i ignore the alarm, i ignore the mumbling from the baby monitor, i ignore the twins trying to wake me up or get my attention, even dad or Alpha coming in to see if everything's okay, i feel myself get picked up and that's when i open my eyes, i look up at Aidan tiredly, so tiredly, he looks down with a panicked look, "he's awake!" he says and i squirm at the pain in my stomach, i hold on tightly to his shirt, the pain growing as i begin to feel very sick, my head falls back, just dangling as my head begins to hurt madly, Nathan picks up my head and i whimper, feeling very, extremely warm, i want a cold bath.

i hear doors being opened and shut again and Jack comes into view, he looks down at my pale face and overly warm cheeks, i feel him place his hand over my stomach, a slight pain going through, so sensetive, i wriggle about and push him away, holding my stomach, i growl at him but it turns into a whimper, i'm so cold.

i shiver at the coldness, i feel Aidan quickly warm up and i hold on as if it's a life source, but i still shiver, i'm still very cold. what the hell? i was warm earlier! too warm.

i try to push away from Aidan as i feel a sickness to his warmth, his scent, everything, not just him but everyone and everything, i hear him whimper, but i wriggle harder, before i feel myself drop, i catch myself and feel Nathan, Aidan and Jack help me back up but i rush to the closest toilet and throw everything i've had in the past twenty four hours up. when it all stops i find absolutly no effort or energy to lift my head from the toilet, "drink this!" i hear someone say, but i don't move, when i don't move they move me, sitting me back as my head hits a shoulder, my head held back, i see Jack hold a bottle of water to my lips and i turn my head, moving away, "Raden, you need to stay hydrated!" he says but i just lay my head down and shut my eyes, my stomach hurts again and i begin to cry.

"why does it hurt?" i cry, whimpering as i curl up to my knees.

"your not well, everything hurts right now!" he says but i continue to cry, "you need to drink the water, Red!" he says sweetly.

i just stay as curled up as i can, "can i shift?" i whisper sleepily.

"if you need to, yes!" Jack says but i don't move i just fall back to sleep in Aidan's arms while they both fuss over me worriedly.

i wake up to water running over me, i look up and see i'm in the shower, i look to my sides and see Aidan and Nathan holding me close, "hello!" i simply say, dropping my head onto them lazily and they look to me worriedly, "what wrong?" i say sleepily and he says something but i don't hear it at all, but by his facial expression he looks very worried, "i didn't-i dont hear you!" i whisper as the sickness comes back. i sit up and they both help me out as i throw my head over the toilet and throw up whatever i have consumened, which isn't much.

i rest my elbows on the toilet bowl and crossmy arms over, resting my head, Aidan and Nathan pull me back to the shower when i see the door open, my dad walks into the bathroom and he looks to me worriedly, his lips moving, i give a tired hum before laying back and shutting my eyes. i feel something next to my head so i turn my head and see my dad is clicking his fingers, i push them away, "stop!" i mumble and lay back.

i look at the wall and watch the water run down the walls, i still keep jumping from hot to cold, but the shower sooths it all, they put it to a temperature that's okay for both of my two crazy temperatures, "-b..h....an...so he'll be okay, just be patient with it!" my dads says and i look to him, he smiles.

"when will i be better? i feel like shit!" i say and he chuckles.

"well, Jack is working on something right now as i said, but you need to drink pleanty of fluids, eat good foods, but you'll be okay, it will just take time!" he explains and i nod, i give hum, "Jack said your pups are under a bit of pressure, but now that you've calmed down a bit you'll be find!" he adds and i nod and give the same hum.

i look up to my mates and they look down at me, i curl up to them, "do you still want to shift?" Aidan asks and i shake my head, but then my body says no as i feel a crak, i whimper at it and the twins place me down for a bit of space, after a few minutes i am laid with the shower running over and soaking into my thick fur.

i said no though, why the hell did i shift? i don't move from that position, i just stay laid down, i feel arms around me pick me up and i whimper at it, wanting to go back to that spot my then i am placed into an even more comfortable spot and i pur at it, enjoying the place i am, but then a thought of worry come to my mind, there not kicking, i don't feel by puppies kicking.

i whimper, not wanting anything bad to be happening, the door bursts open again and i see Derak come in, "What's wrong with the pups?" he asks and everyone looks from him to me, "he said he can't feel them kicking or anything!" Aidan and Nathan jump up and i am rushed out again, we were so close to a joyful and happy pregnancy, we'er still about a month away, what's going on?

i feel the arms remove from around me and then feel a pair of hands over my stomach and i whimper and move away from the hands, he reaches again and i snap my jaws at him, forcing him to move back, but then someone grabs my jaws and holds them shut and me still as i whimper and growl, hearing other growls around me but the hands on my stomach hurt when i feel the dampness, "there it is!" i hear Jack say and i whimper, "it's alright, it's a bit early but it's okay, they are under a bit of stress, it's safer for them to be out before anything really bad hap-" he doesn't get to finish before i pass out completely, my body going completely limp as i feel a whole lot like shit.