They all left me here in our place. But Ive also decided to be alone here. I have a lots of things in my mind right now.

I didnt even know the time pass, the sky became dark and lately realize it was going to eve soon. I snap my forehead, I line message Can earlier that I will pick him after class. Ive looked to my phone that I off. I on my phone and my screen flooded of Can messages.

Im sure he is now mad right now at me. I took another cigarettes and fire it by my lighter. Damn this life.

I was puffin some smoke when someone poked me. When I jerked my eyes almost fell on the ground. When I saw his mad face infront of me.

"Can?" I took my cigarettes away from my mouth and was about to hid from my back. But his eyes follow my hand and he swaying his hand in front of his nose. Look he dont want the smell of it.

"You are here? Smoking to death?" he seriously mad. His nostril getting big while nagging me. I know its funny and the same time he look so cute doing that. But its not the right time for that.

"Can.. it just.. ahh.." now Im fucking stuttering. He look at me with his not interested look.

"Do you know how long Ive waited you in the gate? It went dark and after all you didnt answering my calls nor texting me back?" he crossed his arm and heard his deap breath between his glare at me.

"Im sorry Can, I didnt notice the time and..." I dont want him to worried tho, I wont let him know that for his safety and to his peaceful mind. Ill choose it to keep it to myself.

"And??" he frowned at me and looking to the all sides. "Hey?? Dont tell me you were with someone? Girl?? Boy?? Tell me are you cheating at me?" his eyes widen as he blow those question at me. I was about to hold my laugh but I end up to burst it out.

"What's funny?" he sound offended on my laugh. I just cant help it because he look so cute even more.

"What are you saying?" Im now holding my stomach and trying to stop my laugh. He is still frowning at me and I guess he was cursing me to his mind. "As you can see? Im all alone here. Besides if you are seeing something that I didnt see??" I tease him.

I saw him gulping and tensed.

"Dont scare me!" his eyes were still checking the every sides. Plus the ambiance of this place is really scary when the twilight comes. I grab his hand and pull him closer to me. At first he dont like it because he is trying to push me away but then later he let me touch him.

"Try to cheat me or Ill kill you?" wait I heard it before??

"I heard that asshole! Fine. I let this pass. But when we get to run to each other again. Im going to kill you"

Suddenly the first time we encounter each other just flashback to my mind. I can remember that phrase he said to me.

I sneek a laugh again.

"What again??" he irritatedly asked me.

I didnt ask him but I hold his hand again firmly and drag out to that place. I drag him to the parking lot where my car where park.

"Tin" I jerk back at him still wearing that irritated look. Whats with my wifey whining of?

"Hmm" he grab my other hand that still handed a cigar.

"Are you smoker?" after he ask me that he throw the cigar to ground and step it until it was quash into pieces.

"No. I occasionally smoke" I honestly answered.

"Good but not. I dont want you to smoke ever again. Even its occasionally or not.. I care about you so much. Smoking put your health into risk. I dont want to lose you because of that" he said then bow his head to me. After nagging me he will shy?? But to be honest, its clutch my heart that someone like him care so much to me. I pulled him close to me to hug him. I even stroke his head to pin closer to my chest. I feel so brand new person now, I feel that I have reason to continue my shit life before now looking always with him.

"Tin??" I didnt say anything but I even hug him more. I want to feel his warm. Yet I felt his arms wrap also to my back.

I thought I will never felt this at home with someone. That home is Can.

"Wifey.." I breath and sniffing his hair. Its smells always good.

"Hmm" he hummed.

"Thank you for coming to my life" meeting him was the sweetest twist in my life. I felt new things from him. He made me feel like I wanted to live my life, of course with him. He changed me.

"Whats with you today?" he said in quizzical tone. I let out a chuckles.

Am I too cheesy today?

"Nah" I ruffle his hair. I pull out from hug and open the car door for him.

He went inside and I go inside too in opposite seat.

We were silent until we lock our seatbelts. I was about to open the engine. When I felt his soft lips brush to my pale and cold cheek.

"I should be the one thanking you for coming into my life.... hubby" even tho I didnt used to call me that endearment. It made him cute because he was now dying in embarrassment. Thats why I let out a hilarious laugh after that.

Sweating and feel like burning in the heat of sun right now after we both catching our breaths. I look at him and I can see the tiredness in his eyes. My whole body is still shaking and I can feel his sticky body collapsed on me.

"That was great" he said while still catching his breath. I felt shy after he look the overall me. Im going to cover my little one between my legs. When Kengkla just grin at me.

"Its like I even yet see it nor eat it" my ears heating up to what he is bragging off.

"Shut up. Its still hurting me" so this is how Type was telling me all the time, about Pete and Ae unwrapping shrimps?

Kengkla now laying next to me and cuddling me. I still can felt those sticky feeling but I didnt even mind it because Ive liked his warm temperature.

"Im sorry sweetie" he kissed my bare shoulder that makes me even more shiver and my little one getting boner for fcuking again. No. Please.. control yourself. Plus I cant even hold the feeling his little one two lingering to my weak now ass.

So I didnt even make a move because I dont want to feel anything more arousing from him.

"Techno.." I dont know if it was me but his voice is also a tease. Why the fuck he was calling my name in that fucking tone.

Why do he making me feel wanting it more?

"I want to go home" I think it was the best decision I made so far in my life. But the decision to fuck with him isnt any good idea tho but it already happen.

I rise up from laying in his bed. Yeah we are fucking in his own bedroom wtf.

"Leaving me so soon?" he said like Im not going to meet him anymore.

I look at him and give him my weak smile s weak on my devirginized ass.

"I want to sleep" I said now trying to collect my clothes on the ground.

"Why? Cant you sleep here?" he pointed his bed. But I give him my refuse look. "Its comfortable too" yeah I know. But Im not comfortable sleeping with you. With this needy feeling of mine. Aish I need to fix myself.

"Kengkla, I just cant sleep here" because If I do, maybe I cant control myself from you again.

"Are you going to avoid this? me? Are you running away from me? So what is the meaning of this for you? That we both just did it for what because you are bored?" this is the first time I saw Kengkla being emotional and Im so guilt because I know its because of me.

"You asked me to kiss you because you just want to feel what is kiss like. Then after that you asked me to fucked you because you were curiosity too? Really Techno? Are you just playing with me? Because you know that I like you. Are you playing with my feelings" his eyes full of emotion and about to cry. Damn. What did I do?? Im such a jerk.

"Are you done? Now do you want to know why did I asked that to you?" I paused and trying to contain my voice because anytime it will crack down.

"I want to prove something to myself. Because since I met you and getting close to you. You makin me so confuse. Then one day you asked me to be your boyfriend. I was really shocked because I never imagine that you would ask me that. Cause all this I thought we were just brothers" Kengkla just hang for a moment after stated those.

At this moment, I know and everything is cleared on me.

"I dont know how to fucking confess at you and how to make sure my feelings for you was real. So I made that fucking decision to fuck me. By that I will make you feel how is my feelings for you" Kengkla just stunned at me and didnt say anything. To my frustration, because I did all my effort to confess anything to him yet he wasnt and didnt bother to answer me. I pulled him, this time I kiss him because I didnt want to prove something or I just want to experience the kiss but because I like him.

I felt his lips against mine is now kissing me back torridly.

"Im now your boyfriend" I said after we break to kiss.

Kengkla grinning at me. "One more round?" he bit his lower lip as if he was flirting me.

I throw away my clothes on the floor again and push myself to him and kiss him again.

For now, I wouldn't control myself and all I want to throw myself at him.

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a/n : so yeah guys this is how we made kengkla and techno a couple. hahahah how was it?? hahah i miss talking to you guys, i hope you liked this chapter!!! i wanna know your reaction. please drop it hahaha!!!