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Chapter 4

*Zayn POV*

I was lying down on the air mattress pretending I was asleep . My eye was open enough that I could see Camila.

She was still writing in her journal and for some reason she was tearing up , I could tell she was crying because I heard little breathes and even though it was dark I could see the tears.

At the same time , I felt bad for what I was about to do but I also really wanted to know what she was writing about me. I know my plan is mean but I'm really curious and since it's about me most likely I guess its a tad bit okay.

I saw her get up, with the one eye I had open I could see her . She turned on the light, so I closed my eyes so she wouldn't see that I was awake.

She put her journal in her drawer and went to the bathroom to brush her teeth.

That was my chance to do my plan.

I got up and scurried to her drawer and quickly grabbed the journal. Than I crawled back to the air mattress and went to the bed and waited.

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She was in bed and the lights were off. All I had to do was wait til she was officially in deep sleep.

I could tell that she was In deep sleep because she was lightly snoring.

I grapped my iPhone and turned on the little flashlight and faced it at the journal .I openned up to the page that was last written in.

4/4/12

Today was fun but a bit awkward. I woke up and got ready as usual and guess what? Zayn came, My crush...

We went to starbucks and when we ordered our stuff, the cashier said something that won't get out of my head. " You guys are a cute couple" It keeps on replaying in my mind over and over again - ( pause of the journal)

" Zayn ? Are you ok ? Why is there a light on under there?" She asked nervously

I was so scared that she had caught me . I tried to think of something so I don't sound all fishy.

" Oh , don't worry, I was just putting an alarm for tomorrow because I have to wake up early to run some errands." I quickly rambled

" Oh as long as your *yawn* ookayy."she said with a sleepy voice.

" I'm fine *fake yawn* go back to sleep, just let me finish off on my.. Ermm ..alarm *fake yawn*" I said pretending I was sleepy

"Oookkaayy *snor*" as she went back into a deep sleep.

That was a close one, I just have to finish off the page, then I can go to sleep .

( back to the journal)

I just wish her words were true...

(End of that journal page )

*Still Zayn POV*

I turned the next page to see if there was anything else , but the whole page was wet , I'm guessing it was her tears.

To be honest, it broke my heart that she was going through this, that she was so sad because she wanted to be more than just friends with me. Also I'm not sure if I feel the same way, I can't put it all together.

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