Sorry, I kind of like having long chapters cuz my mind keeps coming up with new ideas as I'm writing

Chapter 2

*Zayn POV*

She said she would be back in 30 minutes. So I just went to her makeup table or vanity thing, I don't even know what it's called and snooped around for some hair gel. I openned up the last drawer and saw the gel had caught my eye.

I grabbed it and didn't really care if it was girls gel. Don't they have the same ingredients or whatever?

After touching up my hair with it, I openned up her drawer and threw it back in. Before closing it, something else caught my eye this time. It was the journal I gave her when we became good friends so she could express her feelings into it.

I knew it was bad to go through someone's personal journal, but I decided that only reading one page wouldn't do any bad...I guess? After all, I got it for her , I at least deserve to read a page.

I openned up to a random page and decided that was the page I would read.

(Journal page down below)

12/26/10

It's the day after Christmas and yesterday was amazing. Zayns' family came over to my house for Christmas dinner. But I still feel the same about Zayn.

( how did she feel about me?)

We have known eachother for a long time and I have discovered that I found feelings for him.

( ok there?)

I kinda have a crush on him and I'm not sure if he feels the same way. I don't know, it's just that every time I see him my heart flutters and I get butterflies in my tummy. I mean look into his brown eyes they are gorgeous . He's a nice guy and he has a good heart. And I hope one day we will ..... I dont know...... Be more than just friends?

(End of journal page thingy)

I closed the book and I didn't know what to think. She has feelings for me. Camila Cabello has a crush on me, ever since 2010.

She's been my bestfriend for about 9 years. I didn't think she thought of me that way. Well this is gonna be awk-

I Heard footsteps comming this way and knew it was her, so I quickly threw the journal back into her drawer.

With that, she walked into the 'classroom' as she calls it.

I didn't know what to say so I took a quick glance at my watch and realized she was exactly on time and she looked somewhat cute? So I quickly rambled something.

"I see your fashionably on time . Where it's usually fashionably late " I rambled adding a smirk so I don't look fishy.

"Yup!" she laughed almost fakely.

" Well ummm let's get going." I yawned.

She linked arms with me... I just played along not knowing what to do after what I found out a minute ago.

We walked down her curly stairs and headed outside after she waved at her parents.

Camila was the one talking most of the way, I just nodded and smile at some things. My mind was just too busy thinking about what was in that journal.

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After what seemed like forever, we finally got to Starbucks. We walked in and we gave the chick our orders.

"That will be 23.52$" the cashier said.

Camila and I both pulled out our wallets and took out our money.I handed the cashier mine first and camila came in right after.

" Take mine " she said

"Take mine" I urged while lightly pushing her to the side.

Without her saying a word I put my money in her hands. She took it and let out a chuckle

" Ughh Zayn ! I wanted to pay, you always pay. Wait" she told us.

" Take my money as the tip " Cam pleaded.

" No it's okay " the lady backed up before Camila put the money in her hands and we walked a bit to the side to the next worker to wait for our orders.

" You guys are a cute couple." she smiled.

" We are not dating.." Cam and I said in unison. I know what Camilas thinking though.

" Doesn't look like it ." she smiled with a wink as she handed us our drinks.

We waved her goodbye and left the Starbucks.

" Well that was awkward " We said at the same time.

We laughed a little but I could see in her eyes that she was alittle sad, having a hint that I knew what she was sad about. What a fake laugh.

This is the first time in my life that I wished that I could read minds. To know what goes through her head when she's around me and when we talk.

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Cams POV

The whole walk I didn't talk that much and my mind kept going back to what the cashier had said.

You guys are a cute couple , you guys are a cute couple , kept playing over and over in my head.

" Are you okay?" he asked politely

" Ya just fine !" I smiled fakely.

If only he knew...

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*Zayn POV*

Deep inside I knew she was sad because she wanted to be with me but I brushed it off not wanting to force her to answer.

" Well..... We're here" she said awkwardly.

She put her key in the hole and turned it around until it finally openned. When we walked in we both let out a breath that we were holding in. Probably because the awkwardness was finally coming to an end.

" Well let's start your piano lessons!" I said to change the subject.

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