Brooklyn

"Wassup." Aug came in the room and through a bag down.

"Hey." I mumbled, just happy to be in his presence. "I haven't heard from you in two weeks aug you-"

"Yeah I kno. It's a reason fa dat."

"You can't be done with me, we came so far and-"

"And you still lyin' ta me like you ain't grown as fuck."

"I apologized for that. That's all I can do." I shrugged.

"I'm not done witchu but I should be. Cause now you causin' me all this drama dat wasn't needed. Now I gotta cut my tour short."

"You what?"

"Yep. Yesterday was my last day."

And at this point my heart sunk.

"But the people?"

"We refundin' they money."

"Babe you don't have to-"

"Yeah I do. Now you got these nut ass people afta us again."

"Babe I'm sorry. You don't know how it feel-"

I began crying. "It's so hard for me."

"How Brooke?" He yelled. "You need ta realize what da fuck I tol yo ass befo I left. THESE.MAFUCKAS.DONT.CARE.ABOUT.YOU! God damn. When is you gon realize that?"

"I realize it now."

"So stop writin' that weird ass niggas letters. You ain't think I seen dat shit but I did before you took it to da post office. Fawk you write him fa?"

"I just told him how I wanted nothing to do with him."

"I swea I just wanna punch you dead in yo face

Man." He sat at the edge of the bed. "Like what da fuck. He in jail fa life, you ain't got shit to do wit dat man."

"I never got the real closure I needed too."

"Brooke my life was already crazy enough ight? I get olda and I got a child to take care of and a career to maintain. I don't have time ta be dealin' wit dese weird ass people. And you brought that upon us. Every issue we ever had was because of yo ass. Jus like dat Dylan shit."

I instantly got him and smacked his face.

"Do it again bruh."

And I did it again which caused him to grab me by neck and pin me against the wall.

He applied pressure but it was bearable, though it still hurt.

"Ar- are you fucking serious?" I struggled to breathe.

He looked me deep into my eyes before letting me go.

"Learn ta keep yo hands to yo fucking self."

Soon Lani came and busted in the door since it wasn't closed all the way.

"Daddy!" She ran to him and he picked her up. His whole demeanor changed just by seeing Lani.

"Hey baybeh. What was you doin'?"

"Playin wit toys."

"You been good?"

"Mmmmh."

"You lying ta daddy?"

"Nope!"

"I heard you through yo teacup at Candice."

She instantly began laughing uncontrollably.

"Nooooo."

"Why you laughin' den?"

"Fine. But she dropped my teacups on da flo."

"Mm ight. Let me talk ta mommy."

"Kay. You have five minutes."

"I jus need two."

"Kay." She ran out.

"I'm sawry."

"Nah. Every problem we had was because of me right? Huh?"

"Yeah Mafucka. I get sum shit happened because it's life but you seein' Dylan could of been handled da moment you see him. You had a fuckin' baybeh in you dat wasn't mines." He paused. "It wasn't mines Brooke." He sniffled.

I got up and hugged him as tight as I could. It just seemed like our problems were way deeper then us. No matter how many years later it just seemed like things would never go away.

I never really thought about the baby I aborted a few years ago. Yes it was still my kid but it wasn't a kid I wanted to have, I got pregnant against my will.

I didn't feel how I felt about my baby boy I lost. It was completely different. I was happy to have that baby and August was too.

But being raped and impregnated is a whole other ball game.

My life before all this happened wasn't all sunny and rainbows but I had a better life then this. I had two parents who provide for me with whatever I needed, I also had family that cared for me.

Yeah at the end of the day I found out they were snakes, but I still had that feeling of family.

and I'm blessed to say once that got taken away from me, I was able to have the feeling of family with August.

"Baby I'm sorry." I hiccuped. "I'm so fucking sorry."

He said nothing but he hugged me tighter and we just shared that moment.

"Can we just lay down?" I asked fluttering my eyes.

"Yeah. Hol up." He said leaving out the room.

He came back with Lani and then he took his outfit off and replaced it with basketball shorts.

We all got in the bed, it was thunder storming out and it was only 1pm and it was supposed to be like this all day.

Once Lani fell asleep I looked at August to see him looking at her.

"Aug?"

"Hm?"

"I didn't know that effected you. Still I should say."

"Why wouldn't it?"

"I don't know, I aborted the baby. Your the one who was telling me to keep it at that."

"Dat was yo baybeh. I wasn't bouta tell no woman to get rid of ha child. I'm mo mad he raped you. Das it."

"I got rid of it because it wasn't yours August. It wasn't supposed to happen like that and your right, I should of told you so you could of handle it. But I wasn't thinking."

"It's coo."

"Papa, look at me. You love me?"

"You kno I do."

"Hold that thought."

I picked up Lani and took her to her room. When I got back in the bed I laid my head on his chest.

"It's you and me forever, you know that?"

"I kno." He muttered.

I began rubbing him through his shorts feeling him harden a little bit.

"Whatchu doin' wit dat?"

"Whatever you need me too." I kissed his jawline softly.

He took off his shorts and I put my head down there wrapping my mouth around his tip.

I kissed it a few times, swirling my tongue over it before taking the whole thing in my mouth.

I went up, down, and all around. Slurping and sucking making sure I pleased him.

He let his hands get tangled up in my hair as he made me go the pace he needed me too.

"Fuck brooke."

I took off my underwear and positioned my self on him. I bended down and kissed him before I began bouncing up and down slowly.

This was a long two weeks without my man so this was well needed.

"Ooo you on dat huh?" He smacked my ass while his breathing hitched. "Yeah like dat baybeh, like dat." He groaned.

Feeling myself about to explode I slowed down not wanting to give in already.

"Na na whatchu doin? Huh?" He began pounding into me from the bottom as hard as he could.

I squirted all of his body while I grinded slowly into him, riding out my organism.

"Come hea."

He put me on all four and slid in slowly. Feeling him and his skin thrust into me

Made me loose my mind.

I began throwing it back as hard as I could.

"Slow down damn." He grunted, digging his nails deep into my waist.

"Yes baby shiiiiit. Right there right there."

Moments later he came right inside me and we rode out our organism together.

"Showa sex?"

"Race you there." I cracked a smile.

After going multiple rounds in the shower we were both finally out and I was currently rubbing shea butter lotion on my legs.

It's around three hours later and Lani was still surprisingly sleep.

Getting back in bed August was watching some movie On lifetime.

"Wanna talk now mama?"

"Yes." I sat cris crossed Apple sauce facing him.

"I jus wanna say I apologize fa actin' out like dat. You kno ion blame you fa nothin' that happened ta us. You hea me?"

"I know you don't but you said you did so that only makes things worse because I already felt like everything was because of me."

"Well it's not. We gon be straight ight. Sooooo do y'all wanna go on tour wit me?"

"What? Aug I ca-"

"Why can't you?"

"My sho-"

"Candice got it. Tell yo clients to give you two

Months."

"Are you sure?"

"I'm positive. Let's leave tomorrow."

"Okay." I said giving In. "I'm sorry for slapping you too."

"Yeah ight. Almost got dat ass beat up."

"Yeah whatever."

The rest of the day we ordered pizza and watched movies with Lani and bed.

I was hoping things stayed like this between us.

But I know some bullshit about to pop off regarding my family but with me and August I was confident that we could take on anything.

The next morning his peoples and tour bus were on the way to the house.

Jasmine and Kyrie were staying down here in L.A so Jasmine could watch over my shop with Candice.

We still had that shop in Cali but jasmine truest one of the coworkers there to run that one.

While I was finishing up packing, I got a phone call from Houston.

Trying to keep in mind with what August said, I declined it.

Moments later I got a text that read

It's your pawpaw. Please pick up.

Feeling my heart become heavy my breathing hitched.

My pawpaw was my dads father. I loved him so much but him and my dad got into it which caused him to pack up and move far away.

I wouldn't blame him, that side of the family is completely nuts.

I decided to call him back.

"Paw?"

"Hey Lynn."

"Where have you been?" I sobbed.

"Aye, cut that out. How you been?"

"Terrible. Answer my question."

"I had to go. I couldn't deal with your father and his bullshit. I know I'm messed up for leaving my one and only granddaughter back, but I couldn't control them."

"Did you know?"

"Know what?"

"That he raped me for money."

"Hell nah I didn't know that." I heard his angry ness throughout the phone. "Where the fuck that nigga at?"

"Jail for life. They say he's dying but I honestly

Don't care."

August walked in holding lani eating a bagel.

"Shaking my damn hea-"

"I'm going to call you back later. Okay?"

"Don't forget."

"I won't."

"Who was dat?"

"My pawpaw."

"I ain't know you had one of those." He chuckled.

"Shit I forgot that I did. I haven't heard from him in years."

"who dad is that?"

"Marvin's." I referred to my dad.

"Mm. Wea dat nigga been at?"

"August I don't know sheesh. I just told you I haven't heard from him in ages. He wasn't even around the time we went to go see my family for the first time. He just up and left out of the state and I haven't heard from him sense."

"Can you blame em?"

"No." We both laughed. "We were really close so hopefully we can link soon. Lani needs some type of grandfather."

"She got ha pops. No she don't."

"My baby needs to experience family. She got her grandma which is your mom and my pawpaw can be hers too."

"You sum else. You ready Bae?"

"Ummmm." I took one last look over the room. "Yup."

"Let's go den."

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Chapter took forever but still short as hell.

Enjoy.