"Yes Mom everything alright here!!" I assured mom who is now video calling us. I don't want her to worry and not she will not be distracted to us.

"Where is your brother by the way? Isn't he homed yet?" I scratched my head and sighed.

"He is in his room. You want me to call him Mom?" she shook her head and waving her both hands.

"No its okay, I think he was busy or studying" studying? Lol that was a big joke hahahaha. "I'm going off, my vacant time is about to end. Tell him that I've call okay? I love you sweety. Ill call you soon"

"I love you too Mom" I flying kiss at her then she off the call.

I turn off my pc afterwards and doze off to Can's room. I knock for a several times but I didn't hear anything inside. I know he was home early today? I didn't notice too if he was out already in the house.

"Can?!!! Open the door? Or Ill kicked it till it will wrecked!!" I knock aggressively because I'm getting pissed. Whats with him today and also this days??

He open it finally when I'm about to curse him. I notice that he has a swollen eyes and puffy cheeks. Did he??

"What is it Lei? Go spill it so I can go back to my sleep" liar. He doesn't look he was disturb to sleep. Because I'm really curious. I walked in to his room. Seated to his bed.

"Hey!! Get out of my room!!" he try to push me away but I stay still no matter what. I'm smell something fishy.

"Mom called earlier and she is looking for you" he nod and she grab my both arms still trying to push me away from his bed.

"Okay, Ill call mom later. Okay Lei, get out" I push his hand away from me.

"No. Not until you speak" he frowned at me.

"Speak what? Okay I'm not in the mood for your stuff" now I totally get why he was acted like this. Normally Can was really kinda loud and being happy go lucky. But when something bothering him up, he'll went silent and not being himself too. So one thing I'm sure why he was like this.

"Did you guys fought? Isn't it kinda love quarrel? Waaaa!! You want me to help you??" maybe Can was little secretive to me. But his face can show it all.

"Lei just get out okay" he said in calm voice which I'm bothered. He is not like this especially when I'm purposely annoying him.

"No. My brother had a problem so as his sister I will help him. So what happen? Why are guys fought? Don't be shy to elaborate everything for me" I smiled and puppy eyed him.

"I don't want to talk about it" I disapproved by shaking my head.

"You cant just shut that to yourself. You have to talk about it because it can be burden to yourself. And I really wanted to help you to make up with Tin" I said in enthusiastic tone.

He look cold at me. I think he is giving up on me.

"You cant Lei. Not anymore. Because we broke up already"

"Nah, I know Can he can resist you he will--- wait did I heard it right??" my eyes widen on what I realized.

Can just look away. Then he look at me again now with his teary eyes.

"Satisfied Lei? Okay you may now go out!" my whole body shaken, no I've heard it wrong,right?

"I'm sorry Can" now I felt so embarrassed because I've been so insensitive. "But Can how? why??" I was so clueless that he is been through this mess. I thought..

"Please Lei I wanna be alone!" he said while his tears running down to his cheek. I felt those pain. I couldn't say anything so that I stormed off to his room. And when Im out already, he immediately lock his room.

I've stay for minutes, staring at his door. I was so speechless. I couldn't believe that they broke up. Like I've saw them lately they were so happy and being so cute couple.

What happen? Did that Tin hurt my brother?!!

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Weekend. My favorite days on the week. I have a lots of time to watch bl series. But today I have something to deal with. I wake up early today, I prepared a special breakfast for my brother. After that I put in the tray and bought it for my brother.

I knock for a couple of times and I thought he wouldn't open it sooner. His face show it all, he look more messy than yesterday.

"Breakfast in bed?" he look first to what I bought. I understand if he refuse it.

He didn't say anything but he give me a signal to come in. I put the table in his bed. And separate the glass of milk then I put it on his side table.

I got startled when he suddenly back hug me.

"Can.." I hold his arm and gently pinching it.

"Sorry Lei for what I've done yesterday. I was just messed up and I don't feel to talk to anybody" I patted his arm.

"Its okay, I understand. If I were in your place, I will do the same thing" he released me from a hug. I turn myself and face him.

"Are you okay?" I know it was so stupid to ask but that's the first thing come to my mind.

He's shaking his head.

"I don't know Lei. I don't know when I will be? But I realized that I've survived my past 18 years in life without him, I can do that even he is not with me anymore!" he said but his eyes and the way he said it. Its like he just doing it for his self defense mechanism which I can understand.

I pull him for another hug.

"Don't force yourself, I know its not that easy so let yourself healed by the time. As for now, I can only be here, supporting you Can" I patted his head. Maybe first love heartbreak is rough though.

He push me a little and pull himself to my hug.

He quite smile at me.

"You want to hang out? You know the weather outside is awesome. Lets get some air!" he said trying in cheer up tone.

This is Can that I know. But I know deep in his inside. He was still broken pieces that need to be fixed.

I nodded. I sometimes annoyed him because he is getting pissed easily that made me makes me wanted to it more. But I love my brother so much.

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The worst and hated day in my life. Monday, just kidding. I just don't feel to go to school.

"Are you sure you can go to school?" Can chuckles at me.

"I'm not that sick or cant walk like that. I can go to school. I have to continue my life. I don't want to be wasted like him" we finished breakfast. And we both in uniforms and getting ready to school. He went upstairs afterwards, I think he'll pick his bag there.

When I heard the doorbell rings. Its too early to have a visitor. Don't tell me?

I quickly went outside and see it to myself first. I open the gate and the unexpected visitor came.

"Hi Lei!!" I sighed in relief because I thought it was Tin. But nah, how dare him to go here either.

"What are you doing here?" okay I have to deal with this bitch. What? She thought that I have forgotten already what she did here last time?

"I'm here to catch Can, we will go to school together" I raised my eyebrow at her.

"No. I will go with him. So no need you to go" I sign her to get her lost.

"Lei what is going on there??" I turn my back to Can who just get in here.

"Dae??" this bitch didn't hear nor see me, she just cling to my brother. Can just looking so confused at me.

I feel disgusted to Dae. And what with this girl? What she up to?

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a/n : this is the first time i give Lei pov.. i saw a lot of assumption that lei where kinda related to trump hmm i love how you guys giving try to critical think of my story, i really appreciate it!! thank you so much for your thoughts