Two days just freakin past. I never heard about Tin anymore. The last time we talk was that, we fought about something I didn't know why we ended up like that. Yes Ill admit I played so hard to get, I didn't budge to line him or call him. I do want him do something on me, like I know he know he was the one who started it and damn. He is still not contacting nor pay visiting me in my house? What the hell happen to him?

"So until now,no traces of Tin anymore?" Good was actually the one I can rely like I used to, I hope he is not getting tired of me. He was the one I can let this rant to my boyfriend.

"What if something happen on him?" I just suddenly realized. I get anxious attack right now. Good patted me.

"Bro chill~ maybe he get just into his space. Like you know every couple really had face every obstacle or any circumtance to test their relationship. Okay Can, you just have to chill" he can say that easily because he wasn't in my shoes.

"Good, I have this feeling" this gut feeling is killing me.

"You're just anxious Can. Ill tell you sooner or later he will call and finally make up on you" even though I have no idea how I will talk to him or nor idea of what happen next. At least Good is being more positive than to me and kinda helping for this time. "And by the way this isn't the first time that you guys had fought right?"

"But the scenario was different" I heaved a sigh.

I decided to go to Good's place after the class was done. I just don't feel to go home. Cause when I'm alone, all this thought going to drown me.

I goddamn miss Tin. I don't know how he can he keep doing this to me. I barely hurt from the last time we talk, but should he least explain all of it for me. I want to understand him, that's the only thing I wanted him to do with me.

"I cant do this anymore Good. I have to talk to him. I cannot stand not being with him in whole goddamn day, I feel so numb and soulless" I was about to dial his number when Good was quick to snatch it from me.

"Give that back to me!" he keep insisting not to give it back to me.

"So how about your pride that you kept for two days? So are you going to give it up and surrender to Tin?" I just stop for a second and thought about it. He was right but.. if I didn't do something the matter between Tin and I will become more huge and I don't have any chance to hold onto him.

"I don't care of that pride anymore! Just please give back my phone right now!" my eyes are getting heavy. Anytime my tears might fall.

"Just to remind you, he didn't do anything to reach out you first Can. Just to remind you!" then he almost push me while he give back my phone.

"I know he has a reason"

I rush dial his number. To my first attempt he didn't answer it, still on second and even for my fifth try. The last time I try, he off his phone already.

"Now what?" he asked.

"Maybe I should call Pete, maybe they know and they are with Tin" I said in cheering tone even though my whole mind being anxious at this moment.

"Hello Pete" thankfully he answered.

"Can??"

"Are you with Tin? Please can I get talk to him?"

"Can he is not here. All I thought he was with you this days, I'm not seeing him here in the hideout and even attending our class, he is been being missing in action"

"What are you talking about? I didn't hear anything from him since the day we fought"

"Oh my Ghad. Are you serious Can? The last we talk and seen him was in my unit. I guess that was two days ago. I told him to talk to you and fix everything in your relationship, I kept swaying him until he agreed seeing you. But what the hell happen? So where is Tin now?"

"Pete Ill hang up!" I didn't hear his answer when I off the call. Good was looking at me. He look so worried too.

"I should go to Tin's house right now" I was about to pick my bag and rush myself get off to his room. When he grab my wrist.

"Hey, wait do you want me to tag with you?" I hold his hand gripping my wrist and carefully I took it off. I smiled at him.

"Thank you everything Good, I can do it alone. Ill just line you later to update you" I give him a quick smile, pick my things and vanished from his room.

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"Tin I know you were there, come talk to me!!" I've been knocking to his huge ass grey gate for almost twenty times. I did push their doorbells for several times but no one is answering me.

He might not heard me but where the hell are his maids?

Finally, the gate was open. I was so excited to go inside when two of his maids face me.

"He was not here" they said as usual in their cold tone.

"No. He's there. Please tell him that I'm here. I just want to talk to him please" I'm trying to plead them. They only look to each other their facial expression that I don't understand.

"Sir, I'm telling you the truth"

"He hasn't been homed for two days"

They left me speechless. What the hell is really happening?

First he didn't reach me, second Pete didn't saw him either and now he hasn't been homed?!!!

Okay?? I'm getting worried.

Type.. okay I remember. Maybe he was in Type's bar.

I was about to call a taxicab. When some random taxicab stop behind me.

"Can!!" Dae was in the cab and waving at me like nothing happen. I was going to ignore her.

"Common hop in Can" I look at her puzzled.

"What is it Dae?" irritatedly I ask.

"You cant call any cab right now, If I were you, you'll just hop in her already" she had a point. I'm really into rush. I really need to go to Type's bar.

No choice, I open the door of the cab and sit next to her.

"Are you going home?" I shake my head.

"No" I looked to cab driver through his rear mirror.

"In the ***** bar please" he nod and we make on that way.

I felt Dae's hand lingering my arms.

"Dae get away from me" I try to pull myself away from her. Because until I don't think its our time to talk already.

"But Can.."

"I'm not in the mood Dae!" I said and push her hands away from me.

"I'm sorry" I jerk at her. "For everything I've said and done. I know I'm little brat that time. But it just.. I just cant accept that first but now Can I swear I'm really really sorry for what I did" I don't know how the fucking world goes and rolls and I run to Dae today. Well she apologize and who am I not to forgive her.

"Fine. Ill accept your apology. But that doesn't mean we are going back to our selves and used to be. For the pain you caused me, its better if you earn that again Dae" it just that I'm so cruel at her. I just want to prove her sincerely after her apologize. Because the damage was done. And I want her to learn something on what she did.

"Really?? Thanks Can!!" she was about to hug me when I abruptly her.

"No" she just smile at me.

"Okay.. the important is you forgive me" I just nod at her. Now I have to face my real problem. And that is Tin.

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"You have to go home Dae" we are currently having an argument. Cause she keep insisting to go with me inside the bar.

"But Can, I can help you to find Tin. I know where his spot is" Im shaking my head.

"No Dae. This is my own problem and you have nothing to do with it. Okay? I can do it alone" she crossed her arms and shaking his head for disagreeing.

"Okay Can, just think this is my way to earn your trust to me again. We've been friends right? What are we for? If we don't help each other right?"

"Fine fine" I don't want to argue with her because in the end we will end up to her decision as well.

She went in first and I follow her. As usual the bar are full of people who are here to fun and get wasted. I saw how different Dae when we came her, I saw her how she exchanging flirt glance to other male she was passing by.

I look weird at her. I'm really get to know the real Dae is. And that's a deal.

"What?" she bitchy asked me.

"You've been here for a lot times right?" base on what I saw, she was so pro.

"Nah, I just get in the bar especially here for a triple times I guess when I'm stalking Tin before" I just nod.

"Well you're not even look surprised, guess Tin already told you"

We continue to search Tin in this ocean of people in the bar. Looks like Type's bar was famous by now.

"Can there he is!!" Dae shamelessly pointed the left side of the bar where are the stool are. I saw a familiar back and I bet it was Tin. My heavy heart becomes lighter when I finally know where he is..

His sight landed on me. We eye contacted. But.. why are they seem so cold?

"Tin?" I was about to go near at him when Dae grab my arm.

"Wait? He is with some other girl??!" Dae exclaimed and then my heart broke when Tin just grab that random girl he with and kissed it. I don't want to believe because-- no the angle wasn't that unbelievable, I mean what if he was just whispering something to that girl because the music of these bar is kinda loud.

Yeah. Can that's not what you see. I didn't care at all and recklessly I walk near to his place.

"What are you doing here?" I don't know but he doesn't seem he like me to be here.

"I-im h-here to t-talk to you" why the hell I'm stuttering?

"I don't want to talk to you" he looked away and trying to chit chat again to that girl sitting next to him.

"But I wanted to? We should talk! Okay? I just wanna know what the hell are you doing in your life and you didn't budge to line or call me?" I'm exploded from my frustration.

"Isn't it that clear to you?" his rest bitchy face seem like he wanted me to fuck off with his life.

"Clear what?" but still I wanted to hold him, hold the Tin I know.

"That we're over" what? No.

"Tin? Can you just talk to me nicer? You know I came all the way here for you. Because I was goddamn worried and even though we have that misunderstanding and I'm still upset. But I really wanted to see you, because I miss you" Tin look at me expressionless eyes.

"Im sorry.." my heart get lighter when I heard him that, is this mean?? "That I didn't told you yet, like I said earlier. We are over. I thought not facing you for goddamn days is you will get that thought that I breaking up with you?" my freaking world stop, I seems to be deaf for instance. I felt everything that surrounded me shatters.

What?

"Common, lets get out of here. Lets some have time, like privately" Tin being the fucking jerk in front of me. He really did it in front of me. The girl he kissed earlier giggling to what Tin's said.

"Wow isn't it Déjà vu? It feels like it happens before right Tin?" I didn't notice that Dae was here, and she all witness all those shit happen.

"Shut the fuck up!! You are not helping me!!" I laid my eyes on this jerk first. I cant help but to burst out. I cant see them clearly because my eyes got blurry of my tears. Then I walked out.

I run away from him, from the pain he caused me, from a biggest disappointment in my life.

I just don't understand what is happening. All I know it hurts like hell.

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a/n : go and hate me guys, i feel its kinda lame huhu and im lil rushing this chap to be publish huhu. so how was it guys?? haha lemme know your feelings about this chap. thank you for always voting and supporting my story!! love u guys 💙💚