You woke up in the middle of the night.

The room was dark, but there was a little candle in the table in front of you that let you observe your surroundings.

You were in the living room, and you had fallen asleep on Taehyung's couch. In his embrace. You moved your head from his chest, and took a look at him. He seemed to be asleep.

You were so close to heart attack. Even in the dark, you could see his characteristics too clearly. He was the person confusing your heart and mind, but offering you peace at the same time, making you forget all of your problems.

You tried to pull yourself away slowly. You weren't sure of where you'd go. You could either leave the house or sleep in another room, but definately not on him.

However, as soon as you stood up, a hand grabbed yours and you landed in his arms again. He hugged you tightly so that you wouldn't leave.

"Taehyung..."

"Where do you think you're going?" he asks in sleepy-suspicious voice that made you melt.

"Uh... Bathroom"

"Liar"

He suddenly pinned you to you couch making you unable to move even if you tried. But he didn't hurt you. His body was on yours, pressuring you down, while he was looking into your eyes in a caring way.

"My mother might die, my brother is so hurt, I can't be in peace with my job, and out of all the years I've lived it's now that I have romance problems... Why can't everything be fine? I can't remember when it was the last time I was fine... I can't remember, Taehyung... " he said and you were listening to him speechless "That's what you told me when you were drunk, Y/N. "

Shit. I said too much.

"So what?" you tried to act cool and he smirked at that.

"How about you actually talk about these things?" he said and you were trying hard to think of answers that would let you slip away from his interrogation.

"I talk with Yiren"

"Then how about you talk with me about these?"

"Why, Taehyung? What's our relationship? Who are you to me, and who am I to you?"

Part of him seemed to enjoy this. Part of him was irritated. Exactly like every time you were going against him.

He leaned in, bringing his face so close to yours you actually forgot how to breathe.

"Talking back like that, makes me really willing to confuse our relationship even more... " he said in low voice, his lips so close to yours.

Only then you realized there was only one thought in your head.

Kiss me dammit.