Another week passed and I have a appointment today and I'm getting an ultrasound for the first time and I'm really nervous.

"Princess it's okay, nothings gonna happen,"Lauren says kissing my hand and focusing on the road.

"I know, but what if something does?"I ask.

"Nothing is going to happen. You're healthy the baby is healthy. Nothing is going to happen. Trust me,"She says.

"I just can't stop thinking somethings going to go wrong. Lauren with our luck who knows?"

She pulls into the parking lot and stops the car and faces me.

"Baby look at me,"She says.

I glance up at her and then look back down.

She uses her hand to turn my head.

"With our luck we got married, you got pregnant, the baby is healthy. You're getting an ultrasound and the baby is going to be just fine. Just trust me,"She says the light shining in her eyes making her brown orbs lighter than usual.

"It's going to be fine,"She mumbles and pecks my lips.

She gets out the car and opens my door.

She helps me out and when I stand up she pulls me in for a hug.

"Everything's going to be fine, I'll be right there with you through it,"She says and pulls away.

She grabs my hand and we walk in.

Once we get called up and I get ready and everything Lauren grabs my hand.

"You ready?"She asks.

"I think so,"

"Alright it's going to be cold at first,"The doctor says.

She was the doctor I had my first appointment with so I trust her.

She spreads the gel on my lower abdomen and I inhale sharply.

She grabs the transducer and rests it where the gel is.

She looks at the screen and glances back at Lauren and I.

"Congratulations looks like you have a pair of twins in here,"She says.

"Twins?"Lauren asks, tears in her eyes.

"Yeah. You can see one of the babies right here and the other one here,"She says pointing at the screen.

"Looks like we have two babies,"Lauren says wiping her tears.

"I told you it was okay,"She says and pecks my lips.

"We're going to be moms of two Lauren,"

"Yeah,"

"Your list of like a hundred names is going to come in handy after all Laur,"I say smiling.

After the appointment we went to my cousins house and we're sitting on the couch.

"Can I touch it?"Mia asks pointing at my stomach.

"Yeah you can touch it,"I respond.

Lauren removes her hand Mia places her hand gently on my stomach.

"Hi. I'm going to be like a big sister to you. You're going to be so small! You're going to have the best mommies in the world!"She exclaims giggling.

Lauren smiles and grabs Mia placing her on her lap.

"You want to know something Mia?"Lauren asks.

"Yeah!"She nods.

"Well there are two babies in Y/N right now. Not one,"

"Two!?"

"Yeah,"

"Is it a secret?"She whispers.

"We're going to tell everyone in a little bit Mia. Just don't tell anyone until then. Okay?"I ask.

"I promise!"

"Y/N what did I say about making five year olds promise you things!?"Tia Chari asks.

"To not do it, but this will be worth it,"I respond.

She looks at Mia and Mia nods and hops off of Lauren's lap.

An hour or so passes and Lauren decides we should tell them now because her family is here also.

Our families get along as if we were one bigger family.

"Um guys we need to tell you something!"Lauren yells gaining everyone's attention.

"What?"Lisa asks.

"Shut up Lise and just listen,"Lauren groans.

"So I went to get an ultrasound today. It turns out I'm having twins,"I say.

"Was it that unexpected!? All her siblings are twins!"Lisa yells.

"Lisa shut up!"Lauren yells.

"Ha! You're gonna have to watch after two things!"Lisa exclaims laughing.

"They're not things Lise,"Lauren says.

"Wouldn't that be weird though? Like I'd be the aunt from Lauren's side, but then Addison would be the aunt from Y/N's side and if we get married then who's side would we be from?"Lisa asks.

"You're over complicating things. Take a break,"I say.

She rolls her eyes.

"Is that what you made Mia promise? To not tell us?"Nathan asks.

"Yeah,"I nod.

"I kinda expected it. None of us were showing that much when we're in the first two to three months other than your mother,"Tia Rocio says.

Everyone congratulates us and Lauren puts her hand on my stomach.

"So I have more names,"She says smiling.

"Electra is obviously staying, and if it's a boy maybe Giovanni, or another girl it's Giovanna Giselle,"She says.

"You really are set on Electra Violet aren't you?"I ask.

"I mean duh,"

Melanie sits down next to Lauren and I glare at her.

"What the hell are you doing?"I ask.

"Didn't you like actually hit Y/N and push her a few times like a month or two ago? How do you know you wont do that to these little guys?"She asks Lauren.

"I knew you couldn't hide your anger but hitting them? Imagine doing that. Imagine hitting you wife because of something she couldn't prevent,"She continues.

"Hurting the person you swore to protect and then going back on your word like a week later. I mean. If I loved someone I wouldn't hurt them like that,"

"Melanie what the hell do you want?"I ask.

"Nothing. I'm just here to remind Lauren that she'll probably fuck up at some point. Congratulations on your pregnancy,"She says smirking and getting up and walking away.

Lauren pulls her hand away from my stomach and scoots further away from me on the couch.

"Babe you know what she said isn't true,"I say reaching to grab her hand but she pulls it back and she slides her hands in her pocket.

"What if she isn't wrong? You see how I take out my anger. What would I have done to you if my sisters weren't in that house?"She asks.

"I hit you. I pushed you on the bed then choked you. What would I do to them?"She asks getting up and walking to the door.

I see Melanie talking to her mom and she glances at me.

I rolls my eyes and walk out the door to see Lauren in the car.

I open the door.

"Babe let me drive,"I say taking the keys away from her.

"Switch me seats,"I say.

She doesn't answer.

"Lauren please. We can talk about this at home if you want,"

I look at her face and see her eyes shut tightly, trying to hold back the tears.

"Lauren it's okay,"

I get out and go to her side.

I open the door and she gets out and goes to the passenger seat.

She gets in and I drive home.

Once we get there she runs inside.

I chase her and I go upstairs to our room.

"Lauren opens the door,"I say.

"No,"She whimpers.

"Please Lauren. Let me in,"

She unlocks the door and faces the bed so I can't see her face.

I shut the door behind me and she faces me.

Tears running down her cheeks.

"What if she's right? Who knows how far I would've gone if I didn't remember the girls were in the house that day. I hit you Y/N. I left a mark on you! I hurt you after promising that's the one thing I wouldn't do! What if I get pissed at one of the kids and I-I take it to far and hurt them!? I'm not good enough to be a mom yet! I'm struggling to be a good wife! I can't get ready by that time! What Melanie said is true!"She yells.

"Just leave me,"She cries.

I wrap my arms around her and she completely breaks in my arms.

She wraps her arms around me and cries like there's no tomorrow.

"Lauren I'm struggling too. We have each other. We'll always have each other. That's the one thing that we know. Forget about what you would've done. The point is you did stop when I grabbed your wrist. You didn't hurt me as badly as you could've. Lauren I know you'll be a good mother. Look at how you've interacted with Barry over the months, and Mia, and Jacob, and Noah, and literally every little kid you've met. Being a mother you're going to care about them a hundred times more. You're not going to hurt our children. What Mia said about them having the best moms out there. She said moms not mom. That includes you. Lauren I love you. I wouldn't want to be going through life with a different person. I chose to go through this with you and I'd choose you any day. Please don't even try to convince yourself that you're going to hurt them or that you're going to be a bad mother, because none of it is true Lauren,"I say to her while rubbing her back.

"It's hard to get myself to realize that. We have like half of a year until we have two children. How will we know- how will I know that I've changed?"She asks pulling away from my embrace.

I cup her cheeks and wipe her tears.

"You being scared of this Lauren proves that you'll be a great mom. You will be an amazing mother. I'll tell you everyday until this babies come out, until you start to believe it. Lauren I love you,"

"I love you too,"