Brooklyn

Being on the bus for the first week wasn't so bad, but was it the best feeling?

Hell no.

I mean it's a great experience to be able to travel the world damn near and to be able to keep my family together but it wasn't a good thing right now.

Plus me and Lani are two extra bodies so we were all currently sharing a bed in one of the bunks and that wasn't so comfortable considering Kehlani and August slept like wild animals.

August still had a full month of tour left and I don't think I'll be able to last that long.

"Mama you up?"

"Mmhm." I mumbled sitting up hitting my head on the top bunk.

"You ight?" He chuckled.

"Aug I can't keep doing this." I whined.

"You ight. It ain't dat bad."

"It's not? It's three people sharing a twin size bed. That's bad."

"Well if you ain't getcho self in trouble, you could be at home right na. But since ion know what you gon do behind my back I gotta take you where ever I go, daughter."

"Boy please, you have one kid and it ain't I."

"Shit you act like it." He mumbled getting out the bed.

I took that as my cue to scoot over and get more comfortable. Lani was still sleeping but her tiny body wasn't causing any harm at the moment.

About thirty minuets later, it was around five o'clock and we arrived at the venue for his show.

I had on sweatpants and a hoodie along with everyone else because we would be getting ready inside.

Exiting the bus it was some fans outside waiting already which shocked me because his show didn't start til 8.

We waved as security held everyone back until we got in safely.

Chris and trey went to their dressing rooms and we did the same.

"I'm so tired."

"From what?"

"Traveling."

"I can't hold back dese tears, let me cwyyyy." Lani sung while drinking her juice box occasionally.

"You singing' daddy song?"

"Mmhm."

"You wanna tonight?"

"Ya!"

"Okay baybeh."

She ran out but since we were pretty close with everyone on the tour we knew nothing would happen to her.

"She's something else." I tried fighting my smile.

"I wonder where she get that from."

"Her big headed ass daddy."

"Is dat right?" He smirked coming over to me, grabbing me by my waist from behind.

I could feel his breathe upon my neck as he kissed me slowly and sweetly.

"Can I?"

"Mhmm."

He put his hands in my pants and started playing with her. A few small moans escaped

My mouth as I tried to hold them back.

A knocked appeared on the door causing August to stop immediately.

"Wassup?"

"We doing sound checks. Come on." Chris said opening the door.

"Ight bet."

August said causing Chris to nod and shut the door.

"We a finish dis lata." He pecked my lips before leaving the room with his cocky smirk.

I washed my hair and got dressed. I decided to choose a sexy look just because I felt like it.

After getting ready I sat on the couch occupied with my phone and Lani was playing with some of her toys I had brought.

August came in with a smirk like usual.

"Lani wanna go see uncle trey?"

"Yes!"

He took her to trey and all I could is laugh because I knew what he was on.

Coming back in, he closed the door coming over to me getting on top of me.

"Aug move your to big."

"Why you get all sexy like dis?" He kissed my neck. "Hm?"

"I just felt like getting cute today, you like it?"

"I luh it. I'm just confused."

"Confused on what?"

"Oh why you got all dressed up like it ain't all finna come off?"

"Babe your show starts in thirty minutes."

"My peoples opening up and performing right na. It's fine. Come on."

"We Can later babe."

"Fuck dat." He took off his shirt and went on the other side of the couch. "Come hea."

I began taking off my dress until he stopped me.

"Na you bouta Sattle up, just lift dat shit up."

Doing as I was told I positioned my self before sliding down slowly.

No matter how many times we've had sex or if we had a kid or not I still wasn't used to his size and it had me shocked each time.

Putting my head on his shoulder I continued to grind into him while whimpering.

"Brooke slow down." He smacked my ass. "I said slow down baybeh."

"Mmmm it's so good." I cried out.

"Yeah I kno it is. You like that?" He began pumping up.

"Shiiiiit. Yes daddy right there."

"Right Thea?"

He pushed me off of him and grabbed me bending me over on the couch.

He grabbed me by my neck and pulled me up and sloppy kissed me while he hit it from the back.

And of course I squirted for the third time ever.

After I was done he slid back in causing my legs to give out, shortly after he came.

He's been cumming inside me for a few weeks now so I knew I'd be expecting soon.

If I was I was, if I wasn't then I wasn't and that was completely fine.

"I love cummin' inside of you, dat shit be feelin' amazin'."

"No your just lazy an you don't like cleaning up your mess."

"You right. But since we talking about messes let's talk about you constantly squirting." He laughed and we both looked down at the puddle I left on the floor.

"Stop." I covered my face.

"Don't star that shit Brooke. It's sexy as fuck, I just wanna know why you started doin dat."

"I don't know." I laughed. "It just started happening."

"I fuck wit it. I would eat da fuck outchu but I gotta get ready."

"Bye boy."

He laughed and got ready. I cleaned my self and got Lani and got ready her as well.

On the side of the stage is where me and Lani sat.

The crowd couldn't see us but we could see them and August perfectly.

"Now I know y'all was happy to see us." Chris yelled, referring to him and trey with sweat down their face. "But y'all really came here for our nigga August huh?"

Everyone began screaming and clapping.

"Aye bro?"

Do you mind came on and August came out singing it along with Chris.

Causing hella screams from the crowd.

To see my baby like this was amazing. Nah amazing is a understatement. He was so focused and determined when he sung his music and even though he gets really emotional at times he never lets that stop him from anything.

He was so honest with his fans about everything he allowed them to know and one of them was he was a hurt man.

He was never ashamed to say he was hurt because of his brother. He let that be known and if he cries on stage no matter how hard he is, he doesn't care.

And that's why I love him and so does everyone else.

As the intro to song cry played throughout the speaker he looked over at us.

I was happy that Kehlani was sitting still in my lap, but when she watches her daddy perform she will literally turn into a statue.

"Bring her out hea baybeh."

Shaking my head smiling I walked across the stage and pecked August's lips while every one yelled just because they seen me and Lani.

"Dese my baybehs." He laughed. "My lul baybeh gon help me sing dis song doe. Right baybeh?"

She nodded her head and I gave her to August while I stepped back a little just to give them

Space.

"I can't hold back these tears, let me cry." August started at the chorus.

"Dey say a man not post ta cry." Everyone awed at her.

She favored August's accent at times which I thought was cute.

They finished up the song and he finished up his concert and now we were all back on

The bus on our way to IHOP.

It was like two in the morning so I made sure I put Lani some warm clothes on before exiting the bus.

We all got seated and began looking through the menus.

"Good job Lani." Chris said.

"Dank you."

"So how was y'all little moment?" Trey laughed.

"What are you talking about?" I squinted my eyes.

"Ah fuck, right there aug yess." Trey mocked.

"Nigga you gay as fuck." Chris said causing us to all laugh.

"Nah But I heard dat shit. Y'all nasty."

"So." I looked over at August.

"Ion know why you lookin' at me like that."

"Like what?" I kissed his jawline making sure he felt my breathe on his neck.

"Like I won't fuck you in dis IHOP."

I scooted out the booth grabbing August's hand.

This IHOP had three bathrooms.

A girl, a boy, and a family restroom.

We went into the family restroom and locked the door since it was a single bathroom.

He wasted no time lifting my dress up and picking me up so my legs wrapped around his

Torso.

Considering we both had a few drinks at the venue that played a big part in our freaky activity. Not to mention we can't have sex on the bus, it's physically impossible.

He cuffed my ass in his hands while he slid me down slowly.

He began pushing me down harder causing

Me to bite his shoulder to stop from screaming.

He was in complete control and at times he would make me go slow then fast.

In the middle of it he stopped he looked me deeply in my eyes before giving me a sloppy kiss.

"I luh you." He mumbled in his raspy voice letting me know he was on his way to his peak. "I fuckin' luh you brook- shiiiiit."

We both came at the same time while kissing.

He placed me back on my two feet while we both cleaned up.

I fixed my dress and he did the same and then we went back to the table.

"Is y'all dead ass?" Chris said?"

"What are you talkin about Christopher?" I laughed.

"Y'all nasty ass hell."

"That's how I'm tryna be. You got a good one."

"I kno." He mumbled stuffing a pancake into his mouth.

"Lani you want syrup?"

She began having one of her many tantrums for no reason and it to be this late in the night, it was a lot of people here so I boxed up my food.

"Wea you goin'?"

"To the bus. Y'all finish eating, ima try to get her to bed."

"Ight."

We got on the bus and she was still screaming.

"What the fuck is your problem Kehlani?"

She said nothing but continued to cry. I knew she was just tired and I was too.

I eventually got her to bed and I did the same. We had a long long day.

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