*sigh*

It's have been a month since yoomi had got into a coma...

It's all my fault... if we didn't play that stupid game she would be ok now...

-flashback-

After a while, the ambulance had come and we went to the hospital with her

me and jungkook were scared and worried about her

We kept waiting to know what will the doctor say

But...

The doctor looked sad in my eyes and to jungkook who was standing near me

The doctor took a deep breath

My eyes widen

I felt my heart ache at his words

I looked at jungkook... he was crying

We nodded

The doctor bowed

With that he left us

He only nodded

We entered her room and there she was lying lifeless on the bed we sat on the couch near her

After a while

*buzz ring buzz*

I answered the call

As jungkook heard me he only cried more

"

Without knowing I started crying too

He sounded scared and worried about her

I told yoongi hyung everything that happens and what the doctor told us

His voice cracked and I could feel that he started tearing up

My eyes widen and i started to cry again

I can't believe that yoomi did this to herself...

Behind her smiles, there's so much pain hidden...

-end of flashback -

Every day when my shift is done in the work, i go home to change my clothes then come here and also jungkook did the same we always stayed here by her side, we would always talk with her and tell her to be strong and we miss her, and every day yoongi hyung call me to talk with her

Now i was with her in her room in the hospital

Jungkook went to the airport to pick up yoongi hyung, As he promised he came to Busan

I got into jungkook's car and he drove straight to the hospital

I smiled weakly

He nodded

We got out of the car as soon as we arrived

We went straight to where her room is,I slowly opened the door, i saw jimin half asleep on the couch, he smiled and greeted me, then i turned my gaze to yoomi

She was laying there peacefully, sleeping like an angel

I smiled

She's so beautiful

I sat on the edge of the bed as i held her hand and stroked her cheeks

Time passed by as i was sitting here talking to yoomi, i told her about my life how is it going, and my work and that the rest of the guys are excited to come and meet her, i talked about me and them and some funny things about me and them

It was getting late now

*knock knock*

The door slowly opened revealing jimin since jungkook was sleeping here on the couch

I nodded as i got up

I leaned closer to her and kissed her forehead

Jimin had woke up jungkook already

We left the hospital and went to jungkook's car since jungkook was half asleep jimin was driving

I looked at jimin

Jimin frowned his eyebrows and looked confused at me then back to the road

Jimin chuckled

Jimin drove jungkook home since it was close to the hospital and he said he'll bring the car to jungkook tomorrow

We arrived at yoomi's house

Jimin handed me the keys, we bid each other goodbye and took my suitcase from the back,i went out of the car

I unlocked the door and got inside

Wow, it's so huge and beautiful!

(((Author note: the picture in part 5 is yoomi's living room in the first floor)))

I looked around in amazement as i walked around the house

I reached the second floor, i opened one of the room's door

This room had a large bed in it and the style of the room seemed for adults

Something caught my attention

The pictures hanging on the wall

It's yoomi and her family

I wonder what happened to them... maybe she wrote something in her notes... i will check it before i sleep

I kept staring at the pictures for like 15 minutes

I turned around and saw a broken frame

It also had yoomi and parents picture, they were all smiling and happy

After a while, i had found yoomi's room

It was so beautiful, calming and huge

I went to the bathroom in her room, it was big too

i took a shower and wore comfortable clothes for sleeping

Now let's continue reading the notes