I think the last chapter I wrote, my goal was to have 5k reads my the end of September, but now it's November and I'm at 6k and I'm honestly so happy.

Because there's more of you I'm gonna update often more like I used to:))

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*Camila POV*

I was beginning to feel like a slut. I mean last night I was kissing Zayn and today I did much worse with Harry.

"Camila, what are u thinking about?" Harry asked curiously.

"I was just thinking about long distance relationships and how they work..." I sighed. I wasn't really thinking about that although that idea has been bugging me all last night so I had to bring it up.

"Camila I think we'll be able to do it." He smiled with hope.

"I don't really know. I mean, we'll be so far from one another and the next time we'll see each other after will probably be in another year." I said truthfully with sadness evident in my voice.

"That may be true, but we can work things out. What's Skype made for?" He suggested.

"Harry a year is a long time." I said as I rolled over on the bed to face him.

"Camila what are you trying to say? Look at me." He asked with uncertainty.

"I'm trying to say that I love you and I want us to work but I think long distance relationships don't usually work out..." I said with sadness.

"But we are different. We can work things out." He emphasized.

"Are you sure Harry..." I wasn't really sure about anything anymore. Especially Zayn & I.

"Yes I'm sure." He smiled as he pulled me into a hug. This was awkward since we were topless.

"I love you." I smiled back, although I didn't know if I still loved him as much as before.

"I wanted to give you something. I was going to give it to you at the airport, but I guess I'll just give it to you now. Be right back." He kissed my cheek before he quickly put his clothes on and scurried out. I decided I would put on my clothes as well before one of the boys walk in.

Before I knew it he was back. I sat on the side of the bed as he approached me. My breathe got caught in my throat as he got down on one knee. Was he really gonna propose...

"I know we will be a far distance from one another, but even from that distance, I want you to know that I will always be there for you. I love you and you're one of the only serious relationships Ive had. In four weeks I've become very close with you even though it might have gone by in a snap of fingers. I don't want distance to ruin our bond so that's why I got you this. It's I promise ring. I want you to promise that distance won't ruin anything we have. I don't know when I'll see you next . Until then, do you promise to stay my beautiful girlfriend?"

I was in shock. I didn't know what to say. I didn't know if I still loved him as much as I did before I kissed Zayn. I don't even know how this long distance relationship will work out. Without thinking, I quickly responded with tears brimming my eyes from all the guilt.

"I promise." I grinned with even more guilt and sadness. I stuck out my hand as he put a beautiful gold ring on my ring finger. It had a chain detail on it and where the ends of the chains met, was a small gem. It was absolutely beautiful.

He stood up and pulled me into a hug as he kissed my neck passionately. The sparks were definitely still there, but with Zayn they were more like Fireworks.

What did I just get myself into...

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