"Get in the car" Lei and Good assisted Can while getting inside my car. They were in the backseat of my car while Good sitting in the shotgun seat. I didn't say anything else and drive them home.

Can ruin my mood today. I don't know how stupid he is that he didn't even realize and sink in his mind that I've liked him so much. It makes me think that am I not good enough to showcase my feelings for him. That all this time Can be still slow and not getting things straight.

"Thank you, Tin for driving us home" Lei was always cheerful, I smile at her and was quickly gone when I laid my eyes on Can, he just bent over to me. What I am thinking? I'm still upset with him either.

"So I'll go ahead?" right? I don't want to things get worst. I look cold at him and then waved at them before I get into the car.

While I'm driving I can't stop thinking of what happened earlier. How hurt I was...

"Do you really like me?" his eyes struck a mine. Like he was finding the answers in my eyes. I was about to blow words.

"I don't think you really like me, I mean how come a guy like you likes someone like me? I think you are just confused or being guilty towards me. Admit it or not you have a lot of things to pay for me, right? I swear I hate you, the way you hurt my friend Dae's feelings, I can't get rid of that, how bad are you? Well, that's not my point either. For now, all I can say is please rethink of what you've said and done. There's no way you gonna liking me"

I stop the car near the pavement area. I was heating my head against the steering wheel.

"Aaaaaargghhh!!!" I've punched it so many times to relieve this frustration.

"Why so cruel Can? How can you even say that to my face? Do you really know how I am sincere to you!!" I buried my face in my both palms. I'm really pissed at him.

"I like you so much Can" I rest my head again on it and stay for a long minute.

My silly sister kept smiling idiot in front of me. I am finally on my bed, I really miss the comfy and the smell of my own bed. I really wanted to take a rest finally but my sister kept bugging me with her creepy face. She was sitting on my chair near my study area.

"If you have something to say, can you fcking say it! I hate your face!" but instead of minding what I said, she continues staring so creepy at me.

"You didn't tell me everything about me Can" she change the topic and what the fuck don't tell me?

"Lei!!" she will spill something nonsense again.

"Tin is not your boyfriend--" see?

"I told you many times you are the one who insisted me th--"

"YET!! I'm not done yet Can. I said yet. But far as I can see, he is really pursuing you!!" I'm really done with her.

"Lei.. there's no way Tin will like me okay?" I'm trying to defend it to her. Making clear what is really between Tin and me.

"You are really stupid," she said in a bland statement.

"Hey I'm still your brother!" this little devil called me stupid!!

"I know, but I have to remind you that. I don't know why you kept denying all the things to you. We are not blind nor not having a feeling that knows how Tin likes you" I remember suddenly those things I said to him. I went silent.

"He was there for you 24/7. He didn't get any sleep, to guard you when you are sleeping. He kept caring about you and he never leaves your side, if that's not making you convince then you are really stupid" I realized that too. And I admit I'm kinda harsh to him earlier.

"But Lei, you don't understand neither know him better"

"Like what? he was a jerk? he was an asshole? a bad person? So? You wouldn't even let him prove himself to you? Let him give you a chance. As I can see, he is not like that. He was really the opposite of those. Tin that I met before and Tin from the hospital was the only thing I only remember about him, aside of that there's no any"

Am I really harsh? I saw how down Tin was today when he drive us home. He can even smile at me as he did to Good and to my sister.

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"Hello?" I called Good in the middle of the night. I can't make sleep. I'm still thinking of it and can't make me calm down.

"I'm sleeping Can what do you want" oww...

"I'm sorry Good, but I can't sleep" I heard his heavy breaths in the line.

"So you choose to bother me?" I can imagine how pissed Good tonight.

"I just want to tell you something.." I know Good, I can trust him with this. I don't care anymore too whether will Good react to this. The only matter is I can make able to share this and can make less this heavy feeling in my chest.

"I think I've been harsh to Tin earlier" I started...

"Oh, how can you say that?" Breathe in and breath out.

"I told him that I don't think he likes me. Like from the back of my mind it made me laugh like how is that possible right?" I'm trying to cover it to laugh but I'm really anxious right now.

"What? What did you say?"

"I told him that he was just only confused and also I hated him so much before just like that"

"Can!!! First of all, what the fuck did you do? Now I know why Tin wasn't in himself earlier because of what you've said. Do you know how it will impact him?"

"Good? What are you saying? Am I not telling the truth? He was a total jerk, do you remember how Dae was hurt because of him?"

"Can you are really thoughtless!! It was from the past. Haven't you thought it well?" I scratch my head to me confused.

"Are you siding him now? I'm your friend Good!" why was everyone into Tin, first my sister now Good?

"It's not I'm siding him. Do you know that we talked when you were in the hospital? And he really confesses his feelings for you to me. At first, I don't want him to be with you but at that time I confirm how good Tin is. You just only to open your heart and stop denying all the things"

We ended that call when I told him that I'm already sleepy but the truth is I just want to rethink all that he said. Absorb it all. I open my phone and go to Tin's number.

Should I check him? text him?

My eyes stuck on his number, thinking of what to do.

When a message just pops out to my notification. My heart jumps out to what I read.

are you sleeping?

I know you are

but I just wanted you to know that I will do whatever it takes to prove to you that I really like you.

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a/n: just wanna say thank you for those who voting and keep reacting on the story. AAAAAAHHHH!! HAVE YOU WATCHED THE TEASER OF REMINDER? OUR MEANPLANN WAS THERE!!! UWAAAAA FCK IM STILL WAITING FOR THE CATHY DOLL MINI SERIES TOO, THEY RELEASE THE PHOTO LAST DAYS SO YEAH WE WILL BE FED THIS MONTH AND I CANT WAIT!!!