"Who made this soup?" I ask while taking a spoon of it. Another day came and my head hit up so hard when I woke up. I still feel dizzy and kinda want to vomit. Good say I'm experiencing hangover. I didn't know this feeling of getting drunk and facing the consequences in the next morning.

We are in Good's dining area. Dae were still here also, she didn't go home. So I guess they sleep together or nah. That's not my business anymore. But seeing them in front of me doing this public displacing love affair is really weird. I didn't expect this to be happen. I didn't think that they could see each other despite of being part of our circle of gang. Good didn't even told me once he seeing Dae as a girl. Never at once.

"Since when this things between you two happen?" I ask them directly. I'm not being nosy but I just want to know.

They look first to each other and giving each other a meaningful look.

"Last last day I guess" Good answered while Dae was smiling like her lips were about to tear up.

"Aish. Whatever" are we even friends? He didn't even mention it to me.

"So were going back to you, what is your plan today?" Dae changes the topic and ask me this. I just finished the bowl of soup. Finally I feel so full and not hungry anymore.

"Nothing" actually seeing that incident yesterday, I just want to avoid it. I don't want to see nor to talk to Tin. I don't want to hear his trying to cover up explanation of everything I saw yesterday.

"But we need to go to the university" Dae insisted to me.

"Go guys you can go. I'm just going home and get some more sleep" that's the best plan ever for today. I can escape to the real world where am I.

"No! You will not go home" Good protested weird. He look shock to what he said and wanting it to give back. Its really something fishy I guess.

"I just don't feel to go to the university. Tell our prof that I have sick" seeing him there wont make any good for me either.

"Don't tell me you are avoiding Tin?" Dae starting to teas me. I gave her my annoyed look.

"Don't try to ruin my mood Dae" I warn her.

"What?? I'm just asking. Then this is it already? Giving up? What now? So you don't want Tin owe you some explanation? You didn't want to confront him? Can you have to do something" trying to lure me with her words but I'm shaking my head at her.

"I already did something Dae and this avoiding him" I know this is something not me. But I cant help it either.

"Avoiding? Is that even good? Are you not going to talk about it?" she sound like she convincing me to face him.

"For what? I just don't want it" don't want to hear something that I don't want to hear from him. Isn't that enough reason that's why I don't want to hear anything from him.

I didn't hear anything from her and we both went silent. While I'm trying to figure it out to myself why are they so needy for me to talk to Tin.

"You know what? Dae was right. If you didn't do anything right now. You might regret it to the end" Good intrude to our arguments and makes us silent for awhile.

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The nonsense arguments we went earlier in the morning was useless because I end up going to the university. I attend my morning class first. Just like how I used to be. But not having any news or update from Tin makes me more angrier.

He didn't budge to text or call me. So what is the problem now? I hate this swear.

The day were almost wrapped up. But seem everything happen was just like that. What move should I do? I didnt even saw him around. He was gone out and missing in action.

"Can, wait for us here okay?" Cha-am dragging with her boyfriend. I look puzzled at them.

"Where are you going?" they are the one who asked me to go with them but what is it now. They are going to abandon me here?

Pond smile at me in apologetic way. "Eh we forgot something, just wait here Can" I sighed.

"Okay just make it quick. I wanna stroll in the mall right now. I need company okay?" I remind them that. They invited me to go with them in the mall.

They waved at me and finally leave me here. Sighing again as I seated in the bench near where they left me.

Good and Dae really ditching me knowing I have something going through. They supposed to comfort me. But they just busy dating each other.

While I'm on my thoughts. I saw Tin walking to the stadium and he is with that girl again.

I didn't whats gotten me but I immediately stand up and walk after them.

Even its hurting me and feel heavy to my heart. I put all my courage to call his name.

"Tin!" he stopped and finally give look back at me. He patted first the girl he with then she head first.

As what I expect he look at me like it was nothing.

"Can" tsk. He grab my hand and we walk inside.

"Don't touch me!" I lose his grip to my hand and hide it from my back. "Are you not saying anything to me?" I demand his explanation but why do I feel he is just playing games with me.

"What are you saying?" I don't know why he smiling at me like this. Started yesterday morning, he made me anxious and over thinking about that.

"You know what I meant Tin. That girl you with! What is your relationship with her?!!" now I lose up. I end up crying in mess after asking that to him. I don't know how exactly how to feel, am I angry, sad or I'm just freaking jealous.

"You know how much it is killing me. Knowing you have that face that can make other girls swooning over you. I totally forgot that you are big catch, I forgot that you are also a man. What if someday you will meet someone better than me? or you will realize that I'm not the one for you. Do you know how its hurting me. That Im so jealous and I wanted you to hide from any of them. To mark you as mine" I blurted anything that make me bother. My eyes went blurry because of my tears. He didn't say anything so that I conclude its a confirmation of his relationship of that girl.

"You can just told me that you don't need and love me anymore" I said as wipe my tears and turn back at him.

Why am I so stupid for not realizing that? I was about to take a step when..

"Happy birthday to you.. happy birthday happy birthday... happy birthday Can" I was stunned and realizing what is the date today.

I look back at him and to my big surprise. I saw my whole gang with him at his back. Holding a lots of balloon and tarpaulin with a happy birthday greetings. Also Ae and Techno holding a cake. While Tin handing a big flower bouquet.

My feelings were mixed up and I'm still confuse of happenings.

"Happy birthday Can!!!" they all both said in chorus.

I couldn't speak as Tin walking towards with me with his big smile. What is happening?

He give me those bouquet of flowers and give me a apologetic smile. "I didn't know that you would feel that way. But I wanted to tell you that you are the only one who I will give my heart with. Even I meet a lot of pretty girls out there, I wouldn't budge giving them my attention because I have you and my heart with. I love you Can. And I would love you forever" my tears began to fall and not because I was sad but this time its because of this happiness he give to me. I hug him and buried my face to his chest.

I hear their claps and cheers for us. I only smack his shoulder.

And Dae walk forward to us. "I'm sorry Can. It was all Tin's plan to surprise you" I was really so stupid that I believe on them. Realizing how she act yesterday. I was bait for that and believed that Tin can do this to me.

"You want to meet the girl I with?" I arched my eyebrow at him. And then everyone of us just look how she make an entrance holding a box of gift. She bowed her head and when she finally reached us. She chin up and smiled at me.

My eyes were widen realizing... "Pete??"

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a/n : im so anxious i think you guys were bored to this plot huhu. but anyways thank you for voting and i do appreciate the reaction you commenting here. you guys are the best! keep hanging on my story.