It's been four months and I'm still not comfortable with Lauren touching my face or anything like that.

My dad went back to California and I told my family what happened.

They all had their responses.

Some wanted to go to California and confront him, the twins, addison, and the girls. Others wanted to call the police, some of my cousins. And the rest just stayed silent.

Mine and Laurens one year is coming up a few weeks.

Christina and I started talking more. I don't know there's just something comforting about her presence.

Lauren and I are on the couch waiting for the girls to come over so I can record with Y/s/N.

Once the girls come in they all hug me and Christina keeps her arm around me until Lauren rolls her eyes looking at us.

She gets jealous anytime I'm with Christina.

Christina puts her hands in her hoodie pocket.

I sit on the couch with Y/s/N and Lisa starts recording.

After recording I go live like I always do and Christina comes up behind me.

"Your fiancee is bugging me,"She says wrapping her arms around me.

"Just ignore her,"I say.

I continue going live for about an hour before ending it.

I put my phone away and Lauren sits down wrapping her arm around my waist pulling me onto her lap.

I roll my eyes.

"Really Lauren,"

"Yeah. You and Christina seem pretty comfortable with each other,"She says.

"Well yeah. We're close. So what? Why do you get so jealous?"I ask.

"You hardly let me touch you anymore. This right here is all we've done for months. When it comes to Christina though she can hug you and all that shit and act like you're together,"

I get off of her lap.

"I'm sorry she comforted me so much these past months when I was scared of you. Sorry I trust her so much. Sorry I don't spend every second of everyday with you. She wasn't the one that punched the wall near my face,"I say.

"You said you forgave me!"

"I did, but that doesn't change the fact that I still get scared!"

She gets up and walks to our room.

I sigh and walk outside and sit on the front step.

I hear the door open and shut and then someone wrap their arm around me.

I instinctively lay my head on their shoulder.

"You wanna talk about it?"Christina asks.

"Everything is falling apart Chris. It's as if my dad planned this. Her to find out and get mad, express her anger, I become uncomfortable around her, we starting having fights, then we break up,"I say putting it all together.

"Chris this is his plan,"

We get up and walk inside.

I run upstairs and knock on the door waiting for Lauren to unlock it.

She unlocks the door and let's me in.

"Lauren this is his plan,"I say.

"What?"

"He knew I was going to tell you and you were going to get mad and express it. He knew I be uncomfortable around you and we would fight more than usual. Then at the end we would call off the engagement and break up. He wanted this to happen,"I say.

"What it wasn't his plan? What if he wanted to see if we would even be able to get past this? To see if we could even make this work,"She says sitting on the bed.

I straddle her lap.

"Babe we will make it past this,"I say cupping her face.

"Okay I promise,"I say and she looks up at me.

"What if we-"I connect our lips and she instantly reciprocates the kiss.

Her arms instinctively wrapping around my waist.

I push her onto her back and she looks at me.

"Are you okay with this?"She asks.

"Yes Lauren,"

She instantly reconnects our lips.

As the kiss gets deeper there's a knock on the door.

We pull away from each other.

"What?"I ask through the door.

"I just wanted to remind Lauren that she has to come over tomorrow to record. Don't give her to many hickeys,"Lisa says through the door.

"No promises,"

After a few minutes I hear the front door open and shut and Lauren wastes no time to take my shirt off of me.

I lift her shirt off of her and she instantly flips us over and places me on my back.

"If you get scared or want me to stop don't be scared to tell me,"She says kissing my neck.

"Okay,"I moan as she sucks on my sweet spot.

She smirks against my skin and slowly grinds her hips into mine.

I arch my back and she uses one of her hands to go behind me and unclasp my bra.

She tosses it to the side and starts kissing down my neck to my collarbone.

Once she gets to my breasts she stops and looks at me and I nod.

She takes one of them into her mouth and I throw my head my back as she palms me through my jeans.

"Fuck Laur,"

She switches to my other boob and slowly unbuttons my jeans.

She kisses down my stomach and until she reaches the waistband on my jeans.

"Are you sure?"She asks.

"Yes,"

She pulls my jeans off of me in one swift move and kisses my inner thighs as she reaches my panties she comes back up and pecks my lips before tearing the small article clothing off of me.

She kisses all over my stomach,chest,neck,and thighs before she licks my heated center.

"Please Lauren,"I moan.

"Please what princess?"

"Fuck me,"

She instantly slips her tongue in and I grip her hair pulling her more in.

As I thrust my hips up she pushes them back down so I can't move them.

As she twirls her tongue I moan loudly.

She trails her fingers up and down my sides sending shivers down my spine.

She replaces her tongue with her finger as she starts kissing up my body.

"Lauren. Faster!"

She quickens her pace and adds a finger.

I throw my head back and she sucks on the open skin leaving marks everywhere.

I feel a knot in my stomach sweat dripping down my body.

"Lauren I'm close!"

She continues pumping her fingers at a quick pace hitting my g-spot with every pump.

"LAUREN"I yell my legs shaking as I scratch her back.

Lauren helps me through my high and after that I tug on her jeans.

She smirks and I flip us over.

I dry my hair and walk back into the room in grey sweats and Laurens cactus hoodie.

Lauren walks in with a black hoodie and sweats on.

She wraps her arms around my waist.

"Are you okay?"She asks resting her head in the crook of my neck.

"Yeah,"

"I'm sorry about almost hitting you. That wasn't me,"She says.

"I know Lauren. I was just scared,"I say.

She kisses my cheek and I turn around to face her.

"What are we gonna tell your mom? Is she gonna come to the wedding?"Lauren asks.

"Yeah she's coming,"

I wrap my arms around her neck and she smiles.

"So six months until we get married,"She says.

"Six months until your stuck with me,"I say smiling.

"I was stuck with you the day we met,"

Lauren and I started planning the wedding and we decided we're getting married in six months and Christina and Nick are getting married one month after that.

"Does you back hurt?"I ask because I scratched her pretty hard.

"No,"

My phone vibrates and I look at the number.

I put my phone back in my pocket after declining the call.

"Your dad?"Lauren asks and I nod.

"He's been blowing up my phone these past months. I only answer my mom and she knows why. Lauren he calls me like every five minutes it's getting hard to avoid him,"I say.

"Can you hand me your phone?"She asks.

"What for?"

"I need to call him and tell him to stay out of your life,"

I hand her my phone and she unlocks it.

She calls my dad and puts the phone up to her ear.

"No this isn't Y/N this is Lauren. You know the woman she loves. Anyway I was just calling you to tell you to get the fuck out of her life. She doesn't need her toxic father in her life telling that she is imperfect. I don't understand why you aren't okay with this, but because of it you lost all of your daughters. I hope you're happy now that none of them want you in their life. You better fuck off and if you call her one more time I have family in California so I can easily make your life a living hell,"She says and hangs up.

She hands my phone back to me and I put it back in my pocket.

"Where did that come from?It was hot,"I say wrapping my arms around her neck.

"I don't know he just gets me pissed,"She says wrapping her arms around my waist.

"It was hot,"

She rolls her eyes.

I lean into her and start kissing her neck.

"Babe stop. I already have a lot of hickeys and I have to record tomorrow,"She groans.

I smirk and my hands drop to her waist as I pull her closer.

I start sucking on the skin and she tilts her head back giving me more access.

I slowly push her over to the bed until she eventually sits down on the edge.

She pulls away.

"Babe we already showered,"She says.

"Your point?"

She smiles and pulls me on the bed.

"Come on lets just go to bed,"She says.

Lauren and I are about to go to the girls house to record.

"Y/N why did you leave so many?"She groans trying to cover her hickeys.

"I got carried away."

I wrap my arms around her from behind and kiss her cheek.

Once she covers most of the hickeys we go to the girls house.

Lisa looks at Lauren's neck and groans

"Why didn't you cover them?"She asks.

"I couldn't,"

Lisa looks at me.

"Sorry! In my defense we barely had contact for the last four months! Do you know how hard that is!?"I exclaim defending myself.

"I mean when your sister went back to Florida I didn't have any contact with Addison so..."

"Yeah, but y'all weren't even dating yet,"I say.

After a while of Lisa and I arguing the girls sit on the couch and start filming.

The girls get up and walk into the kitchen and I sit on the couch.

Lauren comes back with a water bottle and sits down.

"So many people are gonna see the hickeys Y/N. There are like five year olds that watch us,"Lauren says and smacks my arm playfully.

"They shouldn't even know what a hickey is,"

"People get educated very early. With the world now, you can come out of the womb cussing,"She says.

"No one is going to point it out. And you've recorded tones of videos with hickeys on your neck,"I say.

She sighs.

"If anyone points it out its your fault,"

Yeah someone's going to point them out.

"Babe it's fine,"I say.

I run my hand through my hair and Christina comes and sits down by me.

She puts her arm around me and Lauren glares at her.

"So six months,"Christina teases.

"So seven months,"I respond.

"But you're like my sister and now you're actually going to be my sister,"She says.

"Wait what about Dani and Y/s/N, and Lisa and Addison?"I ask.

"They're fine, it'll work,"

"Okay so you and Nick, when are the children coming?"I ask.

"Hey one step at a time. Probably not soon,"She says.

We continue talking and when she walks away I turn to Lauren.

"Babe you wanna go home?"I ask and she doesn't answer.

"Babe"

"Lauren,"

"Answer me,"

After a few more tries I climb on her lap and she still doesn't look at me.

I start kissing her neck and she doesn't move.

"Lauren,"I mumble and she bites her lip.

I start sucking on the skin until she lets out a soft moan only loud enough for me to hear.

I get off of her lap.

"Lets go home,"I say and she gets up.

She grabs my hand and as we say bye she drags me out of the house.

She starts the car and in the middle of the ride she lets one of her hands fall into my thigh.

"What are you doing?"I ask.

She doesn't answer and she slides her hand closer to my heated center.

As she stops the car at the house and takes the keys out of the ignition she lift her hand on of me and gets out shutting her door.

I open my door and follow her inside she tosses the keys onto the coffee table in the room and as soon as I shut the door behind me she pins me against it.

We showered and stuff.

Also tonight was the night I learned Lauren has a daddy kink and she likes choking me.

Fun.