Lily

I hate that I always forgive people too quickly. It's one of the things I hate about myself. My mom calls my naive for this, she always says "If they hurt you once, they will do it". This is the only advice I got from her. She never was one of those who moms considered their daughters as best friends. She only talked to me when she needed. My dad isn't any better, actually he is worse. I don't think he even remembers my name. Okay that's not true, but he acts like it.

"Can I come in?" a voice said from the other side of the door. Fey.

"Yeah." I said. After what happened yesterday with Heron, I had gotten home and locked myself in my room. They probably saw how my face looked and they must have guessed it, because they would leave the food outside of my door and would only knock as announcement that the food is there. I didn't talk to any of them, so they must be worried.

"How are you feeling?" she said and sat on my bed.

"I–" before I could start, Liz came in. Unlike Fey she didn't ask she just invited herself in.

"You two can't have this conversation without me. I need to know too." she said sitting next to Fey. "So..."

"I'm okay, it's no big deal." I don't know who I was lying, them or myself.

"Lily if you want our advice, you have to tell us what happened." Fey said, Liz nodded agreeing with her.

"I don't know how to explain it myself. It happened so fast like, we were doing so great and the next second... Boom. We were arguing."

"It's normal for mates to argue." Liz said shrugging.

"Yeah it is." It really is. "But this time it wasn't like... you know that kind of arguing that lasts for ten minutes and then you are back again to talking. This time it was like serious arguing."

"I think you've got it all wrong Li." Fey said. Of she doesn't know how wrong she is.

"Look guys don't judge until you know the whole story."

"Than tell us!" they both said in unison. So I told them everything. From what happened to the pack house, how I went to Cruellas house, the club, the rouges, the threat, what happened yesterday. Literally everything. When I finished they were starting at me like they have seen an alien.

"You were attacked?!"

"You danced with alpha Milton?!" they both said at the same time. Like always, Liz unlike Fey focused on the dancing with the most dangerous alpha part.

"Why didn't you tell us about this earlier?" Fey asked.

"You guys were having you own problems and I'd be a bitch if I told you about mines." I said.

"You are a bitch." Well thanks Liz "If you once don't tell us important shits like this, I'll... I actually don't know what I will do because I love you bitch. Now let's have one of a hell group hug." She said and hugged both me and Fey. This why I love her. She can turn the saddest person into "I'm so happy, I'll reach the moon." as she

say

"Guys I have something else too tell you," I said pulling back.

"Just don't tell me you're pregnant," Liz said.

"Seriously Liz can you stop with the pregnancy questions. I told you once, no I'm not."

"You told me that yesterday day everything can happen for a day."

"Okay forget it." said Fey "What did you want to tell us Li."

"Umm well..." how am I supposed to tell them. They stared at me impatiently. "I'm moving back to the pack." I said finally.

"Wait, didn't you day you're not talking Heron." Liz said.

"I meant my pack Liz not Herons."

"Why?" asked Fey. Until now she is taking it well, I expected her to start yelling at me.

"After what happened, I want to continue training and of course I can't do that at Herons pack so I'm going to do it at our pack. I'm going to ask the alpha to train with them. If he accepts I'll stay at the packs village, if he doesn't I'll come back." I waited for their arguments about me not going there but they said nothing. This is not like them to stay quiet. Maybe they are thinking. Well they better give me their answer fast because I need to go to the Shadow pack, my pack.

"So..."

"I don't have anything to say. It's your choice Li if you're happy with it so am I." Fey said and smiled at me. I looked at Liz waiting for her answer.

"As long as you visit and come back when you're done with training, I'm good." Okay I can do that.

"Well, now get out of my room because I need to get ready." I got up to wardrobe te see what to wear.

"Be careful, it's not the same alpha. Now in his place is his son Dean." oh no. I hate him. We never got along, whenever we would see eachother we would throw insults. I hated him because he was a fuckboy and I used to call him "Std". He called me "virgin freak". But we have grown up and I don't think it will be like tha last time. Right?

"Don't worry, Fey. We are not stupid teenagers anymore."

"Okay just warning you but if you don't like it there, come back." Fey said looking serious. She was from the same pack as me, and I've known her my whole life. It's good knowing there is somebody like Fey and Liz who care from me.

"Yep," Liz said agreeing with her. "I can train you too, but if it a fresh start you want, than that's okay it's your choice." it's not really a fresh start but I need to be away from here for some time.

"Okay, now out of my room. I'm done with the depressing talk." with a quick laugh they left. I looked once more at the wardrobe and decided to wear simple jeans and crop top with a black lather jacket. Here goes nothing.

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I parked Liz's car infront of my old house and got out. The house looked the same nothing had changed. At least nothing has changed outside, maybe in inside it's different. I knocked on the door and waited for any of my parents to open the door. But no movement was heard. I knocked again, and again, and again. But none opened the door. I guess it's my fault for even thinking to check on them.

After I saw that they weren't home, I left to the pack house. After five minutes walk, I arrived at the pack house. I entered and went straight to the kitchen. At least in here were made some changes. I looked around the kitchen and saw a teenage girl, taking something of the fridge.

"Hey." I said trying to get her attention. She looked up and saw me. Her eyes got wide with... fear. What am I that ugly for you to be scared? But that's not why she looked scared. I was about to ask her why, when she yelled.

"Rouge!" and pressed something that looked like a button at the side of the counter. And then alarm started going on like the house was on fire.

"No, no I'm–" I tried to explain but she kept on yelling "rouge". If I wasn't in the middle of getting killed, I was seriously going to slap her.

I tried to yell again at her, but a body from behind pushed ne down and held me there. This what you get Liz when you don't come visiting your pack for six years.

"Don't move or I'll snap your neck." he said, pinning my arms behind my back and pushed me more to the ground. His voice sounded familiar, I turned my head a little bit to look at the person and guess who he was.

"Get your hands off me, I don't want to get STD from you." I said, and turned my head a little more so he could look at me and see who I am.

"Well look who decided to come back." he released my hands and helped me get up. My boobs, from the hard floor felt like a truck had run them over. "I would've called you virgin freak but I guess you aren't anymore a virgin." he smirked.

"Ha ha, look at me. I'm dying from laughing." I said with sarcasm of course.

"Well it isn't funny, unless you really are virgin. Which you aren't." he said. I stayed quite. He looked at then said "You aren't right?" I still didn't say anything. Okay what was I supposed to say, that I am. My face started turning red. Dean looked once more at me and burst out laughing.

"Can we stop talking about my virginity." I said but he only laughed more. I took his hand and stood up. "Anyway we have something important to talk."

"I'm not going to take your virginity." he said trying to hold back another laugh. God, how can he be an alpha when he can't take anything serious. "Okay, okay, I'll stop. Now let's go to my office so we could talk... about your virginity." and once again he burst out laughing, this time I joined him too.

We went to his office which was on the second floor. I sat at one of his comfortable looking chairs and crossed my legs like a mature lady. Which is so unlike me.

"You can uncross your legs I'm not really going to take your virginity." Oh god. I rolled my eyes at him. He sat down at the chair opposite of me.

"Can we please stop tallking about my virginity? We have more important things to discuss." It is getting old.

"Okay. What do you want to talk about?" his face went emotionless alpha like. Well at least he has some balls to be alpha. Don't judge Li, you don't know him well.

"Well... I had some little troubles this past weeks." I said, remembering the rough attack, and how Heron fought two of them. Heron, damn him. I haven't heard of him since that day which was yesterday, but still when we had little fights he would text. But no texts, no missed calls, nothing. He is probably to busy fucking Leggy.

"What problems?" Dean voice pulled me back from my cloud of thinking.

"Rouge problems." Now that seemed to get Dean's whole attention.

"Okay tell me everything and I mean every single thing." I took a deep breath and told him everything about Heron, the attack, why the roughs wanted me, why I left the Midnight pack, Heron's pack, everything. After I was done, Dean's semmed to think for a moment.

"So..." I said. God, I think "So" is becoming the new phrase on my "most used words" list.

"I get everything you said, but why come to train here when you could have gone to the Hollow pack. The one who has the best warriors. And don't get me wrong, our pack is also strong but not as the Hollow pack." he said. I could have gone to the Hollow pack, Liz is from there and she has good contacts with the alpha. It could have worked out, but...

"Because this the only place Heron can't come because of the rivalry our packs have between. And every one wants a trained member of our pack, you know that." that's true. We weren't called for no reason the Shadow pack. We were like ninja, you could say. We were known for the ability to never get caught. We were like shadows that's why we were called shadows. One thing you would want to avoid is a shadow. If they want you dead there is nothing you can do, shadow always finishes his job.

"Okay if that's you want, then so be it." I let a breath of relief. Then I remembered something.

"And I also need a room here at the pack house." I need a place to stay, I'm not staying at my parents place where they don't even open the door for me.

"About that..." Dean stood up and went behind his desk to get something. He pulled something from his shelf. Keys. He pulled keys. Well I guess I'm staying at the pack house. But when I noticed the wooden keychain with a wolf paw. He dropped the keys on my hand.

"This are my parents house keys." I said, and glanced at the keychain. The key chain was made from wood and was craved into a paw. I love it so much.

Mr.Dawn who was wood craver had craved that for me when I was ten years old and I still remember his words "Remember that one paw is enough to keep you going." From that day I always kept it with me. I wore it like a necklace. After weeks Mr.Dawn passed away and the same day I lost the wooden paw. I remember crying so hard that I started pucking. And I had never found it until know.

"Yes they are." he said "You parents left eight months ago. Where they went nobody knows." how do I not know about this.

"Why didn't you inform me about this." I said.

"It was their wish not to." what, not only they don't care about me but leave and don't care to infrom me. A simple text message would have done it. I can't believe this. "They said not to infrom you, unless you came here one day. They told me the house belongs to you everything the own belongs to you." I don't want the stupid house, I don't their money, I don't need anything of them anymore I hate them.

"If you want you can stay at one of the rooms here." Dean said.

"No thank you, I'll just stay at the house." I stood up to leave.

"They also gave me this." I glanced at his hands and there he held a letter. I took the letter off his hands and with a quick goodbye I left. "Don't forget training starts tomorrow at five in the morning, don't be late or you'll have a punishment." He yelled after me but I didn't reply.

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