cause you finna say somethin' stupid." he cut me off "Oh my God I'm breaking up with you." I sighed

"Girl don't get hurt."

"The homie domestic violence foo' chill." I said in an accent

"Aye why do kangaroos hop?" he asked me "But I'm finna say some dumb shit? Shut the fuck up." I waved him off

"I'ma hurt you bro."

"Yea but you not gone get away with it." I shrugged

"Come here."

"I'm coo'. You straight? I'm straight." I shrugged walking out my room "Dad look what Messiah did kick him out." I said pointing at my neck

"Oh no! He's a bad man. You better not mess with him." he gasped then blinked at me

"Are you gay?" K'yonn asked me walking out of my dads closet with a bag. "You need to be askin' yo self that walkin' out of closets and shit." I mumbled

"Bitch." he said and ny dad jerked his head back and glared at him "Corvette Corvette. Chill out dude." he added before walking out

I followed behind getting a pocket knife then put it into his back and he stopped walking not even turning around

"How much you want?" he sighed digging in his pocket "What ever you got in yo pocket." I said and he groaned pulling out three dubs.

"MESSIAH STOP GIVING HER KNIVES FUCK!" KJ yelled "MESSIAH I'MA BEAT YO ASS!" my dad yelled "Chill out." Messiah said with a small laugh as I walked in my room

My dad walked in after with a rob and bonnet on while holding a belt in his hand "What I say about givin' her knives?" he asked Messiah

"What was my reaction?" Messiah asked with his head tilted

"Stupid ass kid. Can't stand y'all." he bucked walking out "So sit down." me and Messiah said in unison.

"Italy are you gay?" I asked Messiah "Bro my name is Messiah. And no I'm not." he said and I tilted my head to the side

"Well how do you know?" I asked sitting down "Cause I don't see myself having sexual interourse with another man." he shrugged

"Do you find some male attractive?"

"Yea. Well nice-looking."

"So then how are you not gay?"

"Just because I find a male "good looking" does not mean I'm gay. I can simply compliment someone of any gender and not be attracted to them romantically."

"So then how do you know that you're attracted to fees?"

"Because I romanticize about about women and can see myself having sexual intercourse with a female. Plus I have experience."

"So if you had experience with a male you'd consider yourself gay?"

"I mean I would have to be gay if I've had the experience right?"

"No you could be experiencing."

"K'yonii you're not going to win this discussion. I haven't thought to experience intercourse with a male."

"So it's never crossed your mind?"

"No I only fantasize about you. Well you do kind of look like a man." he shrugged

"So you also fantasize about KJ right?" I tilted my head to the side "Bye you won." he said and I bussed out laughing

"You likey my brother?" I teased "No I-" "It's okay your secret is safe with me." I cut him off patting my pocket

"Sto-" "Shhhh it's okay." I cut him off and he huffed "I'm just playin' no need to get your panties in a bunch munchkin." I said pinching his cheeks and he swatted my hands away

"I feel like a vampire let me see yo neck." Messiah said wrapping his hand around my neck pulling me on top of him

"And I feel like a gold power ranger you better let me go." I said and he bussed out laughing pushing me off of him

"You like girls huh?" he asks squinting his eyes at me and I squinted mine back "Yep. I love me a big booty bitch." I lied

"But how would you know?" he asked mocking me

"Me and the girl down the street used to bump coochies." I lied again

"For real?"

"No bro." I chuckled while yawning and stretching "Come here." he demanded and I jerked my head back "Please?"

I nodded and walked over to him and he pulled me closer to him "Some days I wanna slap you. Then choke you. And throw you against the wall. Then fuck you...Because I'm toxic." he said

"Oh-"

"And somedays I wanna kiss on you and rub yo feet and ask you how yo day was. And if we get married and you be like 'I'm tired of you Siah I'm leavin' you know what I'ma say?" he asked me and I was dying laughing at this point

"Ask me what I'ma say." he chuckled "What you gone say?" I asked "Where we goin'?" he said and I wheezed

"Bro." I said trying to catch my breath "Move cause your an aggressive ass laugher and it wasn't even that funny." he chuckled holding my wrist

"Okay okay I'm done." I said then bussed out laughing again. "Bye bruh." he said "Where we goin'?" I asked and he bussed out laughin'

"YONII AUNTIE KASIA HERE!" KJ yelled and I jogged down the stairs still laughing. Oh shit I can't breathe.

"Girl shut up dang." Messiah snickered walking back in my room. I wiped my eyes and controlled my laughter walking to Kasia.

"Why you look like that?" she asked "Like what?" I mugged "Nevermind you look the same as you always fo now. Mean." she sighed

"We gotta go in yo room though cause yo dad said he finna have company. And they don't need to know all yo business. Cause that's yo business." she said and I nodded

"Ain't nobody worried about her bald headed ass business." my dad said "Shut yo fat ass up." I mugged "She not talkin' to me." he scoffed

"Yes I am." I scoffed walking back to the stairs "KJ you just made me come down here for no reason." I said and he shrugged

Boy I will beat yo ass.

"My- why is the word boyfriend so cringey dawg?" I asked her and she shrugged "Anyways Messiah is in here." I said and she pursed her lips

"You want him to be here?" she asked as I opened the door "He might not leave." I shrugged "You gotta leave." I told him

"No I don't." he said not even lookin' at me

"See." I shrugged "Oh you abou- I'll leave." he hopped up "Where we goin?" I asked and he shook his head laughing.

"Mmk you takin' yo medicine?" she asked

"Yea. Can I ask you questions?"

"No cause you be talkin' about bullshit." she said bluntly

"No people just ask the same questions and I ask things people don't think about. And then have a debate about it. You wanna know why you ask the same questions?"

"Why?"

"Because you think those are the questions that help you know a person better. In my opinion small talk is a better way of knowing people." I shrugged

"Elaborate."

"Small talk is like talking about things that isn't really important or relevant at the moment. But when you're asking 'small talk questions' you can base someone off of their answers."

"I'm not following."

"Okay. So what do you think of the whether right now?" I asked her "Well it's cold I don't like the cold so shit." she shrugged

"So you like cooling- refreshing air?" I asked and she nodded. "You'd rather spring or summer?" I asked and she looked like she was thinking about it

"Spring."

"You like the color green or yellow?"

"Yellow."

"So here's what I know about you. You're obviously not the only child, you have a significant other. You don't like confrontation and you have a very calming joyful spirit, but you find people who don't like to accept the truth annoying. And you're favorite color has recently became orange. Am I right?" I asked and she looked at me in shock

"How the fuck?-"

"All of what I just said was bullshit. I just wanted to kill time cause I know you won't stay longer than what you're paid."

"Nah but how the fuck you know all that?" she asked and I shrugged "Niggas be sayin' shit, niggas be faded." I said

"That's crazy as fuck. Like that's actually scary." she said shaking her head

"Okay I have questions for you today and then you ask me two questions at the end." she said and I nodded "Wait how many questions?"

"Seven"

"Can it be like 6 or 8? It's going to bother me if it's an uneven number." I said and she nodded

"Within the past couple of months have you had suicidal thoughts?" she asked and I shook my head

"Have you ever thought about self harm?" she asked

"That's basically suicidal thoughts" I said squinting at her "Yea but this is like cutting yourself and shit." she said

"Oh no."

"Have you thought about harming someone else?"

"I don't want to answer that question."

"Is it easier for you to make friends now?"

"I can make friends I just choose not to have more people in my life."

"Where do you see yourself 10 years from now?"

"Dead."

"Oh- Do you think you've made progress since I've been helping you?"

"Do you think I made progress?" I asked her

"I do. You didn't talk muc- well you still don't talk much but its bettter than before." she shrugged and I nodded

"If you saw someone do something wrong what would you do?"

"Mind my business."

"Okay last question. It's not written down since you want me to ask 8 questions like a weirdo. So remember when I asked you can you see yourself forming a relationship?"

"Mhm."

"So Messiah's your boyfriend right?" and I made a kind of sorta gesture. "We just date. No title." I said

"Okay was it hard for you to form a relationship?"

"No because he won't go away. Like I'm not even joking. I enjoy his company though because he's quiet but he's clingly. I've gotten use to it." I voice with a shrug

"Oou I can tell you why you're not affectionate- or are you with them hickies on yo neck. Everytime I see you, you got hickies. You think you grown?"

"No Messiah always puttin' them on me to make me irritated." I mugged rubbing my neck "Righttt so you do nothing?" she said not believing me

"No I don't actually. I don't even know how to kiss hell I look like tryna put a hickey on somebody." I scrunched my face up

"You don't know how to kiss?" she asked with her eyes widened "Shitt you better than me when I was yo age I use to- almost got ahead of myself." she cut herself off

"Alright ask me the two questions."

"It's mandatory?"

"Yep."

"Uhhh. Do you read books?"

"No. I don't like reading."

"But if you had to?"

"If I had to then I would read them duh." she answered "There my two questions are up bye." I said and she cut her eyes at me