Brooklyn

Last night was beyond amazing and I couldn't have imagined doing anything else before he left.

This headache I had though was something crucial and I couldn't wait to get home and get in the bed.

We were currently at the airport and I had Candice bring Lani up here too.

"Flight keep getting delayed bruh."

"Damn, you should be happy. That's more time you have with me."

"Yo ass really hate that I be touring."

"I don't hate it, I just hate that your away from

Your family. That's all."

"Fine. I'a quit. But dat means no more Gucci, no more purses, no more clothes, no more bundl-"

"Okay okay. No."

"Exactly. So shut up."

We chatted amongst each other until it was time for him to board the plane.

We shared a family hug for a few minutes and I didn't shed not one tear, and I was proud.

After I left from the airport I grabbed lunch with Candice.

"You was or nah?"

"A little. I guess I could use some time away from him." I shrugged. "I think I might go to Houston."

"Didn't you text me yesterday about how he didn't want you to go?"

"Yess." I whined. "I wrote my dad and he found out. I don't know I just feel like I deserve closure."

"Then get that then baby. Do whatever you want to make you feel better. Just stop letting it control you."

I never told Candice about what my parents did to me. I just told her they did very bad things to me that just couldn't be forgiven. I didn't wanna tell everyone, it wasn't everyone's business.

"How long will he be gone again?"

"Two months."

"Then go. I'll even watch Lani if you need me too."

"I'll let you know."

We finished up eating and we left. We parted ways and when we got home I put Lani down to chill and I cleaned up the whole entire house just out of boredom.

You would think I would have a lot of friends by now but I didn't.

I took care of my shop and my family and that was that.

***

"Wassup bae?"

"Hey babe. What are you doing?"

"Shit on the bus, we bouta be at the venue soon."

"Tell Chris And trey I said hi."

"Will do. Wea Lani?"

"She's right here." She flipped da camera.

"She stay sleep man."

"She's a very hardworking baby." She joked. "We has a long day of playing. I took her to Skyzone earlier."

"I felt that."

"Welp. Gotta go."

"Quit playing wit me. Wassup wit you?"

"Nothing I just have to go babe."

"You got somebody comin' to see you?"

"No!" She laughed.

Dis is why I hated touring my damn self. She thought I was having da time of my life but I always wondered and worried about ha. If a anotha nigga was hitting dat or not. And just ha and Lani safety in general.

Shit was hard.

"Ight bro. Bye."

I hung up.

****

Brooklyn

"Ight bro bye."

I rolled my eyes at his antics. He was being such a ass. It had been two weeks since he left and I can admit I played a part of why we've been acting so distance.

I was getting ready to leave to California. I was going to see Travis and them but then me and Kyrie were gonna go to Houston.

I know August told me not to but that was mainly for my safety I think. I don't know, I just felt I deserved to be able to do it and with Kyrie I should be fine.

"I love tinky." I pecked lani lips. "Your gonna kiss mommy?"

"No!" She pouted.

"Why not?"

"Don't go."

"Mommy will be back in a few days okay."

"Kay."

"Give me a kiss."

She pecked my lips and I sat her down.

"Thank you again Candice."

"It's no problem."

I gave her a small smile and grabbed my bags.

"Bye y'all."

I drove to the airport fairly fast. Boarding the plane.

Hours later I arrived at Jasmines house.

"Is that my bestfriend?"

"In the flesh." I said in augusts voice and we both laughed.

"Where's my babies at?"

"Kyrie bad ass is sleep and jade is in there with Kyrie."

I was so excited because I haven't met her daughter jade yet just because we haven't had time to make a trip down here in a long time.

Jade was currently 8 months.

"Hi baby." I cooed. "Wassup punk." I nudged Kyries arm. "Let me see her."

Linking her up I bounced her around and kissed her little face.

"I miss having a baby." I pouted.

"As much as you and aug have sex, You should be pregnant."

"We obviously don't have as much sex as you in and Jasmine."

"I love babies and she do to dats why we having atleast 8."

"Yeah I don't know who agreed to that." Jasmine laughed. "This is my last baby." she said referring to the one in her tummy.

"You don't gotta choice. We a team. If I want kids you gon give em to me."

"That's not even how it works. You don't gotta go through labor and all the other stuff that comes with it so when she's done she's done bitch."

"Jasmine get Jade."

Jasmine took jade from me and all of a sudden Kyrie hurried up and dashed outta bed.

He chased me around the house until he finally

Caught me and grabbed me by my neck.

"Who is you callin a bitch? Hm?" He tightened his grip harder.

"I'm sorry brotherrrrr." I whined.

He let me go. "Quit playing wit me."

I walked back into the room making sure to call him a bitch again but luckily he continued to mind his business.

The rest of the night I simply texted August back and fourth until I fell asleep.

The next morning me and jasmine cooked breakfast and as we did that, a knock appeared on the door.

Opening it up there stood augusts nieces and Travis. Missing them was a complete understatement.

"My babiesss." I hugged them.

"Wea uncle aug and Lani?" Chay asked.

"Your uncle is on tour and Lani is at home."

She pouted before going to mess with Baby Kyrie and Jade.

While they went on about their business the adults talked.

"So have you talked to Chandra?"

"Nah. She see ha kids once a month." Travis let out a bitter laugh. "It's whatever doe. Me and Joslin take care of da girls." He said referring to his girlfriend.

"That's so sad. I mean I thought that would make her parenting skills better. Not worse."

"She love ha kids and that's one thing I kno for a fact. She jus a bitch right na. Usin' Mel as a excuse for ha behavior like we ain't all dealin' wit dat shit."

"Not only does she use that as a excuse she's laying up with another nigga. That makes no sense."

"Fa real. Melvin rolling around in his grave at ha. It's coo I got da girls that's all that matters."

"Yeah thanks again for taking them in. I would of bu-"

"Nah it's coo dese my real nieces anyway. I should of been onnat. But how long you out hea til?"

"Just for today. Tonight me and Kyrie are going to Houston. Oh and please don't tell August, for all he knows I'm at home."

"You grown as fuck. What you lyin bout wea you at?" He laughed.

"Because August told her she didn't need to go get any money from her old house back there but she's deciding to do it anyway." Jasmine chimed In.

"Your little boyfriend is the reason I even considered it."

"I ain't kno August ain't want you to go doe. You ain't tell me all dat."

"It's fine. Our flights are already booked. I'm going to talk to my mom and get the money and that will be the last of it."

"Whateva."

On our way to the flight it was pretty dark in outside so when August FaceTimed me that made everything perfect.

"Hey."

"What's up witchu?"

"Nothing going to the store."

"Who you wit?"

"Candice."

"Wassup candy." He laughed. "Damn she can't speak."

"She's mad about something right now. What are you doing?"

"Nun about ta perform. You kno ion like you out dis late. Store fa what?"

"To get dinner."

"Mm ight. Let me see Lani."

And at that point I was fucked. August knew I didn't know anyone in L.A but Candice so who else would have Lani?

"She's with her nanny."

"Nanny? Since when? We ain't Eva agree on no damn nanny."

"Well I just thought she could get used to having someone else watch her while we have things to do."

"Mafucka she go ta Daycare five days out da week, what da fuck you mean?"

"Calm down sheesh."

"Nah. Ion play about my daughta. Yo ass would leave her wit jus anybody. You ain't dat young girl anymore. You got a baybeh. Dats our priority not nobody else's."

"August be quiet. I know this person. You need to chill mr.im gone for weeks at a time. You need to just chill out. Seriously."

"Yeah ight. Fire dat bitch cause that's dead. You mean ta tell me, you couldn't take Lani to da store witchu?"

"Babe my phone is dying. I call you back."

"Du-"

"I love you babe. Bye."

And I hung up, tossing my phone in the cup holder.

"Your wrong as fuck for lying to that man line that."

"He's so over protective about everything it's not even funny."

"You gotta understand why and appreciate that."

"Okay." I sighed.

"You gon eventually tell him?"

"I don't know, I just lied literally to his face. So now I made the lie worse."

"Do what you feel is right but if he find out later down the line, he gon be way madder."

"Okay."

The rest of the ride was cool. We pulled up to the airport and did everything we needed to before boarding the plane.

I was anxious yet furious with everything. I mean I haven't seen my mother in a few years and I was happy about that.

I didn't need to see her, I didn't need to speak to her either. It just sucks because who doesn't want their parents in their life?

Though my dad did something so sickening to me I just needed more closure then what I've been given.

And I know August would hate me for this but it's something I needed to do for the sake of my own feelings.

He lost his dad at a long late physically but he doesn't know how it feels to have they person be there for you your whole life then all of a sudden their just gone.

And the same for my mother.

My life was so complicated and I was beyond tired of acting like everything was fine. I mean at times I did feel like I was being dramatic but I deserve more than this.

I take care of my daughter and I work. I work

For everything I have and I do nothing wrong

To anybody but somehow my life still felt like a piece of shit.

And then again I felt like everything was good

Too. I was just backwards as hell and on a emotional rollercoaster.

And I needed this closure to put me back at ease.

******

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