Why was everyone reacting violently about that I'm dating Dae? I think that carefully though before I ask her that. I'm observing her since that day she kept sticking on me. I think she was really sincere liking me. Maybe our friends might look that I'm using Dae as my rebound. Isn't not that, it just I want to give us both chances to live again happily. We deserve to be happy right? Maybe loving her will keep time and I will and willing to learn love her. Dae show her true colors but that doesn't mean she was not that Dae I used to know. Were just victim of the situation and make us changes.

Now we are in the school cafeteria and in the same place as always. Dae more clingy at me since we start officially dating. Our friends looking so us so weirdly. Maybe the way Dae clings on me.

"What?" I asked them. I just felt so unease. I don't know if it was how they look on us or if it was Dae. But I have to stand her personality.

They focus their selves on their food. While me, I cant eat properly.

"You know Can, if you don't want it don't force yourself to date someone you don't really like" I was concentrating peeing when Good just came here and stand next to me and position himself to pee in the bowl.

I zipped back my pants afterwards. I just look again to the mirror and fixing my hair.

"Good, its okay. Everything can be learn and I think I can adjust soon" I assured him. But he look not satisfied of it.

"Can you be honest with me? You are planning something?" when he was done peeing, he zipped back his pants and fix it in front of me.

"What are you saying?" I'm seriously confused on what he was trying to say.

"Are you doing this to get back to Tin? Seriously Can this is beyond of childish act" I brushed up my hair up and trying to keep calm.

"Tin has nothing to do with this" he look not agreeing at me. He walk forward to me.

"Better to get yourself together Can. You are going to hurt and fool Dae especially yourself" he give me a bro pat. Then he leave me here with thoughts.

Am I unfair?

"Can do you want me to come over to my house. My mom wants to meet you" Dae asked me while poking me in my back. As usual we were alone together.

I just want to go home. I don't know I feel so exhausted for whole damn day.

I was about to decline her invitation. When I saw Tin from across the street. I know he saw us because our eyes met. I immediately pull Dae closer to my body even more and almost hug her. I don't know whats gotten me that I want to show off to Tin. I want to see in his face that he was affected seeing us. I want to hurt him.

But the reality he just passed us and didn't bother to look at us. When he was gone in my sight, I push a little Dae away from me.

Why did I do that?

"So what is it Can? Are we going now?" Dae look so excited. But I don't just have that guts to see Auntie for now.

"Lets do that next time. I want to go home" lifelessly. I left her without saying anything. I'm hearing her tantrums but I didn't bother to turn back at her.

I feel disappointed.

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"Dae you know that I'm still studying right?" I've raised my voice to Dae. That make both of us shock. I didn't mean it but its her fault she keep asking me about foods she want to buy for me. We are in the middle of the garden of the campus, me and the whole gang are hanging for a moment while waiting for the next class.

"Im sorry" I realized I was really mean to Dae. "I'm just not that hungry please don't bother me. Before I resume reading the notes that Cha-am write in her notebook. I received a meaningful look from the gang.

Dae just bowed her head.

"Take that easy, your girlfriend just worry to her boyfriend" I don't know but Good made emphasize that boyfriend to me. Looks he had other something to say.

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"Can we talk?" in our usual used to do in our daily days. We take walk again to our home.

"Hmm" I hummed and hearing what she was up to say.

"I'm your girlfriend but you didn't treat me one" I've stopped and face her.

"Yes we are dating but it doesn't mean that we are going to act like a couple" I just don't know what Dae what to show.

"What? Then why you asked me to go out on date with you? Ah.. I do get it, well at first I really get it but I choose not to bothered of that because I was dwell in happiness when you finally asked me as your girlfriend. But I didn't know that you are more cruel than ever" I look bored at her.

"Can we just called it a day? Lets talk that tomorrow" I was about to go first. When she stopped me by grabbing my left arm.

"No. We have to talk this to day" I pull away my arms with her hand. I seriously look at her face.

"You know Dae. I don't have time to your non sense talks"

"Non senses? Okay I know you are still upset with me right? And were still not good. But how long you will do this to me? I know I've done a wrong with you. And I apology to you a lot of times and I'm regretting it. Isn't it enough? I'm tired of this Can" now she complain that all of me. Did she oath me right? That she will do anything to win me back at her. Then what she is acting up to?

"You're tired? Okay then lets just break up" I said without looking at her.

"What?"

"I think were not going to work out. Even I try all my best but I just cant. So lets called it off" wow another sudden decision. Great Can now you're now an asshole too.

"What do you think of me? Am I that easy to you? Look Can if you saying that you are giving all your best, how about me? I think I did much better to make this relationship work. Yeah I make myself stupid and fooled in front of you. Thinking that you can love me back someday" She was tearing up. I've realized how big jerk I was. I am hurting again the person who loves me. Who cares about me. I was about to wipe her tears when she avoid her face to my hand.

"Can I know you hated me so much. But please don't be a monster you've hated" guilt now killing me right now. What did I have done? I'm so messed up.

"I'm so sorry Dae" I don't know how can I face her for doing this. I think I've done so far and crossed that line.

"I didn't know why did I agreed to Tin in the first place" with that my attention divert to Dae just said.

"Wait? What?" Dae face me. I was really clueless and little bit confuse.

"Tin asked me to look after you"

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a/n : sorry for the lame chapter huhu, btw soon we are going to have Tin's pov and i hope u guys look forward to that! thank you for keeping reading my story luvvv yaaaa 💙💚