I'm still there and shocked not moving. He moves his lips on mine, brutally. He bites my lower lips, as I gasp. He slips his tongue in my mouth, exploring inside my mouth, every inch of it. He plays with my tongue. That's when I started kissing back.

Yep, he took my first kiss. I can't feel my legs, they just suddenly weaken. I wondered, would I have fallen if we were standing?

This kiss is so passionate, I feel like we should stay like this forever. I was loving it.

After some minutes, we finally broke the kiss to catch our breath. My cheeks hit up fifty shades red just when I remembered what we just did.

I can't be falling for him already, right?

I looked up at him to see him already staring at me. "You are really beautiful. I can look at your eyes all day. I know this is so soon but once I saw you that night, I felt something different. Which is not good." he said looking intensely into my eyes.

"I still don't understand why you're scared. What are you scared of?" I asked getting confused again.

"You won't understand." He said blankly.

"Then make me." I said looking him straight in the eyes. Woah where did I get the sudden confidence from?

"I have an idea, why don't we talk at the Starbucks tomorrow. Is that cool?" he asked blankly.

"Okay, cool. See you tomorrow then." I said about to come out of the car but what he asked made me freeze in my position.

"Did you like the kiss?" he asked looking nervous. My cheeks started hitting up thinking...

should I tell him the truth or not...

should I tell him the truth or not...

should I-

justhim

Okay okay, stupid mind.

knowyou're thestupidone

Okay just shut up already...

Okayyou him truth...*huge *

Okay, I will...

"Yeah, the kiss was fantastic." I said with a huge smile on my face. He let out a breath I didn't notice he was holding. Wait, was he nervous I might say the kiss was bad. Lol.

"So can I drop you off?" he asked.

"No, it's fine. I just want to walk home. Thanks. Bye." I said and got out of the car. If only he knew.

I started making my way out of school. Once I'm out. I make my way home. I can't stop thinking about all the things Chase said to me.

I still can't believe Chase and I kissed and that was my first kiss and to be honest, I enjoyed it. I must admit he is a really good kisser. I can't believe he doesn't have a girlfriend.

Oh yeah, he likes pushing them away but he didn't push me. That just earned my heart. I'm falling for the bad boy, though he doesn't look that bad to me.

But why did Chase said he is scared, he might lose me? Or maybe he knows about the abuse - no if he does I don't think he would take it lightly. Well, but the good part is that we have no problem and we kissed.

Once I reached my porch, I took out the spare key I have and unlock the door while blushing and thinking about not regretting my first kiss at all. I got in still thinking about the kiss smiling dreamily. I locked the door and turned around. My smile immediately drops.

I guess I was just thinking about Chase and how to talk to him after school and forgot about what my uncle said about coming late from school.

Why does he always have to spoil my day?

"What did I tell you about coming late from school?!!" he snapped at me.

"Sorry, sir. I was just helping my friend with her mathematics." I said.

What? You think I would say: 'I was with Chase the guy that dropped me the other day and guess what?.....we kissed and he said he was scared to lose me and I think he knows about the way you abuse me...*with a smile*' of course no I wasn't born yesterday. Okay?

He started taking threatening slow steps towards me while I keep walking back. But guess what? The damn door doesn't like me as much as I like it. My back was against the door. I couldn't move back anymore. But uncle Benson just kept on moving closer to me.

"Next time you follow my rules!!" he barked. Shit! his mouth smells like stinking alcohol.

He punched me on the cheek. I landed on the floor touching my cheek. He pulled me by my hair and threw me hard on the wall. I screamed and started calling for help. What kind of neighbors do I have?

He kneeled in front of me and punched me in so many places that I even lost count. He stood up and kicked me hard on the stomach. I immediately started coughing out blood. He kicked me on the stomach again. This hurts. Lord help me.

"I'll be back." he said going in the direction of the kitchen.

I tried to get up but failed this time. He has beaten me up than last time. I tried to get up again but failed miserably.

He came back with a knife in his hand. My eyes go wide. I tried moving back with my elbow. Oh no, not again. He kneeled and said to my face.

"This is for last time." he raised his hand with the knife. While I closed my eyes praying.

Lord help me. You know I haven't met my parents yet and fulfill my mission in lif-

I was cut off my prayer with a gunshot. I quickly opened my eyes to see my uncle in a pool of blood on the floor, coming out from his left rib. Oh no, don't tell me he's dead.

I looked at the door to see who saved me. Okay well...

Shit...