Sorry for not updating and it's not cause I was being lazy . It's because I never find time so I found sometime today.

Reasons for no updating

1. I went to Canada's wonderland

2. I got sick for 2 days after that

3. Baby sitting my niece

4.Reading the fanfiction called After and omg it's amazing

5.Surprise party for my dad

6. last day of school

Today is the day after the last day of school and yay I found time to write, edit and update

This Chapter is dedicated to Susanneninetysix because her comment made me laugh ahah lol

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*Camila POV*

I knew I felt something for him as soon as I layed eyes on him. Just as that spark ran through me that day when I turned around and saw that mop of curls, I could feel something for him.

I know Harry an I are together now, but when we kissed, it felt amazing. Although I didn't get the same feeling I got when Zayn simply swiped his hand across mine. Or when he simply smiled at me or pulled me in for a hug.

Being with Harry felt alittle more.....different? I should say.

Now I'm lost. I have had a crush on Zayn for 3 years 5 months and 8 days. I know that might be alittle creepy that I kept count, but I just had to. Anyways, even though I'm dating Harry, I still have feelings for Zayn. Every time Harry an I kiss or hug or hold hands, my subconscious mind tells me to pull away because I like Zayn and not Harry.

At the same time I think I like Harry too. He's really cute and he's always smiling an all that good stuff. Honestly, I'm starting to give up on Zayn. I've liked him for forever and we have never dated. But at the same time it's my fault because it's not like he knows that I like him and maybe if he did know we would have dated. This doesn't mean I don't want to be with Harry though, he's very sweet, but Zayn is a whole other story.

*Harry POV*

I woke up happier than ever, I had a dream that Camila an I sort of went on a date and she became my girlfriend and she redid her kiss with me.

Wait a second...... That wasn't a dream that was real. That actually happenned! How lucky can I get.

I made my bed, went to the washroom and took a nice and long shower. Once I got out, I went straight to my closet. I picked out a navy blue v-neck T-shirt from Hollister, with my beige American Eagle shorts. For my shoes I chose my white Jack Purcels (Like converse) . I quickly grabbed some boxers and slipped on the outfit. Finally I sprayed axe all over.

I ran down the stairs and found all the boys sprawled on the couch watching T.V.

"Hey lads." I said

"Hey Harry!" Louis shouted and I chuckled.

"I went out and picked up breakfast for everyone, it's over there." Niall said while pointing towards the bar stools.

"Thanks." I said. I walked up to the food and sat on one of the bar stools. I pulled out the bag curiously and there was a styrofoam container in it. I opened the container and started laughing.

"Really Niall? Nandos for breakfast?" I said between laughs.

"It was the only restaurant that I recognized here and it was really hard to find." this caused me to laugh even harder.

"Thanks Niall." I finally said.

I pulled out the Perrie Perrie chicken and took a bight. It was really good

"How were your days yesterday when I was with Camila?" I asked.

"Fun, I saw my cousins that I haven't seen in a while." Liam said

"I saw my family's really close friends and it was very boring."Niall sighed and I chuckled.

"I picked up my parents from the air port and we went out for dinner." Zayn said with his normal voice while watching TV. I'm surprised he's still not mad at me.

" I had fun, what about you? You couldn't stop smiling when you came back last night. Did something happen?" Louis smirked.

"Uhmm..." I felt my cheeks heating up, I quickly turned around and started eating again.

"Ya Harry, DID something happen ?" Zayn asked suspiciously.

"Well we may have..." I couldn't go on, I didn't want Zayn to be mad again.

"You may have what? Harry!" Zayn said, getting angrier by the second.

"Kissed...." I had to, I couldn't hold it in. Right when I said this, Zayn spat out the water in his mouth out of shock.

" You did what!" he was now standing up.

"We went to the movie theater and......we kissed." I said quietly.

"Did anything else happen...." Louis said.

"Well we may be dating right now..." I whispered. I'm pretty sure Zayn heard me.

"WHAT!" they all said in sync.

"Yeah, you heard me, we're dating." I said braver than before.

"I don't believe this, right before you left yesterday, I specifically told you not to get too close to her." Zayn muttered.

"Zayn not to be mean, but again, why does it matter to you if they date?..." Liam asked quietly.

"You really want to know why? You do don't you!" Zayn asked frustratedly.

"Yea... I kind of do..." Liam said.

"Well, he is going to break her heart! Right now they are probably all happy together, but look at the calendar. You guys are only here for 2 an a half more weeks. What happens when you leave. Your going to be gone for a long time. You are barely going to see her and then you'll have to break up with her. You see?" Zayn huffed.

"I've known her longer then any of you guys and seeing her hurt is hard to watch...." Zayn grumbled

I never thought of it that way. By then we'll get very close, but what happens when it's time to leave, I'm going to be to busy with university. I might be able to visit her once in a while, but long distant relationships are no good.

"Mate.... He's right." Liam says.

"There's also another reason why it matters to me....." Zayn barely whispered as he ran up to his room.

"Ughhhhhh!" I yelled while pounding the table. The other boys came up to me and comforted me.

*Zayn POV*

"There's also another reason why it matters to me....." I barely whispered as I ran up to my room and slammed the door shut.

You know what the other reason is? Well last night, I thought about it. About why I care that Harry likes her and I realized that I got jealous of him because I knew that he is good with girls and he could get them under his charm really quickly, I thought that he could get Camila like that. So I came to the conclusion that I also have feelings for Camila.

This time I didn't think against it because I remember at first, I would always say to myself that I think I have feelings for her but I'm not sure about them. Now, I am fully aware of my feelings for Camila.

I'm guessing it's too late now.... She's with Harry. Thinking this caused me to put my face between my knees and cry.

That fricken player, he's been here for like 3 days and he already has a girl. He himself even told me that deep down inside my heart, I know that I have feelings for Camila. Then the next day he goes and dates her.

I heard foot steps coming up the stairs, then light knocks on the door.

"It's Liam....Um can I maybe come in." he says quietly .

"Yea." my voice was barely audible from all that crying, but I think he heard it cause he opened the door right after.

He came up and sat right next to me on my bed and wrapped his arms around me, I started sobbing on his shoulder. I found it really comforting. I never really had these friendly gestures happen to me that often because my parents are usually at work. Right now I'm happy though because they are off for a week and I can spend more time with them. I know that I'm older now and I don't need that, but sometimes I can get really lonely. The only person that I'm this close too when my parents aren't here is Camila. Camila! Thinking of her made me keep on crying.

"Shhh it's okay, it's gonna be okay shhhh, don't worry." he said while rubbing circles on my back.

"By the way, I'm sorry for my question down stairs, it was none of my business." he said quietly

"It's fine." I said in a monotone.

"Can I tell you something?" I ask him

"Of course you can Zayn." he said as he got up alittle and faced me.

"Well there is another reason why it matters to me..." I whispered.

"And what's that?"Liam smiled.

"Well I have feelings for Camila too.." I answered while looking down.

"Why do you say that?" Liam questions.

"Well you know how I thought I had feelings for Camila, but I wasn't sure about them before?" I ask and he nods.

"Well yesterday when I got jealous of them going together, I realized that I do have feelings for her because thats the only way I would be jealous and I put it all together. That probably made no sense. Sorry ." I said

"It's okay, I think that she still likes you because you can't just crush on someone for 3 years and just forget about them in one day."he says reassuringly.

"You have a point." I say.

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Almost 800 reads!! This means that we will get to 1k reads for sure on August the 1st. Ilysm guys

OMG IM READING A FANFICTION CALLED 'AFTER' AND IT'S COMPLETED IT TOOK ME LIKE 3 DAYS TO FINISH IT THAT'S HOW GOOD IT IS AND I GOT SO HAPPY WHEN I REALIZED THERE'S A SEQUEL LIKE AHHH. SORRY I JUST HAD A MOMENT THERE IT'S JUST SO GOOD!!!

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