《I Changed My Mind (1D)》Will I Be Ready?
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WATTPAD HASN'T LET ME PUBLISH FOR FOREVER IM SO SORRY :( LIKE IT WOULD LET ME UPDATE MY OTHER FF BUT NOT THIS ONE I WAS SO ANNOYED, BUT HERE IS A CHAPTER FOR YOU GUYS
AND WOAH I HAVE 2K READS I REMEMBER WHEN I WAS GETTING ALL WORKED UP AT 20 READS OMF I LOVE U GUYS
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*Zayn POV*
I just don't understand why she didn't kiss me back. I wanted to see if she still had feelings for me, so i kissed her. I guess....she's over me now that she's with Harry.
I guess I got a little angry when she didn't kiss me back. That's what caused me to push her against the door and cause those bruises. I bet every time she looks down at her wrists, she will hate me even more.
There was honestly no point in doing that. Not only have I lost my bestfriend, but I lost the girl that meant so much to me. She was there when I needed her. I was there when she needed me. I bet she's happy that her parents have fired me. She's happy that Zayn isn't going to teach her music while she strums the guitar with her little hands.
Right now, here I am sitting here limp on the hospital bed with a broken rib. Why did I do this to myself? No. I don't blame Harry at all. I would do the same if my friend tried to kiss my girlfriend and give my girlfriend bruises. I brought this upon myself.
My parents came home late last night and asked the boys what happened and I managed to say that I fell down the stairs.
The boys are mad at me, but Liam is the only one that seems to understand me a little. Although he's still a little surprised by my actions. We both know what I did was wrong, but I still don't understand one thing.
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A few weeks ago, she was the one who tried to kiss me in my sleep. That's how desperate she was to get a kiss from me. Now when I'm 'conscious' and willing to kiss her. She doesn't give in.
Has she already fallen under Harry's charm?
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*Camila POV*
Harry had to leave this morning because Liam texted him so he had to go back to Zayns' place. Zayn. Why didn't I just kiss him back? He wouldn't get beaten up, and I wouldn't loose my bestfriend. I fricken love him with all my heart. He's like the brother I never had. I've known him forever and I feel like we both just dropped each other in the middle of the street. And you know what? I still have a bit of a crush on him. I know I have Harry but that's actually helping. I want to loose my feelings for Zayn. I have Harry and he is so nice to me, I just can't like someone else.
I wonder if Zayn is okay... I mean Harry really hurt him. I'll have to give Liam a call. I mean he's the most understanding out of the four and of course I can't call Harry about it. I grabbed my iPhone and scrolled through my contacts until I found Liams' name. I pressed dial and after a few rings he answered.
"Cam?" I heard from the other line.
"Hey." I said quietly.
"Is everything okay?" he asked.
"Kinda...I was just wondering if Zayn was okay, he got hurt really badly." I sighed quietly.
"Not really, he has a broken rib and he's at the hospital." He answered in a monotone.
"What! Oh my god." I screeched. I didn't think he would get that hurt.
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"Ya, I know. His parents came last night and he had to tell them he fell down the stairs."
"Why aren't you with him?" I grumbled.
"The nurse didn't let us stay last night and the boys are mad at him so I don't think theyre planning on going." he rambled.
"What hospital is he in? Tell me!" I yelled.
"West Mem. Hospital." he said quickly.
"You guys are such bad friends. I'm going to go see him. Bye!" I shouted through the speaker. I know what Zayn did was bad, but I'm his friend and I'm not going to let one small thing ruin our friendship.
I don't even look presentable, but who cares. I'm going to go meet Zayn and no one can stop me. Even Harry.
I grabbed my prescribed nerd glasses to cover my makeup less face and pulled on a sweatshirt to cover my already revealing top. I scurried down the stairs, I waved at my mom while not wanting to talk about last night before I walked out the door.
I sat in my car and found the hospital in the GPS. After driving for about 5 minutes I reached a red light. I took this time to touch up my hair. I untangled it a bit with my fingers and flipped my head over to put it in a top knot. As soon as I put my glasses back on, it was a green light and the hospital was in the next right turn.
After walking through the doors, I found the receptionist. She was in her mid thirties and had her hair up in a nice pony tail. I walked up to her and it took her a bit of time to realize I was actually there.
"Hello young lady, how may I help you." she asked with the fakest smile.
"I'm looking for Malik? I mean Zayn Malik." My thoughts are so jumbled up right now that I can't think straight.
"Are you his girlfriend?" she asked. Do I really have time for a question answer session? I want to see my friend for god sake.
"Yes. Yes I'm his girlfriend, now can you please tell me what room he's in right now?" I smiled back really fakely. I know he's not my boyfriend but who cares right now.
"Room 123 on the third floor." she said after a few taps on her keyboard.
Without saying thank you or goodbye, I just walked toward the elevator. That may be mean, but I really want to see Zayn right now. I wonder what condition he's in. All he wanted was a kiss and I made such a big deal out of it.
After getting to the third floor. I walked down the hall until I finally saw room 123.
Should I knock? Will I be ready for what I see?
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CLIFF HANGER
AND OMG IM SOSOSOSOSOSOS SORRY FOR MISSING ALL THOSE DAYS TO UPDATE CUZ I THINK WHEN I UPDATE ON MY IPOD IT DOESNT WORK AS WELL.
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