《I Changed My Mind (1D)》Do You Really Mean It?
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PS. I had to re publish this chapter cuz instead of quotes, it said quote and that was annoying so I re did it.
PPS. If you haven't watched best song ever then go and watch it Ily sm
*Camila POV*
I was sitting in my car with Harry driving somewhere that I wasn't sure of yet. I was so surprised by Zayn's actions today. A few weeks ago, I was the one trying to kiss him and today he kissed me twice. He's crushing on me now... That's awkward.
"Camila, what are you thinking about." Harry said while pulling out of the parking lot.
"Huh? Oh, just everything that happened." I answered being a tad bit honest.
"Oh,"
"Harry, there's something else I need to tell you, if I keep it in I'll feel guilty."
"Can we just talk about this when we get to Caffé? This is just too much for me to handle." he pleaded I nodded as I put my hand on his thigh to comfort him.
He pulled into the parking lot and got out of the car, I got out as I followed behind him.
"Find a table for us outside, I'll be right back." He told me, I didn't argue because I already ruined enough things today. I found a table out side for two and I sat in it as guilt spilled over me. Harry was so nice to me and what did I do? I kissed Zayn back for a couple of seconds. Ugh I'm such a bad girlfriend.
He got back outside with no emotion but sadness on his face. He got a milkshake with 2 straws, just like in movies. He set it in the middle of the table as he took a quick sip.
"So what did you need to tell me?"
"Well, the first time he, kissed me, I kissed back for 3 seconds because I got surprised." I stated while looking down, not wanting to see his facial expression
"Camila....do you have a crush on Zayn?" he quickly asked me.
"No of course not! Why would I have a crush on someone if I have you?" I mean I think I don't. I did have a crush on him before like a huge crush, but now I am over him I think. I only might like him just a tiny bit. It'll be easier to get completely over him since he's fired from being my tutor.
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"Then why did you kiss him back at first...." He questioned with sadness.
"I got surprised! We were having a nice conversation and he just leaned in and I didn't know what to do. I only kissed back for almost 3 seconds, okay. Please Harry believe me I don't like Zayn in that way, he took me by surprise." I begged, I took both of his hands and held them in mine while rubbing them with my thumbs.
"You know what I said to him?" I grinned.
"What?" Harry said above a whisper.
"I told him that Harry is mine and that he can't just kiss me whenever he wants because I have you, not him, but you." I said softly as I squeezed his hands.
"Then, when did the bruises happen?" He asked.
"I'll just explain everything, I don't like seeing you sad.
*Flashback*
"One more thing..." He said as he leaned in and kissed me. I didn't know what to do, so I kissed back for a few seconds.
Realization hit me as I pushed him away and got off of the bed.
"What the hell Zayn! I have a boyfriend, you can't just freaking kiss me whenever you want, I have Harry!" I yelled at him through gritted teeth.
As soon as I said that, he got really angry.
"You know you enjoyed it!" He growled at me.
"You are sick Zayn! You are disgusting!" I yelled as I walked toward the door. I took a few seconds to see how I looked in the mirror hung on his door. I cringed as i reached for the door knob.
He harshly turned me around as he grabbed my wrists, stopping the blood flow in my hands. He pushed my wrists against the door so I had no control at all, I couldn't move. He smacked his lips against mine forcefully, but I didn't budge.
"Kiss me back!" he scoffed against me.
"Zayn, you-your hurting me." i stuttered. I was getting really scared, I never thought I would see the day of Zayn hurting me. I didn't know if I was hurt by him doing this or if I was just shocked that he would do this.
He let go of me and I ran down the stairs as he followed close behind.
"Camila! I can explain!" He yelled. Right now all I needed was Harry's protection.
*End of Flashback*
"And I'm guessing you know what happened after that." I sighed and took sip of the milk shake
"Thank you for being honest with me."he smiled.
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"I just, didn't want to keep it from you , you've done so much for me, you mean so much to me. I just didn't want something like this to ruin our relationship." I said quietly. He leaned in over the table as we kissed passionately.
"Let's go before it gets too dark." he smiled at me. I grabbed his hand as we walked toward the car.
Once we got buckled up and comfortable, I asked him a question that I was meaning to ask forever.
"Harry...When are you and the boys going back?" I asked sadly.
"May 31st, but let's not worry about that right now, let's enjoy the time we have left together." He grinned.
"I'm going to miss you lots." I said quietly.
"Me too babe, me too." He said.
"How long will you be gone for?" I asked.
"Can we please change the subject, your making me sad." He laughed.
"So where are we going now? Do you want to come over to my house?" I asked him.
"Sure, I'd rather not be with Zayn." He smiled.
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"I'm so tired, I just want to sleep." He groaned and I chuckled.
"Do you want to sleep with me, or on the couch?" I quickly covered my mouth at how wrong that sounded.
"Of course I'll sleep with you." he winked.
"I'm going to go change." I shouted while attempting to change the subject. I went in my closet and just grabbed blue pajama shorts and a pink tank top. I slipped them on as I walked out.
"C'mon, let's go cuddle." I yawned as i went up to my bed.
"Harry, I don't think you will be comfortable to sleep in jeans." I added.
"So you want me to take them off?" he winked again. I thought he was joking, but he actually took off his jeans and shirt. I watched intently as they slipped off of his body. I looked down and I saw his 6 pack.
"You like?" Harry smirked while rubbing his chest. I covered my face with the blanket as he lifted it up and got under it with me. We faced one another. I scooted closer to him and wrapped my arms around his bare stomach.
He scooted closer to me until there was no space in between us anymore. This was a little awkward since he was only in his boxers and we were that close.
"I love your tattoos."I whispered. I moved back and ran my fingers accross each of them.
"I bet they have so much meaning to them." I added
"They do and i just really like tattoos. Do you have any?" he asked.
"I want some now that I see yours, they look beautiful on your body. I wanted some before too, but I was never the right age." I sighed.
"You know you can get some now that your 18 right?" he reminded me.
"Oh yeah, I totally forgot. I'll ask my parents and then maybe you can come with me." I stated while still running my fingers over the tats.
"Of course, but remember a tattoo will be on your body forever so you need to really think about what you want."
"Lets worry about that tomorrow, I just want to cuddle with you right now, your so warm." I giggled as he chuckled deeply.
I scooted closer to him as he grabbed me and rolled over so I was on top of him and he wrapped his arms around me. I layed my head on his chest while I listened to his heart beat. I was about to close my eyes as I heard his beautiful voice again.
"I love you." He whispered.
"I love you." its true I do love him, he's proved to me that he loves me and I care about him a lot, so I didn't hesitate.
I got up a little so I could see his face.
"Do you really mean it?" he asked me.
"Of course Harry, I know we've only known eachother for 2 weeks, but I love you. Your really fun to be around, your really nice and today you proved to me how much you care about me." I smiled.
He put his hand on my neck and pushed my neck down so our lips could meet. Once we pulled away, I layed my head back onto his chest and fell asleep.
"Good night babe." He whispered
"Good night Harry." I yawned as I cuddled close to him like before, the only thing that was separating us, were my clothes and his boxers.
This was one eventful night and it was time to sleep it off.
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Awww they said their Ilys
I'm getting so used to writing, that some times when I type something I put quotation marks on the sides by accident.
Who do you guys ship?
Camarry or Zaymila
Idk I may or may not ship Camarry....
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