I wanted to update this like a week ago, but wattpad deleted the whole book and I emailed them so they gave it back with all the reads YASS HOLLA ATCHA GIRLL

*Zayn POV*

I was laying on the same bed at the hospital for the second day now. I think I was supposed to go home today, hopefully someone can pick me up. I guess if they're too mad at me and forget, I'll take a taxi.

Laying in this bed for 2 days had made me realize how much Camila meant to me. Her defending me in front of Harry...her boyfriend, her forgiving me a day after my attempt at trying to kiss her and hurt her.

I still have a huge crush on her, but I guess the only way I would've got to feel that would be by seeing her with another man.

"Camila we admitted our love for each other last night!" His voice played over and over in my head ever since they left yesterday and it breaks my heart again and again hearing that. Imagine what else they did that night.

No Zayn do not think that ever again Camila would never do that. What am I even thinking. The more I stay here the more all these crazy ideas will eat me up.

Fuck, I'm starving. I need to refresh my mind. I think it's time to get out of this bed and do something for myself. I stood up carefully and put on my sandals, as I walked slowly toward the elevator. I remember Camila telling me there were a lot of food stores on the first floor.

I got there and my nose filled up with 10 different smells. I'll just go for some pizza, I had two burgers yesterday because Camila left hers behind. I pointed at the two slices covered in vegetables and asked for those.

I got back to my room and started eating them. Thank god no nurses spotted me while I was down there. I pressed the button to make the bed into a sitting position and switched on the tv.

I heard the door click open and didn't really look at the door because I thought it was the typical nurse that walked in every now and then to take my food treys from my last meal. Although the plates are always taken back full because hospital food is gross.

"Zayn!" Suddenly a smile took over my face knowing whose voice that was. Louis! I turned my head and saw a Niall too.

"Hey guys!"

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I got into the car and saw all the boys there....including Harry. He looked in the rear view mirror and so did I. I noticed a sadness in his eyes, but he quickly turned his head. At that moment, I didn't feel anything negative toward him.

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It turned out we were going out for lunch right after which made me regret eating the pizza. Everyone went to the washroom, but Harry and I were left alone waiting for our food and table.

It was too awkward and I wanted to just apologize because I missed before when we could talk for hours.

"Look Harry, I am really sorry." I said while staring at my feet for a distraction. I was not ready for what he said next.

"Zayn, please, I don't want to say the wrong thing. Can we just talk about this later?"He said calmly. Is this the real Harry? I almost went in for a hug, but decided against it.

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Everyone was just laying on the couch it was getting awkward and boring.

"I'm going to my room to chill, I'm tired" Harry said and got up and did as he said.

I think I'll give him a little time and then go up there and apologize again.

"Guys. I'm really sorry for what I did to Camila, I know it has changed your thoughts on me, and your trying your best to be nice about it because of my rib." I sighed trying not to sound rude.

"Zayn, the two people you should be apologizing to are Camila and Harry, not us." Said Louis.

"The thing is... Camila already forgave me and we put it in the past. I'm going upstairs soon to apologize to Harry." I answered.

"What? How did she forgive you?" Niall said in shock.

"Well she found out I was in the hospital yesterday somehow and came in and started to cry. We talked about everything and put everything in the past. Long story short. We're best friends again." I explained.

"Zayn does Harry know about this?" Liam asked.

"Well, he kind of walked in while she was getting me food and when she came back to my hospital room, her and Harry had a huge argument and got kicked out of the room." I explained again.

They all looked at each other as if something had clicked in their heads.

"Am I missing something...?" I said quietly.

"Oh... Um no not at all." Lou said. I didn't feel convinced, but I just brushed it off.

"Okay well um, I hope you guys are good with me now." I said awkwardly.

"Zayn, we are best friends, this happens to all of us, we just didn't like how u violated their relationship because of your jealousy toward them." Louis said.

"Well you know what? I'm going to go and apologize right now to Harry." I got up and slowly walked up the stairs.

*Harry POV*

I decided to go upstairs to clear Zayn out of my head and get a distraction.

I'll just text Camila, I feel like I haven't seen her in a while even though I saw her this morning.

Me

*Hey babe:)*

I typed and sat patiently waiting for a reply.

Camila

*Heyyy Harry:)*

A huge smile spreaded across my face as I texted back.

Me

*I miss you so much*

Camila

*I miss you more*

Me

*how was your day today?*

Camila

*good, I just took Hannah out for a drive and we got frozen yogurt.*

Me

*when will you do that with me?;)

Camila

*whenever you want:)*

Me

*how about tomorrow?"

Camila

*of course, lol I'll take u out on a date, it'll be the other way around this time.*

All of a sudden, I heard a knock at my door, knowing who it was, I said "come in" even though I was trying to distract myself from him.

He walked in and i gestured for him to sit on the other side of my bed. He did and I stared at him waiting for what he wanted to say.

I forgot I was texting Camila and quickly sent a text back.

Me

*then i can come over to your house after and we can have a sleepover ;)*

I looked down at my phone and smiled , I love teasing her. I turned my phone off and realized Zayn notice me texting someone and smiling. I slid the phone on the bed and started eye contact with him again.

"So, what did you come here for?" I asked with seriousness.

"I came to apologize about what I did to you and Camila. I mean, Cam and I forgave each other, but I don't know how I can get you to forgive me." I cringed at him calling her Cam.

"Zayn, you don't realize what you did. You basically tried to ruin my relationship with her, by trying to get her to cheet on me and then you hurt her in the process." I said calmly.

"I know. I'm sorry, but remember you told me that deep down in my heart, I have a crush on her? Well I felt that come out when u guys started dating.. and I guess I wanted her to like me back. Then I remembered the journal and thought that maybe if I kissed her, I could tell if she still has feelings for me or if you totally changed that. I guess she's in love with you because she didn't kiss back when I tried kissing her. So now, I only think of her as a bestfriend and nothing more. You should be happy that you have her as a girlfriend and I don't want to ruin that between you two." He explained.

"Zayn you need to realize that if I didn't start dating her, she would always have a crush on you and you would never like her back. Now that you realize that, you like her. No it doesn't work that way. Can we just be best friends like we used to be and forget about this. Camila is my girl and not yours okay?" I explained slowly.

"Thank you for being so understanding." he said as he got up and hugged me.

"I need to piss, I'll be back, you can stay here if you want." I smiled. I think we're back where we were a week ago.

*Zayn POV*

Harry really did open up my mind about what was happening in my head and I really appreciate that. Although I still feel a little guilty.

I lied about one thing. I still have feelings for her and Harry basically explained the reason why I do.

I noticed Harry's phone on the bed light up and saw a message pop up. A message from Camila. That's why he was smiling earlier. Would it be bad if I read it? It's basically screaming at me to read it.

Camila

*Harry please don't bring up that night over text, lol what if someone sees it.*

Oh.My.God.My.Theory.At.The.Hospital.Was.Right.

My heart stopped right there and I knew exactly what she meant by that. I was either going to explode at Harry or just keep it to myself.

Harry came back and sat on the bed. I didn't know what to say after reading that text. My innocent Camila.

He reached over and grabbed his phone and smiled at the text that popped up on the screen. He quickly wrote something back and turned off his phone.

"Who was it?" I asked knowingly

"Camila, she just wanted to take me on a date tomorrow because I'm usually the one to take her on one." He answered. With his genuineness I knew he wasn't trying to make me jealous.

"Harry I have a question." I said quietly. I simply couldn't hold it in. I may have gotten the wrong idea from the text or I was right with my theory.

"Yeah?" he smiled.

"Umm..how far have you and Camila gone?" I immediately regretted asking that as I put my head in my hands in embarrassment.

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