I want this.

I can't, I want him.

He stood up with me in his arms and headed toward my bedroom. He gently laid me on the bed, still not breaking the kiss.

I pulled away, and he shook his head.

"I'm sorry," He said.

"Fa' what?" I asked, shocking myself when I pulled my shirt off.

He stared at me with lust in his eyes. He kissed my lips once more and I unbuttoned his shirt, letting it slide off my perfect body.

"Are you sure?" He asked, ripping my skirt off my lower body.

I gasped and gulped. I nodded quickly and he laughed darkly.

I was left in panties and bra. I covered my body with my hands, suddenly I was becoming insecure.

"Don't hide from me," He said.

He smiled when I slowly remove my hands. "Don't hide from me, baby, you are so beautiful."

I nod. He quickly took off his pants and my eyes wondered down to the print that was showing through his boxer briefs.

"Can I touch you?" He asked.

I nod and his hand land on my stomach, caressing it. He kissed my stomach, making his way to my chest. He kissed my nipple through my bra, while his hands separated my legs. I blush as my bra was ripped off my body.

He kissed my breast, taking my hardened nipple in his mouth. I groaned, grinding against him. His erection was pressed against my private.

"Fuck," He whispered. "Do you feel me?" I moan as a response, nodding.

He sucked, pinched, and pulled at my nipple. I whined once his mouth left me.

"Peter," I opened my eyes to see him hovering over me.

He kissed me, his tongue fighting his way in my mouth. I kissed back, still grinding against him.

He pulled back, licking and sucking his way to my lower part.

He hooked his fingers through my underwear and slowly pulled them down.

"You look wonderful," His head dipped down, kissing my inner thighs. As he got close to my treasure, he stuck a finger in me.

I gasp, arching my back, "P-peter,"

"Shh, I got you now." He cooed, inserting another finger. I whimpered. "Am I hurting you?" He stopped moving his fingers, but I quickly shook my head.

"No, I'm f-fine." I whispered.

she whispered.

I smirked, dipping my head down to taste her juices. She tasted so sweet. I could stay here all day. Everything about her was beautiful.

"Oh, gawwd!" Her soft moans getting louder. I continued to finger her, while my tongue played her pussy.

I grabbed her hands and interlocked our fingers. I dragged my tongue across her clitoris, sucking on it. She arched her back off the bed, squeezing my hands. Her body began to moved away from me. I smirk, licking my lips.

"Don't run," She bit her lip, silencing her loud moans.

I let go of her hands, pulling her body back down. I gave her pussy one more suck before I made my way to her.

I gave her a kiss and she licked her lips, tasting herself.

"You taste that? That's how amazing you taste. You taste good. Say it." I demanded.

She blushed, "I-I taste g-good."

I smirked, "Are you ready?"

She nodded, wordlessly.

I took my briefs off and climbed back on top of her.

I watch her look down and cover her mouth.

"Will it fit?" She asked.

"Yes, baby,"

I leaned down to kiss her lips, she wrapped her arms around my neck, spreading her leg apart more.

I pushed the tip in and she shifted, "Stop," I laughed.

"I'm sorry, it's just uncomfortable." She whined.

I pushed in more, until I was fully in and she dug her nails in my back.

"Peter, it hurts." She moaned out, tears clouding her beautiful eyes.

"It'll go away, trust me. Put your hands on my chest, if it hurts too much, just push me back, okay?"

She nods and place her hands on my chest. I began to move and soon her whimpers and whines turned to moans.

I started off slow, letting her feel all of me. She wrapped her legs around my waist, digging her nails in my back.

I ignored the pain and continued to thrust inside her. I was going to keep it at the pace, but I heard her soft voice mutter, "Faster, please."

I don't know what came over me, but both her legs were thrown over my shoulders and I was going in.

She moaned loud, arching her back.

"I can't," She moaned, "Stop."

I slowed down, staring at her. "Do you really want me to stop?"

"Nooo," She whined, tears falling from her face.

I kissed her tears away, "Don't cry."

"It feels good,"

I flipped us over, so she's on top. "Fuck, ride me, baby."

She blushed, moving her hips. I grabbed her waist, guiding her. Before I knew it, she was bouncing all on me.

"I love you," I groaned, rubbing her wet clit with my thumb.

Her body jerked as she climaxed. I pulled her down, kissing her, so her screams were muffled.

I climax inside her, moaning against her mouth.

Sarah rested in my arms, playing with my fingers. After we finished, we washed up and changed the sheets.

"What time is it?" I asked.

"9:31 p.m.,"

I nodded and rubbed her back. I gave her a kiss and caressed her thighs. "You never told me you were flexible."

"You never asked. I didn't even know, really." She shrugged.

"I love you," I kissed her lips.

"Are you gonna leave me?" She ignored me.

I shook my head, "Of course not! You're mine, Sarah, I love you."

"I like you too." She whispered.

We laid in silence, until Christian burst through the door.

"Mommy, get up, it's movie night, 'member." He yelled.

"Christian, shh, your mommy is tired okay, why don't you and I watch the movie together?" I offered.

"Mommy, you go sleep, Peter and I watch movie together okay?" He said to her and she laughs.

"Okay baby, have fun," She smiled.

"Okay," Christian and I said.

"Jinks!" Chris yelled.

"Darn it,"

"Double jinks!"

I stared at Sarah and she laughed. "Peter," she said finally.

"Thank you,"

We left Sarah's room and walked into the living room.

I know, but I couldn't help it. He was telling me everything I wanted to hear. The way he touched me made me melt. I gave in, I couldn't help it.

I didn't give anytime type of permission.

Shut up!

I sob quietly into my pillow. I let him touch me. I should've stopped him.

"Hey babe, do you have any popco-Are you okay?" Peter asked, rushing over to me.

I continued to cry, ignoring him.

Why didn't I stop him?

"Baby, what's wrong?" He asked, cradling me in his arms.

"It's my fault," I cried.

"Is it because we had sex? I'm sorry, I didn't mean it. I shouldn't have rushed it, I didn't mean it. I'll leave if you want me to." He said, holding me close.

"I was ra-"

"You were what?" He asked.

I can't tell him now. I can't let that affect me anymore. I'll tell him later in our relationship.

"I just miss you." I say quickly.

"Babe, I'm just right out there. You want me to stay in here with you?"

I nod, "Please,"

"Okay, Christian done fell asleep on me." He smiled.

I giggle, wiping my visible tears.

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I laid in Peter's arm, still thinking about what transpired by Peter and I.

I shift lightly, facing Peter. I poke him and he laughs.

"Yes, love?"

"What age did you lose you virginity?"

"If I'm not mistaken, I believe age 12."

My eyes widen. "You we're so young,"

"I know, how old were you?"

"Don't matter, I wanna learn about you." I say quickly.

"Like what?"

"How are you so good at um... You know the due." I asked shyly.

"Porn and practice." He said bluntly.

"Nasty." I said as he laughed.

"How are you good at sex?" He asked.

"I'm not."

He smacked my thigh, "Lie again,"

"I'm not, you did all the work." I shrugged

"I mean, the way you were bouncing and made me want to cum quick."

I gasp, hitting his chest, "Peter!"

He laughed, blocking my hits, "It's true. I'm surprised you didn't wake up Chris. You we're moaning loud." He teased.

I blush, "Stop,"

"You know you too light to be trying to hide your blushing,"

I laugh, "You and I are the same complexion, you're just a bit darker."

"Racist," he joked.

I smiled at him before yawning. "I'm so tired,"

"Do you want me to leave?" He asked and I shake my head.

"Stay, I'll miss you." I said.

He looked at me, his blue eyes piercing through my light brown ones.

"I love you." He said, caressing my cheeks.

"I like you too," I whispered.