you know i am not happy.

i can see it in your eyes,

when you try to smile away the pain,

to pretend that we're happy.

I never notice before,

that what we had was premature.

until i went through this change,

you know, metamorphosis.

i know you noticed,

and i'm sorry i'm the one causing you so much pain.

"will you stay by my side?"

i love you, but i can't.

"will you stop time? if this moment passes?"

even if i could, i wouldn't.

i can not promise you any hopeful thoughts.

please, you must let go of my hand.

you see, now i am a butterfly.

i was born again,

to be free.

its untrue for you to think you won't ever be

happy again.

my love for you isn't gone.

if you let me go,

i'll be above, watching over you.

untrue, untrue.

you'll love again very soon.